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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
FuneralCry
Do you think that you will still exist this time next year?
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36
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1K
PaperGodzilla
PaperGodzilla
clawsofperdition
N lethality
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10
Views
859
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
F
Starving method
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12
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1K
nightnightnitrite
nightnightnitrite
T
needing help and advice
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8
Views
501
color_me_gone
color_me_gone
FireFox
I would rather ctb at 30 than grow up to be the monster I am slowly becoming
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12
Views
760
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
Versailles
Method Discussion of the Floripondium as a method
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1
Views
511
gus.nixon
gus.nixon
jawdropped123
What are your plans for today?
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15
Views
584
outrider567
O
B
Has anyone on here ever distroyed their lives because of Borderline Personality Disorder
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31
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2K
deathbylife
deathbylife
S
Discussion Suicide Reason? (Mine is: Lost around 40 lacs (INR) in stock market and different love story) what is yours?
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33
Views
1K
Cherry Crumpet
Cherry Crumpet
FML_
Venting I'm tired
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5
Views
528
Worndown
Worndown
ChocolateCroissant
Fent instructions
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3
Views
576
befree
befree
wellherewego
Is it too cruel to ctb where hopefully no one will ever find me?
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16
Views
767
Unicornsrnot4dislife
U
I
Mental hospital
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9
Views
707
Tortured Existence
Tortured Existence
H
Peaceful Pill eBook November update - new contact details for D
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104
Views
11K
Theanswer
T
B
I don't understand life
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13
Views
786
betternever2havbeen
B
ncmxm
Venting Suicide is the superior alternative to wage slavery, but I don't have the balls to ctb
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6
Views
700
Lost in a Dream
L
D
The Thoughts are consuming me
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11
Views
569
deathisnear
D
-FrozenRobot-
Discussion Does propranolol pills help you ctb?
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1
Views
487
befree
befree
S
Help Help to find good place around Pune, India to CTB by using SN/Nitrogen gas or else both?
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2
Views
401
SAI1234
S
S
Why can’t I leave?
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7
Views
862
veryhappyhuman
veryhappyhuman
milkginger
This community helped me see life and death!
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5
Views
405
outrider567
O
Mr. Incapable
It always feels like something gets in the way. (AHHHH!) This is the last time I’m delaying ctb.
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3
Views
387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lost Magic
I check most of the suicidal boxes
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5
Views
550
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
About brevity of life and its beauty
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15
Views
713
leuzenstraat
L
L
Doubts about fentanyl and a final note
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2
Views
615
leuzenstraat
L
19andOverdue
I hate my body. More explicitly than ever
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6
Views
492
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Toonloon
What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB?
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41
Views
2K
8evergo
8evergo
L
SN
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8
Views
650
LucidDreamz
L
J
will i run out of things to say
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1
Views
344
September5th
September5th
jawdropped123
Everything feels so repetitive right now..
Replies
6
Views
1K
veryhappyhuman
veryhappyhuman
Squiddy
Venting Hate when people tell me I have potential
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14
Views
845
almaranthine
almaranthine
E
Who is your suicide "role model"?
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27
Views
2K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
bojack
Running out of time
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6
Views
527
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
gr1lledcheese
It’s funny
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8
Views
752
gr1lledcheese
gr1lledcheese
C
SN and checking it's legit, testing
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12
Views
2K
houseofleaves
houseofleaves
almaranthine
Help PPH won’t download (iPhone)?
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4
Views
894
rationaltake
rationaltake
L
is it a good idea to buy guns legally?
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11
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1K
Alex6216
A
Z
Living in an eu country and ordering SN, anyone have experience with that?
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7
Views
730
alegriayamor
A
A
The thing that angers me the most is being denied legal assisted suicide.
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8
Views
699
obafgkm
O
ExtraordinaryDefeat_
Discussion What do you fear the most in the suicide section?
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28
Views
1K
splashofvanilla
S
Insomniac
Discussion Being realistic and stopping gaslighting yourself.
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22
Views
2K
Insomniac
Insomniac
P
Why benzo for SN.
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16
Views
805
picklemick
P
O
Seeking Location Suggestions to CTB via Firearm
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9
Views
701
Brianiskillingme
Brianiskillingme
L
Is there a veterinarian from Buenos Aires Argentina in the forum?
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0
Views
315
letitgo
L
AloneInCollege
Help To write a note or not to?
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10
Views
579
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
C
  • Poll
Discussion Are your parents one of the reasons you want to ctb?
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15
Views
739
hellispink
hellispink
A
some thought on this site and death
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6
Views
551
chloramine
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P
How to make your suicide do good for others?
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11
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1K
picklemick
P
Cryptonite
Help Sourcing propranolol, meto and benzo to Europe
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0
Views
325
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
ge0rge
afterlife anxieties
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22
Views
1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
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