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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
FuneralCry
Venting Do you hate the fact that you’ve managed to exist for this long?
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37
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2K
lionetta12
L
nil243
Venting Blind suicide prevention is truly a cruel practice
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5
Views
840
lionetta12
L
MellowAvenue
Discussion Has anyone here ever made an attempt that they knew would fail?
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17
Views
834
lionetta12
L
E
Its time
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8
Views
771
damaged_soul
D
Ineedtodie
Venting Barely holding another day
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0
Views
312
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
suicidalpushpop
my failed suicide attempt
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6
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1K
suicidalpushpop
suicidalpushpop
WorthlessTrash
Venting Here's to having made it to the end of 2022....
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18
Views
1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Judy Garland
Can't go through with it.
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25
Views
1K
Wasabi
Wasabi
ksp
  • Poll
if Nembutal is available, would you take it now or later?
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28
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2K
damaged_soul
D
I
Constant failure posts but keeping the faith in the method
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45
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2K
Banshee
B
I
Oxy instead of benzos
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1
Views
370
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
ManWithNoName
Discussion 2 Questions: Can sunlight trigger CTB? And why is Spring a common time of year for those who CTB?
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12
Views
1K
nothappy2behere
nothappy2behere
Akinano
Help Any one know how to get SN in Japan?
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6
Views
1K
Akinano
Akinano
BeansOfRequirement
Story NYE dudes
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1
Views
430
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
T
if you had 10 million right now would you still consider CTB?
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69
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3K
Blue_mist
Blue_mist
borderline-feline
Venting Afraid of the future, but can't bear to break a promise
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12
Views
658
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
J
Method Collection of pills, what will do the trick?
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12
Views
2K
jrumbles
J
P
Discussion Amitriptyline and propanolol with SN?
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4
Views
511
tilly17
T
Ineedtodie
Venting Imagine having cancer eating every cell of your body and everybody telling you to man up...
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14
Views
879
damaged_soul
D
Mofreeko
Method Video showing effects of hypoxia
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11
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2K
littlelady774
littlelady774
NormaJeane
New Year´s Day is the deadliest day of the year
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12
Views
926
damaged_soul
D
mistersinister
Venting There's only wageslave jobs (janitor, warehousing, construction, retail, secruity guard) available as a 5'5'' TRM 3.5 ethnic
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2
Views
527
omlet
O
N
help- how to know if link is to be trusted?
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11
Views
925
DeepDespair101
DeepDespair101
Empyress
Discussion do you think people in society feel innate pressure to hide themselves if theyre not "normal"?
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11
Views
1K
Givenuponlife
G
disabledlife
New Year 2023
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1
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
d e a d
Help Help with survival instinct
Replies
6
Views
727
tilly17
T
disabledlife
New Year's Eve, and New Year 2023.
Replies
17
Views
835
Givenuponlife
G
byebyered
Venting It’s too early for this shit
Replies
1
Views
436
CowsAgainstCapitali
CowsAgainstCapitali
TheCrowCalls
DarkNet?
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0
Views
362
TheCrowCalls
TheCrowCalls
N
Here is why I think the "rate your suicidal thoughts thread" is so important
Replies
4
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1K
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
WorthlessTrash
Venting Stupidest thing
Replies
4
Views
516
Wannagonow
W
alliebear
Passingtherainbow
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1
Views
360
Pentobarbital_Plz
Pentobarbital_Plz
CTB Fella
“When I discover who I am, I’ll be free.”
Replies
4
Views
447
Soulless Angel
Soulless Angel
in pain
Taking SN now
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37
Views
5K
whitefeather
whitefeather
StrangePossum
Discussion Gathering materials even if you're not sure about CTB yet
Replies
7
Views
505
onceuponadec
onceuponadec
T
My SN regime
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8
Views
656
jessisme
J
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion Dream world
Replies
9
Views
680
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
illvoid
Venting Hello, still alive.
Replies
4
Views
663
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Good bye everyone
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26
Views
2K
Uk2023
U
W
sn in croatia
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1
Views
448
amelis
amelis
D
Anybody else waiting on N
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18
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Discussion to fade away silently
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6
Views
520
donealready
D
Sasel
Buying D's N from Japan?
Replies
8
Views
1K
onceuponadec
onceuponadec
Squiddy
Discussion Does anyone else go from "I wanna ctb so bad" to "life, let's kick its ass!" in a few minutes to hours?
Replies
48
Views
3K
Forever Sleep
F
Sonder
Hello, may I bother you for a moment?
Replies
8
Views
980
SeeminglyFine
S
drainganggggg
anyone else have bpd?
Replies
12
Views
845
Tired and Done
Tired and Done
P
I'm looking for a partner in Japan
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2
Views
454
patanjali
P
Someday_Somehow32
Help The moment in my life that should have been the happiest meant nothing to me
Replies
6
Views
714
tilly17
T
Ineedtodie
Venting When you can't hide the pain...there is really nothing to fear to feel ahamed of(toxic shame) yet this pain doesn't seem to stop...
Replies
4
Views
415
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
L$D
Help Does anyone here want to CTB while having younger siblings?
Replies
5
Views
553
patanjali
P
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