Discussion Has your SN arrived yet?

[Hello0027733]

How do you go about getting it?

 

[Rayzieka]

Mine came last month about a week after I ordered it.
Very calming to have it nearby.

 

[at-sea]

Mine came last month about a week after I ordered it.
Very calming to have it nearby.

I got mine on wednesday and indeed it's very calming, even if I don't have a set date

 

[PrincessInWhite]

Finally after waiting for the longest time, my sn has arrived today. It's 97% pure, so I guess that'll work right. I'm having mixed feelings because of this, I'm happy that I've finally gotten it but still anxious that I'm nearing my ctb date.
Now I only have to test the sn and get some metos.
I don't think I'll be alive by next week though. Wish me the best of luck.
For those still waiting for their sn, I hope that it goes well for you and you get yours as well. Oh! The sigh of relief that I've gotten mine is so overwhelming.

I've had mine since 2019 (still unopened and stored in a nice dry place) but unsure that I'll choose it as my method; the unpredictability just gets to me :/

 

[at-sea]

I've had mine since 2019 (still unopened and stored in a nice dry place) but unsure that I'll choose it as my method; the unpredictability just gets to me :/

The unpredictability or the unreliability?

 

[PrincessInWhite]

The unpredictability or the unreliability?

Honestly both! I have heard of some folks surviving even though they took the right amount, fasted, took an AE, etc. I've heard of people who took no AE and didn't vomit and people who took it and still vomited. I have heard people who went peacefully to sleep and people who were in so much agony they aborted the attempt and called for medical help. I can completely understand and respect why others might choose it, I just am a person who's always craved as much certainty as possible and the thought of it all makes me so anxious

 

[at-sea]

I just am a person who's always craved as much certainty as possible and the thought of it all makes me so anxious

Same hahahaha
But I dont have any other method that's better than SN in my situation :/ (accessibility, pain, effectiveness) so I just try to reassure myself the best way that I can, like having multiple bottles of the solution in case I vomit, ctb in a remote/hard to find place, having benzos to ease my anxiety and strong analgesics.