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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Method showing my face before i go
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6
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PlateAchoes
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HorribleFeelings1
Help Having a big heart fucking hurts and I can’t do this anymore
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3
Views
648
faust
faust
Close_to_freedom
How do I ctb before my parents die?
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5
Views
666
Passersby
Passersby
LifeSucks39
Help What’s a relatively painless method to ctb?
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29
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3K
Pan
P
B
How many members have cbt?
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9
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2K
deadpixels
deadpixels
Kezrina
Confused, heartbroken, with suspected bpd.
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3
Views
845
ssaaahmo
ssaaahmo
ssaaahmo
Story Guilt is the only thing that's actually stopping me
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4
Views
616
ssaaahmo
ssaaahmo
WinterFaust
Is one unopened bottle of N enough to ctb?
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2
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1K
WinterFaust
WinterFaust
ssaaahmo
  • Poll
Method I know my method
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22
Views
2K
ssaaahmo
ssaaahmo
Eren
Venting Is the idealization of love childish?
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20
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2K
TheSoulless
TheSoulless
H
one last time.
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1
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928
TheSoulless
TheSoulless
Alec
One step.
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1
Views
755
Janeツ
J
N
Hell please help
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7
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1K
lonelygirl66
L
I
Should have CTB by now
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4
Views
587
disconnection
disconnection
A
Help 19 years old, situation seems hopeless
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8
Views
959
allovernow
A
L
Today is the day this pain ends
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9
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1K
Roxie100
R
R
Miserable
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6
Views
523
Deleted member 1465
D
M
Small nitrogen tank
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3
Views
714
Aap
A
Squiddy
Venting Just another reason to ctb
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4
Views
1K
Deleted member 1465
D
V
Method Heart attack gun
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15
Views
2K
Aap
A
S
Cursed with horrific luck?
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12
Views
1K
Exitforme
E
B
ctb and codvid-19
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0
Views
450
Blutsager
B
C
Venting Realizing no one will ever love you
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27
Views
1K
Ky204
Ky204
P
No good place to do it
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4
Views
868
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
TastySorrow
Amazed by all the people here who were actually able to talk about their problems with their close ones.
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6
Views
1K
mathieu
mathieu
gymletethnicel
Discussion What would it take for you not to kill yourself?
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46
Views
3K
onlyme
O
LifeSucks39
Method I’m trying partial suspension but I can’t seem to succeed
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5
Views
1K
Deleted member 14386
D
D
Venting family member found my note
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13
Views
1K
Deleted member 14386
D
idek
Help US Gun Control Laws?
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14
Views
1K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
St. Jimmy
To Be Determined
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14
Views
805
Nolye
Nolye
ssaaahmo
My first post
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14
Views
1K
incognito
I
faust
Discussion Death from nicotine
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19
Views
2K
Aap
A
Taran
N in india
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13
Views
2K
I screwed up
I
soakmeinbleach
Prep
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2
Views
584
soakmeinbleach
soakmeinbleach
V
Discussion something for friends to remember me?
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3
Views
565
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
Tintypographer
Do very many of us really matter
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13
Views
1K
last_tour
last_tour
Alain
Discussion What about nicotine overdose?
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6
Views
2K
autumnal
autumnal
F
Discussion Life Insurance
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17
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1K
autumnal
autumnal
fantasy_function
Help eating disorders + SN method
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3
Views
1K
ssaaahmo
ssaaahmo
J
Any quick and painless way to CTB?
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7
Views
2K
Notabadguy
Notabadguy
ssaaahmo
Discussion Does anybody else feel conflicted on how quickly or slowly they want to die?
Replies
4
Views
817
ssaaahmo
ssaaahmo
Deleted member 16907
Help What's the easiest and painless way to commit suicide?
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14
Views
3K
a.h
A
Cashewmilk
I don't want to do this life
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8
Views
870
ssaaahmo
ssaaahmo
Painless_end
Feeling extremely suicidal but not able to do partial
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2
Views
576
brood
brood
NightmareTour
Venting I'm a fuck up
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7
Views
758
NightmareTour
NightmareTour
to_rid_the_disease
I'm scared I'm going to fail
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11
Views
2K
autumnal
autumnal
Outsider
Anyone else with seb derm?
Replies
6
Views
761
omoidarui
omoidarui
Pryras
Venting Feeling very distressed
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5
Views
761
madbananas
M
T
I need a list of drugs that will surely kill you if mixed/overdosed.
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3
Views
835
mathieu
mathieu
SHThrowAway213
Venting Trapped. Considering the 80 foot cliff.
Replies
13
Views
968
SHThrowAway213
SHThrowAway213
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