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Suicide Discussion

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Venting Went on a date, turns out she knows my ex
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Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
Deleted-User-0
Discussion How I managed to ease up the fear of death as well as CTB. What are your feelings?
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24
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2K
a.n.kirillov
a.n.kirillov
faust
N in Tijuana/El Paso
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12
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974
faust
faust
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Discussion SN Quality Test
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3
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867
Deleted member 14386
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S
Meto or any antiemetic help
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4
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1K
WEASEL1234
WEASEL1234
HorribleFeelings1
What happens after death?
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11
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1K
Banquo501
Banquo501
x-Ace-x
Help Can I hold SN inside a glass jar even if there's a lot of moisture outside?
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3
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1K
BPD Barbie
BPD Barbie
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Help What type of CTB would be appropriate for me if someone else died instead of me in an accident
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5
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751
Nutshell
Nutshell
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Method SN Order arrived
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5
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810
SugarbushMtn
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thrwaway99
Discussion Buying cyanide?
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36
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9K
NotWhatIExpected
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littlelady774
Discussion Does anyone know why cyanide poisoning is so painful?
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6
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2K
NotWhatIExpected
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Lost.
N vs fenatyl
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13
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991
Deleted member 14386
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Venting I just want to die now
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10
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991
Lady Lazarus 2020
Lady Lazarus 2020
Black Rose Bunny
I’m too depressing to have friends.
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28
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1K
Lady Lazarus 2020
Lady Lazarus 2020
Aleandra Felix
Help Desensitization and dodging survival instinct
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12
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Mr2005
Mr2005
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sorry to bother
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7
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1K
Thanatos
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Mistry420
Discussion Who will find me ?
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2
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591
Soul
Soul
Tasdevil
Method SN ordered.
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18
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1K
Quarky00
Quarky00
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Cremation arrangement
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2
Views
998
kamakura
K
Thisgirlwantstosleep
Venting Just got escorted to hospital by police
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12
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russian_roulette
russian_roulette
SuicideBoys93
Video of nine year old with disabilities bullied to the point of wanting to CTB
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39
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3K
deck of cards
deck of cards
Lost.
Method SN with no antiemetic?
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2
Views
719
russian_roulette
russian_roulette
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Blood donation
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31
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3K
Onlyborrowedtime
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LogicalConclusion
Help Delayed email to police
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60
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7K
jgm63
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SuicideBoys93
Question about SN
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19
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2K
jgm63
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Method Questions about CTB via Artery Cut
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0
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921
HiddenAndBlue
H
hamnspammaam
Method SN and beach water?
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20
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1K
Deleted member 14386
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Dreemurr
Help I wanna ctb and I have some stupid questions about short drop hanging
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2
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1K
Pan
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itsbigbraintime
Venting I feel so disconnected
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18
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1K
Dark days
Dark days
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Method SN final questions
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7
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996
russian_roulette
russian_roulette
xostaticxo
Venting Going to CTB on Thursday
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3
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1K
xostaticxo
xostaticxo
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Which aquarium test kit should I buy to test SN?
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1
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1K
iasbics
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Marktheghost
How much whisky do you need to die?
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8
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1K
oxymoron
oxymoron
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Discussion Asking friends for final wishes?
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6
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701
itsmeagain
itsmeagain
OldGod
Discussion Theres so much I wanted to do...
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47
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3K
randomz
randomz
BPDbitch
Walking into the sea?
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3
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864
itsmeagain
itsmeagain
Kemmerich
Would an M57 do the trick?
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7
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1K
SuiSqueeze92
SuiSqueeze92
Ploj
It’s a race against time
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9
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1K
itsmeagain
itsmeagain
TAW122
Venting When society and people kick people who are already down...
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10
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1K
TheSuicidalEccentric
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T
Venting Today I choose to stay
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16
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1K
rntmss
rntmss
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Where are Zofran and Meto derived from in nature? Could you make a strong "homemade" antiemetic?
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3
Views
989
Melkus2020
Melkus2020
Done here
Venting Loved Ones Post Suicide
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7
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1K
rntmss
rntmss
dunkelheit
CTB Shortly
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11
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2K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
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I wish I knew what's next
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6
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716
highlyvolatile
highlyvolatile
BumperCrop
Getting Out of Bed
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14
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1K
Largeletters
Largeletters
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Why the fixation on this forum with SN and other complicated methods?
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40
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4K
Throwmyselfaway
Throwmyselfaway
gnomeboy17
Anxiety
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14
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878
depressoandstresso
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itsmeagain
Venting It's not helping, it stops helping, it never helps enough anymore.
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4
Views
705
itsmeagain
itsmeagain
Mywill
Help How do you encourge youself to actual ctb ?
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23
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2K
TAW122
TAW122
Penguinbee
Family guilt
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2
Views
659
Melkus2020
Melkus2020
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