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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Manaaja
Story Yew poisoning
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12
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3K
FentIsMyWay
FentIsMyWay
A
Fear
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2
Views
434
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
The Lonely
Method Man Woke from an Assisted-Suicide Coma nearly Three Days Later and Lived!
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20
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2K
PassingThrough
P
Foreversad
Anyone else feeling obcessive with dying
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10
Views
723
Charaltontin
Charaltontin
Lifeless mindset
Discussion When did you first realize how hard it is to ctb?
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40
Views
4K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
H
When did you realize that you were going to ctb?
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15
Views
1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
E
Weekly panic attacks
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3
Views
380
Charaltontin
Charaltontin
S
Man dies after crashing into the back of a semi truck.
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4
Views
528
$nowLeopard
$nowLeopard
L
Please pray for me, I just want to say goodbye as I can't do so to my loved ones. Thank you so much. Also, a little advice sought please.
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10
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1K
Gosuipo
G
W
Hanging on
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3
Views
406
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
When did you know for sure the only solution is CTB for you?
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4
Views
450
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
X
Deleting evidence of ordering
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2
Views
655
xyzasd
X
Choco
Commentary on death (Cbt)
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4
Views
606
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Fadeawaaaay
Feeling nothing
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2
Views
384
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Wrennie
Is it possible that my Sodium Nitrite has since converted into 'NITRATE'?
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8
Views
2K
LoveTakesManyForms
L
BeyondRepair*FUBAR*
About to pull the trigger for some N into Canada
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16
Views
894
BeyondRepair*FUBAR*
BeyondRepair*FUBAR*
S
My pathetic attempt at testing sn using my blood
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1
Views
540
Circles
C
Ch92921
Woke up thinking suicide
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13
Views
966
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
FireFox
The sadness of being single and virgin at 23
Replies
95
Views
6K
stellabelle
stellabelle
S
Does SN leave the body looking asleep or damaged or?
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10
Views
953
jnpx321
J
N
Discussion Hunting license for a tourist in the USA
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3
Views
472
Dot
Dot
it's_all_a_game
Venting So tired of everything.
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8
Views
707
StarryStarry
StarryStarry
Choco
Just a commentary
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5
Views
524
Someone123
S
h0wd1rtygrlzST4YCL3N
Story a cry for help in a world gone madd
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1
Views
471
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
AQUA
  • Solved
Help I can't just say I NEED HELP! (cry for help)
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8
Views
785
h0wd1rtygrlzST4YCL3N
h0wd1rtygrlzST4YCL3N
Light&DarkDance
Discussion Final songs before death
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69
Views
3K
Silenos
Silenos
C
can't drive
Replies
5
Views
833
supermario
S
ikadasui
Venting Fuck work
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11
Views
815
finalexit
finalexit
Ch92921
Can extrem unfilled desire
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13
Views
696
Ch92921
Ch92921
AhogeSuspension
Method Death probability of decapitation by train
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20
Views
3K
Smart No More
S
S
Shipping N to Asia - Any Success Stories?
Replies
12
Views
735
ChrisLeeHZ
C
S
Woman dies when car plummets into river in Great Smoky Mountains National Park.
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0
Views
364
Someone123
S
Itsallover123
Venting partial hanging fail
Replies
7
Views
1K
CatTheBus5689
CatTheBus5689
watereyes
Constant nausea and drinking SN.
Replies
6
Views
687
Mardiha
M
Butterflyfree
I can't stand this agony anymore!!!!
Replies
12
Views
852
Mardiha
M
blueclover_.
How to write a good suicide note?
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9
Views
900
blueclover_.
blueclover_.
I
Catastrophising (vent)
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6
Views
523
imdrowning
I
blueclover_.
I just want a violin
Replies
17
Views
809
blueclover_.
blueclover_.
DarkDg21
Venting I'm not a normal human being.
Replies
13
Views
970
itsallover
I
BeautifulMosaics
Time constraints around CTB date: Birthdays, New Year, Work, Obligations
Replies
2
Views
411
Emu
Emu
A
  • Question
Help help with note
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1
Views
460
Smart No More
S
N
No escape, no mercy only torture
Replies
2
Views
432
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Is there even anything I can do at this point besides ctb?
Replies
7
Views
971
lostundead
lostundead
valentine
i think i’m going to ctb tonight
Replies
66
Views
4K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
R
I'm afraid that I will get scared of the pain and not follow through
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5
Views
621
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
I want another lockdown
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28
Views
899
Fish Face
F
trianglesplayhouse
Discussion All SN deaths/attempts documentation?
Replies
5
Views
1K
Circles
C
Ch92921
Can this urge to ctb appaear
Replies
4
Views
411
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pure
Post deaths plans?
Replies
33
Views
2K
Eddypaddy
E
TheHatedOne
everywhere i go
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5
Views
447
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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