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Suicide Discussion

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rudebeat
I'm losing my mind. My vision keeps getting worse and I don't think I can handle it anymore.
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8
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1K
LADY007
LADY007
erdbeeren
Venting I began to actually try to clean up the mess that is my life, but it won’t make a difference
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2
Views
438
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Soapie
Wish I could tell my ex I'm on the verge of death but I don't want to put that burden on him
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3
Views
424
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
_Minsk
Venting is there something more evil than ptsd?o.o
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10
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1K
LivingHellonearth
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jimmy7754
Venting Consciousness can’t perceive nothingness
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5
Views
526
jimmy7754
jimmy7754
B
Wish I lived in Canada
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20
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1K
Disappointered
Disappointered
I
Carvedilol instead of propanolol
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2
Views
370
Iwantodiepleasehelp
I
eguiö
Discussion N vs Gun
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6
Views
522
Interloper
Interloper
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Venting My PTSD Story
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3
Views
462
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
empty sighs
Help Tired of being alive
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9
Views
657
StarryStarry
StarryStarry
halfwaydown
how do i get rid of that ache in my chest
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22
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1K
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
markimobzzdeasui
Does this happen with anyone else too
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5
Views
479
Crazy4u
Crazy4u
T
Injecting Pentobarbital
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8
Views
886
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
lyles
Help Conflicting Feelings
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6
Views
521
LADY007
LADY007
Painless_end
Venting I want to die because I hate working
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39
Views
3K
whatevs
whatevs
F
Recent SN Failures
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18
Views
1K
Dot
Dot
I
  • Question
Method How much pain would I be in if I did this, and for how long?
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3
Views
786
LivideLamb
LivideLamb
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Method Chloroquine
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11
Views
2K
wrybuzzard
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olkf
What happened to tree?
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3
Views
579
Dot
Dot
The Lonely
Method “Veterinary N is also lethal in humans if ingested by Oral Via”(…) But what about Pets?
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30
Views
2K
lmon
lmon
Wintered
I quit my job today..
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15
Views
862
Wintered
Wintered
Sweet Chainsaw
Can't CTB Yet Because of Pets?
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8
Views
487
silverspring
silverspring
F
How do you say goodbye
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1
Views
372
Gsvko
G
CryWolf
Should I buy a gun?
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24
Views
994
Cant go back
C
N
Is vomiting N dangerous?
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0
Views
283
new.solution1
N
T
I feel like I should know this by now but....
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2
Views
341
Treeline589
T
StarryStarry
I'M NOT CRAZY!!
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19
Views
831
UpandDownPrincess
UpandDownPrincess
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Does anyone else feel cringe for being suicidal?
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9
Views
741
ennuied
ennuied
MsSelfsabotage
Discussion What would stop you from CTB? What miracle do you need to keep going?
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27
Views
873
LivingHellonearth
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heirofvoid
Method carbon monoxide poisoning
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10
Views
2K
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
N
Lamictal and N
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0
Views
305
new.solution1
N
T
How reliable is full suspension?
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17
Views
1K
Shu
Shu
eyeroller
  • Question
My nephew had a dream that seemed to be about my ctb
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0
Views
315
eyeroller
eyeroller
johnny
Should you lay down in a bed after drinking N, or sit back in a chair?
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9
Views
1K
watchingthewheels
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lmon
Discussion Anyone declared “dead” and came back?
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2
Views
515
gayscal3xo
gayscal3xo
Isit
Venting Bipolar CTB No Life NEET
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3
Views
652
ImpulsiveFreak
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Ravel
Venting whenever I go outside I come back thinking about ctb
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4
Views
450
Crazy4u
Crazy4u
Intelligent_Panic99
Question about D
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11
Views
885
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Fadeawaaaay
If you had N?
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31
Views
1K
Treeline589
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M
NSFW ctb shortly after birthday
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2
Views
1K
cgcgcgcg
C
Misery99
Method Would a 8mm nylon rope work for hanging?
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5
Views
1K
Shu
Shu
Nobodysfault
Help Hanging scar
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3
Views
1K
albino_elk
albino_elk
olkf
Skipping class
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4
Views
492
olkf
olkf
FuneralCry
Feeling worse
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6
Views
558
som1
S
Komm_SĂĽsser_Tod
Discussion Has any girl ever liked you?
Replies
23
Views
802
noname223
N
J
No interest in working until 65
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22
Views
820
watchingthewheels
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Buddha.e.c
Help Why do close ones " Family" disregard Depression / Sadness as its happening to you ??
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3
Views
323
sad_gurl_thoughts
sad_gurl_thoughts
ExitiumVitae
Saw my failed hanging attempt in third person today
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20
Views
2K
LADY007
LADY007
catwalk
Why do I get doubts when finally faced with suicide, after years of being fully confident in doing it?
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20
Views
926
LADY007
LADY007
S
The best way
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3
Views
488
wrybuzzard
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