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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Sn sn sn everywhere
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Kumachan
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Venting My financial situation is pushing me into wanting more to ctb
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438
tuto170
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artificialpasta
It's my birthday today! And probably my last haha
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28
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s1mplem3
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schopenh
Anyone else going to struggle with the fast?
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11
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1K
BridgeJumper
BridgeJumper
Reals801
Help Tourniquet help?
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1
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877
Halo13
Halo13
NothingElseMatters
I can’t take this anymore
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2
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554
a.n.kirillov
a.n.kirillov
v1car10us
Venting reasons for ctb
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0
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467
v1car10us
v1car10us
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DEAR GUESTS
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1
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Leaving this forum
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Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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Today a major shift toward CTB happened
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9
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1K
Quarky00
Quarky00
xkidx
Quetiapine as an antiemetic for SN
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7
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761
jgm63
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90sAesthetics
Discussion 2020: First 100 Days
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3
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678
Élégie
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Dying of anorexia
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40
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4K
Never Free
Never Free
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Hi it’s me
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4
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584
Emilyismew
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gnomeboy17
Selfish to ctb during a pandemic?
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27
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2K
gnomeboy17
gnomeboy17
HorribleFeelings1
Love vs depression, the battle between love and guilt
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6
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720
TAW122
TAW122
suffocatingseraphim
Discussion Earliest you felt suicidal in life?
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67
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3K
Genetics
Genetics
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Struggling with social anxiety...?
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8
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1K
Outsider
Outsider
ilovecheerios
i want help but im scared
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10
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822
ilovecheerios
ilovecheerios
artificialpasta
If I could go back in time, I'd kill myself earlier
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34
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2K
faust
faust
suffocatingseraphim
Venting feeling too numb, but it might be my way out
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1
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601
faust
faust
akrasia
i hate myself so much
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5
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769
muffin222
muffin222
whereispeace
Feel like I'm just waiting to snap
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9
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721
muffin222
muffin222
Erase.myself
Ambivalent about CTB
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5
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725
faust
faust
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Bleeding out.
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7
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2K
Nohopeinhell
Nohopeinhell
Angel1234
Venting I really don’t understand life at all
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2
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656
miguel6565
miguel6565
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Curious (autopsy)
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10
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1K
rntmss
rntmss
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Discussion Decided against ctb after some long thinking
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14
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2K
Dreamcollege
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Alain
Is there really no human way to ctb?
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20
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2K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
LivedAndNotLoved
Venting Obsession
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2
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544
faust
faust
BPDbitch
Discussion Do you want a funeral?
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60
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4K
Aman Sharma
Aman Sharma
LuzurPhagget
Discussion Anybody here "relapse?" Seen the glorious light!...and then come back over to the comfortable darkness?
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12
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LuzurPhagget
LuzurPhagget
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Anyone else finds difficulties for workirng and/or studying while having ctb thoughts?
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13
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943
faust
faust
Crows
Got a shot of Risperdal today
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9
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888
Crows
Crows
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There has to be something after
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77
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5K
ExitStageLeft
ExitStageLeft
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Jumping 25 feet whilst on MDMA
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5
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872
RedDEE
RedDEE
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Discussion Would you trust anyone helping you CTB?
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27
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2K
Living sucks
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My Heaven
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2
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844
Blutsager
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Discussion Does anyone else get scared of dying when you're going to sleep?
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40
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2K
Polly
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Story how i got to this point
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11
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littlemisssunshine
littlemisssunshine
Arvinneedstodie
Does anyone else struggle with health problems that doctors can't diagnose?
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57
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3K
Arvinneedstodie
Arvinneedstodie
TAW122
Response to "but you can't 100% guarantee it won't EVER get better" (and similar responses)
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17
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TAW122
TAW122
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Help Full suspension stairway
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2
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707
Lady black
Lady black
Aleksandra
Venting it’s one of those nights.
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4
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706
Rockman
Rockman
itsamadworld
Story What is the point of life?
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8
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Kumachan
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TAW122
Venting The UW (University of Waterloo) campus police trying to bait student into a psych hold
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8
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zherhk
zherhk
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Can't even get close with partial suspension hanging...
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3
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959
gabe
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TAW122
In response to "suicide is irrational/never rational" as well as what 'rational' means
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17
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zherhk
zherhk
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Help Full suspension hanging
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0
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638
Vienrose
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LonelyHopelessDude
Method Is doing Seppuku a good choice ?
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44
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Kumachan
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