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Suicide Discussion

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If you knew you would become disabled or in chronic pain would you have ctbed?
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19
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809
amnotreal
amnotreal
Jumper Geo
Discussion OMG do you think, Count August Seymore was a pro-lifer, hahaha, what a great story
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2
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603
AnnonyBox
AnnonyBox
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Looks like today's the day, everyone. Wish me luck!
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6
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686
BandAddict
BandAddict
Life_and_Death
Help fear of old age and death
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15
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1K
orlandom
O
C
So my new gf broke up with me
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42
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2K
Amumu
Amumu
A
Best type of rope/length/thickness to hang self with?
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6
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12K
anonrope
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How long is actually gonna take for me to lose consciouness and die from full suspension?
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14
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2K
sparkie
sparkie
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Discussion I have just a single shot at suicide.
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23
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3K
death137
death137
8
This should hopefully be the place I die.
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13
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1K
sparkie
sparkie
narval
Agh, i'm a compulsive overeater
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3
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370
sadbadpsychogirl
sadbadpsychogirl
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Okay
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9
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702
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
sadbadpsychogirl
Venting whats with all the hate on psychopaths?
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55
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3K
sadbadpsychogirl
sadbadpsychogirl
Busridin'26
Venting They hit me and hurt me but I feel guilt for reacting.
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3
Views
571
popcorn
popcorn
x_LittleAmy_x
Antidepressants
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13
Views
667
popcorn
popcorn
Celerity
  • Poll
Discussion When Will You CTB?
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33
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1K
Rue89
Rue89
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I haven't listened to music for 5 months
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18
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947
unworthy_
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contemplatingjaahil
Venting I shouldnt have to suffer and stay alive just to be a background character in someone elses life
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14
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1K
DeadButDreaming
DeadButDreaming
Emily_Numb
Venting Crisis Team UK
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14
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1K
JustAMatterOfTime
JustAMatterOfTime
ikadasui
Survival instincts causing second thoughts
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2
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515
plough22
plough22
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Sorry for my last attempted post @mods I just had to get my shit together. OK I have a fentanyl question, please answer
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14
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1K
alittlehuman_
alittlehuman_
alonetomuch
New here hello
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14
Views
990
pls.deleteallmypost
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Saying goodbye
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13
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1K
pls.deleteallmypost
P
R
Method Could a jump from a 68ft bridge be fatal if I jump head first?
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6
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1K
gus.nixon
gus.nixon
amnotreal
sn and ketamine
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4
Views
575
Into The Void
Into The Void
ayb
LW has ceased selling SN
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25
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3K
Into The Void
Into The Void
M
Can someone pm info on how to buy n please
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1
Views
397
Into The Void
Into The Void
user667
review my plan/ where to hang myself from?
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1
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1K
DecidedMnl
DecidedMnl
CatLove56
There are some days the soul crushing loneliness just gets to be too much
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6
Views
512
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
Snail
Story SN arrived this morning
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1
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580
Deathbydemo
Deathbydemo
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Expat overseas - can't use SN to ctb until family can fly over to handle my affairs
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12
Views
594
Tackingintothewind
Tackingintothewind
Isisnefert
  • Question
SN with anti-caking or without?
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4
Views
553
Isisnefert
Isisnefert
calssilva
Physical Needs during a Pill Overdose
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4
Views
363
calssilva
calssilva
O
I love you. Denis, you are the best - you are the best. The fuck does this world exist? I'm not fucking ready for fucking betrayal.
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10
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616
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
O
CTB coming
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6
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726
orlandom
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B
  • Locked
Burning in a car
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66
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4K
gus.nixon
gus.nixon
C
How do i convince my ex to come back back
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11
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702
summers
S
T
Help CO poisoning I think I'm in the right direction
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71
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6K
BigLucs
BigLucs
R
Tired.
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7
Views
762
Roseate
R
Embers
SN Blood test, what do you guys think?
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2
Views
781
Embers
Embers
K
Resource Thallium source
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5
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2K
kajag
K
mbrox
Help Difficulty obtaining SN through USA reshipping service. Any alternatives / help?
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10
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1K
mbrox
mbrox
T
  • Locked
Venting Pro Lifers want to help
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137
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8K
x_LittleAmy_x
x_LittleAmy_x
tiredofbeingme
Help Getting over survival instinct
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6
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564
JustAMatterOfTime
JustAMatterOfTime
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Help What illicit drugs would help me CTB? (not necessarily as method, but more to give me energy and confidence to go ahead and do it)
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11
Views
988
Jeannine
Jeannine
achillescomedown
Story I tried to jump, but I didn't calculate in I would freeze up
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3
Views
941
JustAMatterOfTime
JustAMatterOfTime
sonax22
Venting I am stuck
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10
Views
951
Crusader
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ixkitty
Venting I'm Feeling Bad
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0
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462
ixkitty
ixkitty
Emily_Numb
Tradazone - anyone have any experience?
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25
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1K
bad luck
bad luck
O
Did you write death notes but didn't do CTB?
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21
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1K
bad luck
bad luck
Umbreon
Method SN + Full Suspension
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10
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1K
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
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