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Suicide Discussion

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NothingElseMatters
i wanna try some cocaine before i go
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19
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JCR
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how to lie to
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7
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594
NSA
NSA
sad_gurl_thoughts
Getting worse, not better
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4
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346
Journeytoletgo
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Does wanting to CTB feel like being homesick?
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5
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383
Angi
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Head crushed by truck success rate ?
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18
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1K
saadjazz
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A
Anyone here had a bad experience with suicide hotlines?
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12
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649
its-about-time
its-about-time
Judy Garland
Venting I'm pissed.
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12
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625
Symbiote
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G
Anyone in Colorado or border state that wants to join me in my RV adventure?
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9
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563
its-about-time
its-about-time
stoiccactus
How I want to go...
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10
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454
stoiccactus
stoiccactus
P
I'm going to cbt with n. Should my weight be a problem?
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3
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390
new.solution1
N
EmpressDean
  • Question
Help PROCESS AFTER DEATH
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11
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1K
Hercules
Hercules
T
Help N storage position
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2
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402
Ta555
T
N
I get triggered by hurtful comments about (my) suicidality this lets me become resentful
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2
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293
waitingforrest
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Arvinneedstodie
Help Question about the seal on the bottle of N
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3
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517
Ta555
T
J
How isolation and YouTube negative videos destroy your brain and health lack of productiveness in positive outlets
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5
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574
Journeytoletgo
J
H
Just took SN. AMA.
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180
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30K
Chiisai
Chiisai
asdfandqwerty
Venting Moral dilemma of taking SN at a hotel
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18
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902
asdfandqwerty
asdfandqwerty
bad luck
Help Will 1 bottle of N suffice?
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2
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530
bad luck
bad luck
Shu
SN/METO
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5
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569
Ethereal Knight
Ethereal Knight
HiImPaul
The movie “click” is funny when you’re suicidal
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8
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802
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
N
How long does it take to recover from N?
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4
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596
new.solution1
N
Acopia
Another Member Gone.
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27
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2K
Ethereal Knight
Ethereal Knight
jawdropped123
Dont know what to do with myself anymore
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4
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374
unraveling
unraveling
Stroopwafel.
Why do mental health workers keep trying to push me into finding my ‘meaning/purpose of life’
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37
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2K
Of The Universe
Of The Universe
H
Discussion Can bullying in young years cause permanent low self esteem?
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47
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2K
Journeytoletgo
J
kiuya
Help Overdosing on epilepsy medication?
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4
Views
984
GrumpyFrog
GrumpyFrog
atdeathsdoor
looking for help on how to kill myself using helium i.e guide (u.k)
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0
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297
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
sadnessnsuicide
Venting Wall of Text: Finally decided to chose SN
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10
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2K
Muse
Muse
NaturalBornNEET
Any other stupid people aware of their own stupidity and are tortured by it?
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28
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1K
NaturalBornNEET
NaturalBornNEET
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New and ready to plan.
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5
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423
Al_stargate
Al_stargate
oziinnz
I need to die but the guilt is holding me hostage
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5
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400
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lungz
if i dont hang myself in the proper position how long will it take before i die
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7
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640
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
lmon
Discussion Is “think of your family” for ctb is the same as “think of the baby” for abortion?
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4
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536
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
coffinkisser
my thoughts on living.
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5
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384
sharky
sharky
Water-Lily
Shame...shame....shame...
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3
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460
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
VoidDesirer22
Venting I'm going fking crazy lol.
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14
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685
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
erdbeeren
Venting i think i am losing my fucking mind
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5
Views
473
Foresight
Foresight
U
Anyone else just wish they ctb before anyone cared about them?
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4
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357
guest_0428
guest_0428
T
In some ways death feels like only exciting part in lif
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5
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364
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shu
How long does it take SN
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4
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535
sharky
sharky
jawdropped123
Help I dont have any money for any N but this will be enough you think?
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18
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782
rationaltake
rationaltake
N
Can you please help a sister out 😂 ... ? SN
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13
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1K
Dangersmith1
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what sedatives are strongest
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8
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549
AQUA
AQUA
jawdropped123
I feel like im being forced by my psychiatrist to talk about why im suicidal.
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3
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368
sharky
sharky
J
To those with tinnitus, hyperacusis and visual snow
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44
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5K
SubZero
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goingcrazy123
Looking for someone to talk with while I CTB next month
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7
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500
VoidDesirer22
VoidDesirer22
perrin_still_here
  • Question
ive been wondering, do you really want to die?
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51
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2K
sadnessnsuicide
sadnessnsuicide
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Nonexistence by definition is not a thing. You won't spend an eternity in nothingness because there won't be you. For anyone there is only life.
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51
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2K
walt
walt
fastlife
Discussion ctb in 9days
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5
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699
fastlife
fastlife
oziinnz
  • Poll
Suicidal over a death or a suicide?
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2
Views
406
oziinnz
oziinnz
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