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Suicide Discussion

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erik_signe
Venting forwards back and rebound
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0
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283
erik_signe
erik_signe
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Sex causes me such a strong suicidal reaction and literal symptoms of terror I need to die
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1
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350
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
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goodbye i think x
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17
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1K
peewee
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calicocat07
Venting I keep thinking about pain
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1
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550
fromange
fromange
wonderlandefx
  • Question
Help How does one get comfortable enough to CTB?
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5
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540
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
jinmaopoison
Help KN source from EU and Customz
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0
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219
jinmaopoison
jinmaopoison
ScaredCutter
super unlikeable
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1
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512
Greasyhair
Greasyhair
sweetsweetsuicide
Venting More old vent art
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9
Views
633
Greasyhair
Greasyhair
Tiny Little Fairy
I think I found N... is it too good to be true?
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4
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829
MediumRareChicken
M
R
Discussion nihilism - ode’s thoughts
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12
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961
doneforlife
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hmnow
  • Poll
If asked, would you witness a suicide?
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27
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1K
Mothz
Mothz
knowledgeseeking
I have been up in tears all night trying to figure out SCBA setup. Please help me.
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1
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656
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
sweetsweetsuicide
Venting The hug I needed (vent art)
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6
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702
ScaredCutter
ScaredCutter
notprettyenough
Method Heart failure CTB with stimulants+ 4 years of bulimia+ running
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1
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590
copioushopelessness
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naookoo128
How do you spend your last hours before CTB? Or: How do you prepare your mind?
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8
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1K
purpp37
purpp37
eggsausagerice
Venting i keep thinking about overdosing on tylenol even though i wouldn't die
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3
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846
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
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Loneliness, restlessness & needing satisfaction
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2
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443
BeyondSurvival
B
O
Nitrogen gas?
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4
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978
Jadeith
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D
Partial hanging never works
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16
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2K
AntarusDragon
AntarusDragon
B
Story Feeling like I want to share my reasons to ctb. Also, questions about time to ship SN from SD.
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7
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2K
BeltedKingfisher
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catzy
Venting Tired of psychopaths winning. I hate that I have to pursue so many superficial things to even have a decent life
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0
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354
catzy
catzy
Riven
Stability of KN
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3
Views
884
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
B
Venting Tired. Sad. Angry.
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0
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404
bitterToad
B
NonEssential
  • Question
Alcohol to reduce fear (SI)?
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6
Views
481
NonEssential
NonEssential
glowing.purple.aura
born to suffer
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1
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360
Greasyhair
Greasyhair
xXiloveyouXx
Question about jumping
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1
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586
Greasyhair
Greasyhair
cornicecream
Venting does it ever get better like damn
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6
Views
759
braintorture
braintorture
SparkleWater
pissed off
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3
Views
472
Greasyhair
Greasyhair
flutebloom
Help Exit bag with helium tank from a party store?
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1
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783
Jadeith
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Defatigatis
Does anyone feel that the time is coming?
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34
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2K
Cyagangy
Cyagangy
onyx559
I cant seem to die and i hate it
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9
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1K
katara
katara
EmpressDean
Quick question about firarm
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16
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1K
deathisapanacea
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Help My Friend is Being Too Friendly
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1
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636
unique pumpkin
unique pumpkin
5
Acronym Glossary Cheatsheet what does that mean
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12
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2K
LostSoul21
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S
proper alprazolam and meto dosing?
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0
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372
socksnsandles
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deepocean
What...
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5
Views
527
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
S
Method where can i buy research chemicals uk?
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1
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444
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restingplace
Help I dont like having a specific ctb date
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6
Views
642
Cristian
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V
Could I premix KN for a go bag?
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0
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288
vig919
V
bananamatcha
Help SI & Jumping
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2
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712
bananamatcha
bananamatcha
nails
Venting more pathetic loneliness
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2
Views
432
Hollowman
H
C
Losing job final straw?
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4
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448
ConstantPain
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vanillamilkshakes
Venting DayDreams And Fantasies
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3
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537
vanillamilkshakes
vanillamilkshakes
hmnow
How many people know you are suicidal? Are they close?
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22
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1K
Benjiii
Benjiii
idnu0114
Method Buying N in Peru Nov 2023 - personal experience
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76
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15K
rs929
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tiltedcompass
Venting "Others have it way worse"
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14
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1K
Spider Lilies
Spider Lilies
vanillamilkshakes
Venting Being Taken For Granted.
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0
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346
vanillamilkshakes
vanillamilkshakes
sunnydaysahead
Venting Dying without getting to live
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3
Views
667
sunnydaysahead
sunnydaysahead
W
Is pentobarbital available in tj still?
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6
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566
orbwithinorb
O
capi
Venting Ive always regretted not dying
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3
Views
496
Irisse
Irisse
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