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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
narval
Venting every day is harder to deal with my family
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2
Views
494
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Are others in denial about how bad your condition is?
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19
Views
1K
popcorn
popcorn
x_LittleAmy_x
  • Locked
Marquis' talk with fixthe26!
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180
Views
17K
RainAndSadness
RainAndSadness
O
I want CTB every night. Every morning I tell myself - okay fucking one more chance for me today.
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19
Views
826
hfdepression30
hfdepression30
S
Help Buying SN in US and shipping it to France ?
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31
Views
3K
PerteDeChance
P
L
Discussion Amlodipine overdose
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0
Views
518
Lame Old Duke
L
L
Help Are there people who failed SN without any interruption and following the regime properly?
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4
Views
1K
whatever101
whatever101
R
My Plan
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11
Views
1K
RowdyH999
R
T
Discussion How long will it take them to move on?
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35
Views
3K
Ani198
Ani198
A
i cant fit in or find solace anywhere
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2
Views
529
AintNoWayOut
A
hfdepression30
Is it weird that I...
Replies
11
Views
981
LifeQuitter2018
LifeQuitter2018
lucid
Venting Some stupid vent, I don't know
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0
Views
388
lucid
lucid
bloomingdark
I Made a poem for my partner
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0
Views
358
bloomingdark
bloomingdark
S
Thanks for accepting me to SS
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15
Views
735
A_miStake_of_NATURE
A_miStake_of_NATURE
bloomingdark
A video that makes me feels that being lonely can be good
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2
Views
489
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
P
I am too religious to kill myself.
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37
Views
2K
Joey
Joey
S
Want celebrate birthway with ctb
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1
Views
329
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
C
Help
Replies
0
Views
291
Cya90
C
Serio
Help Partial hanging? Help?
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2
Views
542
Serio
Serio
I
Shallow water blackout
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7
Views
1K
I want to end it
I
kindawannacrylol
Ket overdose?
Replies
2
Views
633
DownfallEnlightened
DownfallEnlightened
BluesRunTheGame
'Depression and Anxiety'... F**k it (this stupid poem has nothing to do with any competitions)
Replies
1
Views
320
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
BluesRunTheGame
Stupid being shortlisted on a stupid literary comp feeds my SI
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1
Views
262
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Rustysoupcan
Discussion How did your illness ruin your relationship?
Replies
17
Views
842
cheesefundamental
cheesefundamental
bloomingdark
I told my friends I wanted to get away from everyone, including them
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2
Views
514
loopylou
L
wordsonscreen
Resource Grounding in the body vs grounding in the environment
Replies
8
Views
1K
LetMeGoPlease
L
happylilsht
Venting I wouldn’t want to see the reactions after i’m gone
Replies
2
Views
419
Umbreon
Umbreon
Squiddy
Discussion Does anyone else want to ctb while they're still young?
Replies
56
Views
3K
HowNowBrownCow
HowNowBrownCow
KleinerWolf
Discussion Where do I hide my second bottle of SN?
Replies
24
Views
2K
Jumper Geo
Jumper Geo
Luu
Help Can 100 panadols kill me?
Replies
6
Views
651
loopylou
L
NothingElseMatters
Sometimes I feel I won't get over all the situation I've been through for 4 years
Replies
4
Views
324
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
happylilsht
Venting Only thing i think about every single day
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1
Views
379
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
lunargreenx
The moment you say enough
Replies
6
Views
683
lunargreenx
lunargreenx
W
Anticipating CBT and postponing health needs?
Replies
0
Views
458
watchingthewheels
W
W
One final step
Replies
1
Views
483
NoMoreMorbidity
NoMoreMorbidity
painoflife
Matrifen
Replies
4
Views
416
popcorn
popcorn
F
No stool for full suspension
Replies
7
Views
509
Worndown
Worndown
C
Storing SN
Replies
10
Views
907
ReluctantSeeker
R
AQUA
Story MY CTB ATTEMPT A FEW DAYS AGO
Replies
18
Views
2K
Odwin
Odwin
bad luck
Story Death of a neighbor.
Replies
6
Views
1K
Into The Void
Into The Void
B
Realistically getting N through customs...
Replies
10
Views
499
Tkmiz_Tsukumizu
Tkmiz_Tsukumizu
N
Just told my psychiatrist about my suicidality
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5
Views
748
Mentalmick
Mentalmick
Aelana
What type of rope should be used for hanging?
Replies
10
Views
3K
Worndown
Worndown
L
SN shelf life once opened
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2
Views
666
popcorn
popcorn
Busridin'26
Discussion Is it ok to rejoice in abusers demise?
Replies
30
Views
2K
lofticries
lofticries
737492
Method Risk of surviving and ending up with brain damage
Replies
8
Views
2K
hfdepression30
hfdepression30
Fthis
Discussion Risking My Live
Replies
4
Views
528
LenkaX
LenkaX
T
Help Is it wrong to want unearned peace?
Replies
5
Views
561
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
NightmareTour
This is it
Replies
25
Views
1K
Gaybonez
Gaybonez
dummy
why can't i fucking do it?
Replies
2
Views
714
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
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