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Suicide Discussion

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I have 2 bottles of N and antiemetics
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Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
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Discussion What therapies and diagnoses did you have?
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5
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544
sneezing123
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Decided on a Date
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2
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363
sneezing123
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FuneralCry
To me, making jokes about suicide is insensitive. The suffering in this world is very real.
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27
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1K
Symbiote
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Shu
Do you mind giving your perspective on this? FixThe26
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57
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4K
DreamSurfer
DreamSurfer
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Quick question sorry to interrupt is there anyone on here from the uk? I want to ask if they had problems with getting N from the source D.
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8
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1K
anaconda
anaconda
TAW122
Venting An example of presumptuous prolifers
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11
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888
Euthanza
Euthanza
LowLevelChimp
Story Slowly crawling to the inevitable end.
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2
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506
Againstthewind
Againstthewind
antihuman.
What drugs can make me go unconscious
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5
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699
ghqkiiia2
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N-methylamphetamine
Venting I feel like my parents hate me
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4
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453
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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I have to leave my gf behind and that hurts. A lot.
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3
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434
KiraLittleOwl
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Discussion Anyone thinking of robbing the vet
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14
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1K
Everydayismisery
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aeri
Venting i wanted to be happy
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13
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820
HopefulButPrepared
HopefulButPrepared
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Venting Loitering at the the pharmacy
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9
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652
HopefulButPrepared
HopefulButPrepared
l0stc4use
bpd
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13
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1K
chronicallybroken
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Lots of Spam Initial Posts
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4
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522
castler
castler
Razor67
Will be taking N without antiemetic.
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3
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593
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
Method N dosage
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6
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728
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
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Method Brodifacoum aka rat poison and slitting wrists?
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3
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989
Silent Forrest
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Razor67
Be aware of DMs after receiving N
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8
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984
blue_muse
blue_muse
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Where to find a proper bottle with nitrogen/helium in Europe?
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5
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465
befree
befree
Un-
If this forum shut down permanently right now, where would you go?
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34
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2K
Sniffer
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Method Questions about charcoal method
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33
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4K
befree
befree
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I will try to get better but if not I'll kill myself
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5
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892
Sniffer
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S
Help How to overcome SI?
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14
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2K
MementoMori81
MementoMori81
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Help Please help
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5
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485
befree
befree
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When self harm isn't enough anymore
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4
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456
scaredycat84
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alwaysdopesick
N20 to help with partial suspension?
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1
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388
Dizzylady80
Dizzylady80
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Help How do i end up brain dead?
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6
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1K
eternalflame
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Suicide I Found Out About
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10
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810
HopefulButPrepared
HopefulButPrepared
8evergo
joy in hanging
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15
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1K
jcksonb22
jcksonb22
Shu
NYT article.
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18
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2K
Euthanza
Euthanza
BluesRunTheGame
Venting The current European heatwave is just adding to my suicidality
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38
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2K
QuietEnd
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Venting I’m really scared guys
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10
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853
Worndown
Worndown
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Help Nembutal dosage in real life and in vad/euthanasia clinics?
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13
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
AprilieJalnic
Lmao i feel physical/mental pain daily
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3
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409
everythingblack
everythingblack
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Venting Strong si ,anyone?
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7
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780
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
deathbydragon
So how do people here source their antiemetics & antacids? Pharmacy or online?
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8
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548
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Death is the best option for me because of politics and lack of community
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22
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1K
Pcgamer1
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N
  • Question
Method Need help
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4
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788
Ethereal Knight
Ethereal Knight
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Creating SN Regime - questions
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4
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520
Theanswer
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Oogie
Venting i’m going to take all my pills tonight
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17
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1K
castler
castler
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Somethings I want to do before taking N and dying
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22
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Lostmind92
Make it stop
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8
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961
LowLevelChimp
LowLevelChimp
tilsleepcomes
Turns to Anger?
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6
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490
Klophy
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Againstthewind
Discussion Recent UK Drownings?
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3
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489
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
PrincessInWhite
Nitrogen attempt lung damage?
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3
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582
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
cantwaittoleave
Getting There
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3
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502
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Method Local vet does house calls for animal euthanasia
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14
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1K
betternever2havbeen
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Death by Shark (morbid humor)
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22
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827
ConstantPain
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