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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
My dream of having a loving family will go when I do.
 
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Phosphophyllite

Phosphophyllite

3.5
Aug 8, 2021
39
My art, my stories, and my characters will never be known to the world.
 
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WaaaghEnjoyer

WaaaghEnjoyer

destroy the status quo
Aug 15, 2021
69
Playing videogames in the year 2080, writing many books and having a lot of money. Dreams that might've become reality but now merely pointless endeavours.
 
again_noidea

again_noidea

Experienced
Apr 22, 2021
254
Having the feeling of being a vital and important and accepted part of a group of people that wants to make the world a better place.

Being in a loving relationship and nurturing our children with love, skills and knowledge.

My hope was always that these things would bring peace, love and meaning to my soul.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Probably finishing my game collection, realizing my programming ideas, being independent, being financially free, having the gf I wanted. There are probably others. Pretty selfish compared to what others hoped for. but I blame life.
 
Wakawaka

Wakawaka

Student
Dec 10, 2020
157
To feel loved and adored, needed, to impact others life
 
Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
To become a therapist so I can help people not suffer like I did.
To release my own video game
Or combine those two dreams and make a video game that could help people overcome their problems or help people realize what problems there are in regards to mental health.
To be happy.
To be in a happy marriage.
Have a Pomeranian and a tortoiseshell cat.
The cat thing I think is realistic
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,731
At this point the only thing I want is to fall into an eternal sleep. I do not have any dreams anymore apart from death. Wanting things you cannot achieve is painful. It is like I have already died really.
 
one.way.out

one.way.out

Student
Jul 9, 2021
135
Having a husband I love and being a housewife, baking for him, etc.
Producing music.

That's it.
 
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