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Suicide Discussion

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NothingElseMatters
why is hanging so difficult?
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14
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Thin Chew
Thin Chew
sourcreamonion
Venting Parents that apologize and STILL make it your fault
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9
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
TheSoulless
Venting How am I supposed to enjoy life again?
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5
Views
687
dysfunctional
dysfunctional
fluxis
Vitamin C and SN
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7
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787
fluxis
fluxis
Tintypographer
Catching the bus tomorrow!
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19
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2K
Living sucks
L
I
Question about SN storage
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2
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509
I want to end it
I
catsarecool
can't decide if I should leave notes for online friends
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7
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752
catsarecool
catsarecool
V
Financial consequences of ctb to family?
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10
Views
765
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
KuRsAnI
Is it fine to not test my SN?
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44
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3K
Saed
Saed
K
Anyone here have anybody in your life who might be ok or even happy once you ctb?
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29
Views
957
Saed
Saed
B
Self encouraging ctb by self hatred
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4
Views
507
Thinking
Thinking
casctb
Venting Hate feeling like I have no choice
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0
Views
489
casctb
casctb
T
Method SN + Partial
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5
Views
656
AnxietyAttack44
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Method HeroinHeroin plugging OD
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0
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913
JellyDreams
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Notwinnernotawin
Venting When it seems like the right time to go...
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3
Views
463
Notwinnernotawin
Notwinnernotawin
J
The suicidal person at the house party
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4
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1K
Ghassane
Ghassane
Life_and_Death
Discussion "that" moment
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8
Views
722
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
KuRsAnI
Paliperidone and vomitting
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2
Views
504
Giraffey
Giraffey
H
Ctb today! Goodbye.
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29
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3K
JD8080
JD8080
alwayswannadiesometi
my SN arrives tomorrow
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0
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790
alwayswannadiesometi
alwayswannadiesometi
P
Rethinking everything you done now and in the past?
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20
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1K
Postmortam
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catsarecool
Feeling happy and excited to CTB
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4
Views
669
FreddieQuell
FreddieQuell
MaisieWilliamsLover
Venting Being honest about your intentions and dealing with pro-lifers.
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8
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1K
MaisieWilliamsLover
MaisieWilliamsLover
Theregoesthatidea
Discussion Could one attempt to use deadly allergies to ctb?
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5
Views
587
Deleted member 19654
Deleted member 19654
K
Fentanyl
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5
Views
1K
Deleted member 14386
D
WillOxyWork
Struggling with the Unknown
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16
Views
806
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Is there anyone that can relate to my story?
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2
Views
503
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
R
SN
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17
Views
866
Reaper Occult
R
tmcglone25
Fentanyl
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20
Views
1K
HelensNepenthe
HelensNepenthe
hybridtheory
ctb while inpatient
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5
Views
925
virginiawoolf86
virginiawoolf86
First loss
Help Can anyone suggest an easy method please?
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18
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2K
Living sucks
L
E
my existence
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0
Views
345
Eudxiomoniia
E
H
Discussion Ghb
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29
Views
2K
Saed
Saed
B
Thoughts on the word commit
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2
Views
445
Brokenwithbpd
B
luapook
Venting There's no other way is there?
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0
Views
454
luapook
luapook
GoodPersonEffed
Discussion A Working Theory of Survival Instinct - What's Your Take On It?
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18
Views
2K
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
casctb
Story No going back?
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5
Views
715
aspx
aspx
E
Suicidal again
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2
Views
807
dysfunctional
dysfunctional
Scooby-Doo
Discussion Been told to inform DVLA and car insurance that I'm on medication
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22
Views
745
Scooby-Doo
Scooby-Doo
glittergore
I don't know how to deal with the inherent powerlessness of living.
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3
Views
646
virginiawoolf86
virginiawoolf86
_Minsk
Another Virus strain has been found in china and its spreading
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19
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2K
Krisian13
Krisian13
T
"Life is beautiful no matter how hard it is"
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44
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2K
death unto me
D
I
Venting Suicide as a form of Protest
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4
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1K
Intheo
I
StateOfMind
Discussion The Last Days of Death Row Inmate Scott Dozier | VICE on HBO
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3
Views
749
Deleted member 14386
D
E
Help No choice but to ctb with paracetamol
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30
Views
2K
autumnal
autumnal
rikamonie
Help is there a thread about N?
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9
Views
697
rikamonie
rikamonie
E
Help In tears
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31
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2K
Baguette
Baguette
sadghost
Venting Wrote my resignation and mini work rant
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7
Views
679
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
KLUF
Venting I want to catch coronavirus but I keep avoiding it
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8
Views
799
Uzera
Uzera
homebound
Venting "If you die, I will too"
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7
Views
929
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
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