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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
SummerDreamer
Anyone else only feel 'normal' when they're planning/thinking about their suicide, then when everyday life happens feel majorly depressed?
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23
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2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
emptyjokes
I wish I didn’t have to deal with SI.
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4
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516
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Didymus
Research chemicals in Netherlands
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3
Views
851
Talvikki
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sssiren
Venting About Me & Social Anxiety
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8
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732
hellispink
hellispink
sterp
My SN arrived today, i haven't felt this happy in a long time
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16
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1K
mouthyindian
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Atlantian
How bad does SN taste?
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13
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2K
Advisor321
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V
Reaching Out after CTB
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5
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532
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
The unspoken rules of wanting to die
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11
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1K
BlueNikky
BlueNikky
greyhound
Evidence of Reduced Agmatine Concentrations in the Cerebral Cortex of Suicides
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6
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678
Alex6216
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Venting I hate my brain and my brain hates me
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5
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1K
Weebster
Weebster
liberty_222
is it weird that a suicide forum is my safe space when i am losing my shit
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11
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1K
Weebster
Weebster
F
Do you ever wake up and just want to go right back to sleep?
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20
Views
858
Darkover
Darkover
Sleeper System
Is there ever a wrong reason to be suicidal?
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15
Views
856
rex_deceptorum
rex_deceptorum
P
Method How to take N
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25
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2K
lifeisbutadream
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Kestrel
To exist without a body
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11
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722
Musketeer
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Rational man
We do not own our bodies!.
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22
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1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
O
Not allowed to live...not allowed to die. People are evil and selfish.
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7
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1K
lofticries
lofticries
T90-Alpha
Help I Ran out of CTB choices
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3
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834
butterfly3
butterfly3
°Celsuis_Caesar
Discussion Anyone normal by mental health standards but still want to CTB?
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26
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2K
Seeking_Peace
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PrincessInWhite
anyone else struggling to find a fucking full nitrogen tank!?
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4
Views
575
xonetwothreex
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I
Help SN risk with a cat
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8
Views
711
Seeking_Peace
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L
Wanting to go out on a high note. Anyone the same.
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11
Views
606
xonetwothreex
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PrincessInWhite
anyone else struggling so much to accept that this is it?
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29
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2K
ReluctantSeeker
R
S
Types of depression and disclosure
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1
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437
LittleJem
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CrazyMary
Venting Wanting to CTB again after over a year
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5
Views
410
outrider567
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Alwaysbadtime
Memorable suicides
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70
Views
7K
LittleJem
L
I
Funny Hotline
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7
Views
559
Someone123
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M
I think ive finally hit the acceptance stage. Now just to come up with a plan to ctb.
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8
Views
931
Intelligent_Panic99
Intelligent_Panic99
S
Venting Sick of this shit. Just tired
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7
Views
616
September5th
September5th
Insomniac
This feeling when you master full suspension hanging and partial
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8
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1K
waitingforrest
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J
Venting just screaming to the abyss this has no context and is worthless to read
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10
Views
747
jamie_
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I
Might kill myself sooner than expected
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1
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431
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Lol
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6
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626
Zzzzz
Zzzzz
D
Venting Being socially inept is lonely and confusing
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12
Views
857
ineverlived
ineverlived
Judy Garland
I need your advice
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28
Views
941
wljourney
wljourney
savoytruffle
Discussion Do i leave a note?
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3
Views
506
~Q~
~Q~
Nihilist101
Thoughts on mixing benzos and alcohol
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6
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749
faunaaaa
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αmber
just cried a river
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4
Views
546
faunaaaa
F
N
Song
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7
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549
faunaaaa
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Weebster
Does it comfort you that a person ctb every minute or so?
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19
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1K
faunaaaa
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justagreenleaf
Seeing psychiatrist tomorrow, any advice on getting meto?
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15
Views
795
befree
befree
golfmavenice
What is the difference between Gas chambers and Suicide by gassing? (Hydrogen sulfide)
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20
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2K
mostlycloudy
mostlycloudy
UWE59
Bin neu hier und lese mich gerade ein. NatĂĽrlich geht es auch bei mir um die Beschaffung und um die richtige Methode.
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2
Views
316
color_me_gone
color_me_gone
X
Why is it so hard to get SN
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1
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412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rational man
Nearing end i think. RATIONAL MAN.
Replies
19
Views
835
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
MsMaudlin
Story Is it nearly time?
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8
Views
612
8evergo
8evergo
Life is just a game
This is Metoclopramide or not?
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5
Views
555
Talvikki
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Weebster
How much money would I need to fly to Switzerland and die at their euthanasia clinic?
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10
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1K
outrider567
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-FrozenRobot-
Venting Meds aren't working and I'm tired of everything
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1
Views
357
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sslsh
Why are people not apathetic?
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3
Views
362
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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