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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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  • Poll
Choose your suicide method from these options.
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24
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Centende
Centende
Una
Discussion Writing about suicide
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13
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1K
D&D
D&D
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Help Excessive TV as child possibly contributed to depression and my suicidal ideation?
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17
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924
prbreese01
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AlexKy
Venting Postponing CTB day by day
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16
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556
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
Rational man
In a poll, 75% British support assisted dying
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9
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595
Ta555
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Vasy93
Method SN
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12
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2K
Ta555
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Enabran255
My ongoing battle with despair
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8
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380
Enabran255
Enabran255
borderlineinchaos
Venting Desahogo.
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4
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635
Arot
Arot
KLUF
  • Poll
Suicide Scale (now with poll)
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13
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2K
Orchid_Passed
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Wrennie
Why can't I find any 'reviews' for Pegasos?
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24
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3K
ket
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If you could order up a CTB at a Starbucks: would you?
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14
Views
412
wait-for-the-bus
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win32
I couldn't pull the trigger
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7
Views
952
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Josuyo
Help Where to die
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13
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1K
veniceofdetroit
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Combo of unisom and alcohol?
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2
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423
AquaSkye7
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liberty_222
My sn parcel went missing???
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2
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377
cambrai33
cambrai33
Tomoko
Can't even enjoy Christmas anymore
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15
Views
463
cambrai33
cambrai33
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  • Question
Help Would 200 mg of propanolol be enough for SN?
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4
Views
394
liberty_222
liberty_222
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Discussion Things to do while waiting for that right time...
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5
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369
birthright
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Discussion Effect on reading active dying thread
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18
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517
subj
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F
Wish it was today.
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5
Views
314
meioalguem
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orangepotato
Does anyone ever get random panic attacks about not being able to commit suicide?
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16
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1K
Ta555
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Discussion Every day is worse than before
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8
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351
Anxieyote
Anxieyote
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I just am done.
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7
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356
Its like that
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Tomorrow Night the end
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14
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493
Snake of Eden
Snake of Eden
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Materials needed for N?
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7
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444
watchhergarden
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it's_all_a_game
Venting I can't take the cruelty of the universe any longer.
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21
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1K
stupidlife666
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Lost Magic
Just let me sleep
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6
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336
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
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Will receive my SN on the 22nd and will ctb at night
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21
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530
TerminalVelocity
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Insomniac
Story no in-between
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11
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595
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
RappyMaster
See y'all
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25
Views
800
Death is beautiful
Death is beautiful
_Minsk
Venting Pathetic vent about self pitty and feeling unmotivated and stuck
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3
Views
352
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Does anyone here ever meet in person?
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69
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5K
CiproKilledMe
CiproKilledMe
Tamara Tami
constantly see these numbers 33, 22, 11, 9/11,
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19
Views
492
Tamara Tami
Tamara Tami
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  • Question
Helium flow controller
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0
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246
AshFloppy
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Lucifer'sRight
Venting HARDCORE materialists aren't logical by definition, or by nature.
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7
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779
little helpers
little helpers
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Should we be more explicit about the words we use?
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19
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567
wait-for-the-bus
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mangomango
does anyone ever worry about reincarnation?
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46
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2K
mlha
mlha
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Finding SN
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10
Views
643
nowayout*
nowayout*
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Discussion Does anyone else feel like their SO used to be a reason/help to keep going, but now they've just become one more thing to get away from?
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6
Views
758
waitingforthehappy
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GF will get extremely depressed/suicidal after my CTB. Is there anything you would do to make others feel better?
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16
Views
948
little helpers
little helpers
eternalmelancholy
How do you feel about your own suicide?
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77
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2K
medjooled11
medjooled11
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N + Scopolamine
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3
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332
Zaz
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Wayfaerer
Help URGENT: I'm very likely going to have to leave very soon.
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20
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2K
Wayfaerer
Wayfaerer
Anxieyote
Help What are you restricted from doing in the U.S. after a mental hospital visit?
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22
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696
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
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Venting Being forced to live by pro-lifers
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3
Views
361
little helpers
little helpers
greyhound
How much pain are we supposed to endure in life?
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19
Views
696
Mixo
Mixo
needed_
CTB falsely linked to broken heart
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0
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273
needed_
needed_
HorribleFeelings1
Discussion The things that make you happy, does it make you want to hold on a little while longer?
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33
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2K
little helpers
little helpers
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zorb ball
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6
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763
summers
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Mental Torture
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25
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767
dropintheocean
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