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Suicide Discussion

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I’m never home alone
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8
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653
Brokenwithbpd
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DeathIsTheWayOut99
At the end of the day, my reasoning for suicide will always be misunderstood
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11
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835
Deleted member 19276
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a lonely slob
sn packaging warning labels
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6
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1K
Saed
Saed
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Venting I hate my self
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5
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647
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
JustovertheBS
Have a ton of benzos...will this work?
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7
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1K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
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Weighing my options
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2
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488
Susannah
Susannah
EmbraceOfTheVoid
Midnight Bus Is Here - Bye
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25
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2K
AnxietyAttack44
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Marktheghost
It's always possible that things can get worse
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4
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1K
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
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Method I am so annoyed with oxygen
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4
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708
Exhausted1705
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Method My sn is arriving today!!!
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18
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1K
MorticiasHair
MorticiasHair
Close_to_freedom
Is this a good way to tell if one should ctb?
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3
Views
505
SpottedPanda
SpottedPanda
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Venting Lonely
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2
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513
AnxietyAttack44
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D
Help about hanging
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6
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2K
Valsalva
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D
Story Sn is mixed and ready to go
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16
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2K
FriendofDeath
FriendofDeath
illbeinthegarage
would anyone notice
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5
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674
Fear191829218
Fear191829218
a lonely slob
hanging is starting to work as intended but m afraid of the high failure rate
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6
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983
lostangel
lostangel
BitterlyAlive
Does anyone else feel like they're being punished?
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32
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2K
RRH
RRH
Green Destiny
Venting Life is not a contractual obligation.
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7
Views
674
GonnaGoBye
GonnaGoBye
FireFox
Where we ever normal?
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8
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684
Fullof pain
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Dizzy_Dreams
Why are we all here?
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2
Views
533
MKWRFKLV
MKWRFKLV
pentobarbitaldreams
How many days should I stay off antipsychotics in order to CTB with pentobarbital?
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3
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1K
Barf
Barf
Oh_dear_how_Gastly
I'm so selfish
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5
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516
Soulless_Angel
Soulless_Angel
Dizzy_Dreams
Suicide by sodium nitrate
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4
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2K
AnxietyAttack44
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got2beFionaC
Venting just venting.
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2
Views
522
who doesn't matter
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Life_and_Death
Visual Hallucinations
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3
Views
600
AnxietyAttack44
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I
Last day ideas?
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2
Views
537
Intractabe
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BPD Barbie
Quick SN buying question
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16
Views
2K
autumnal
autumnal
I
Killing myself soon using sodium azide or nitrite
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10
Views
1K
autumnal
autumnal
LifeSucks39
I want to ctb but my SI does not let me
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15
Views
960
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
RayoSinSol
Help Fear of the unknowable consequences. PM me.
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7
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Abgrundanziehung
SN with oblate discs?
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9
Views
773
autumnal
autumnal
Deleted member 17949
Venting crippling boredom
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9
Views
960
peacefully31425
peacefully31425
favourite
Anyone completely indifferent toward current affairs?
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17
Views
1K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
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Need General Advice for CTB
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3
Views
609
AnxietyAttack44
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NoPlaceForme
All my stuff is here.
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0
Views
470
NoPlaceForme
NoPlaceForme
Cosmiq
Venting Do those around you take your mental health or suicidal thoughts serious?
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17
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1K
DeathIsTheWayOut99
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Close_to_freedom
Who else has dark eye circles due to the mental suffering?
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3
Views
605
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
Anyone else feel like they have to justify or make a case for their suicide?
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3
Views
535
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
D
Doubts about SN
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22
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1K
Living sucks
L
G
Discussion storing sodium nitrite
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1
Views
728
Living sucks
L
U
Venting Past
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4
Views
594
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
Close_to_freedom
Without distractions how are you able to live?
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0
Views
494
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
DoNotLet2
Venting I don't want to feel disabled I'd rather ctb anyone relatable?
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12
Views
780
Cioran
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TAW122
Venting You are not entitled to ... but suicide is selfish
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38
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3K
TimeToBiteTheDust
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lovelypirategirl
Discussion Setting a determined age to kill yourself
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22
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2K
heraclitus
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Dizzy_Dreams
Can someone please help? Questions about exit bags?
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2
Views
778
FreddieQuell
FreddieQuell
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Impulsive people who ctb by hanging
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3
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1K
Living sucks
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Lara Francis
Help Temporary exit from life
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4
Views
725
MorticiasHair
MorticiasHair
Xebsora29
Discussion How to Overcome Survival Instincts?
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12
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2K
whitelacedress
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E
Venting Lonely
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5
Views
584
Shiro20
Shiro20
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