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Suicide Discussion

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Ghostofthepast
I hate my life
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10
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373
wanttodie
wanttodie
FireFox
I am so stupid for falling in love with a 55 year old man
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6
Views
314
downndone2
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What do you believe is on the other side?
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39
Views
901
Kush-Chronic
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derpycool
ODing on pharmaceuticals
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0
Views
224
derpycool
derpycool
Thankyoufortoday
Venting The last straw
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13
Views
471
StruggleWithin
StruggleWithin
donttellmybf2004
Discussion What over-the-counter stuff won’t suck?
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5
Views
340
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Catlovergirl
Guys is this the correct SODIUM NITRITE? If so I have to much
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8
Views
676
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
E
Escape
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4
Views
279
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
lunarflower
SN in US
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1
Views
229
jodes2
jodes2
CTB Dream
Venting Ape friend ape
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5
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Void
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9
Views
398
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Want story but
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1
Views
243
noname223
N
alivefornow
On the way (partial hanging)
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11
Views
447
Kattt
K
Lavender Dreams
Importing SN to the UK
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9
Views
650
JC96178235
J
Socaku
Feels like I am postponing to ctb.... I have the means though..... Does anyone feel the same thing....
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18
Views
854
Sadgirldaisy
S
R
Suicide Spots London
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8
Views
945
JC96178235
J
Lunareonn
Venting They all say the same thing
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13
Views
418
Lunareonn
Lunareonn
Navi
Any songs to drown in despair and nothingness?
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26
Views
448
Lunareonn
Lunareonn
Painless_end
  • Poll
How close are you to CTB
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109
Views
5K
jjl94
J
D
Is it legal to order Sodium Nitrite in the UK?
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6
Views
1K
JC96178235
J
I
Help Sodium Nitrite UK
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22
Views
2K
JC96178235
J
P
SN sources for UK
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14
Views
606
JC96178235
J
E
Anger is burning me
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2
Views
237
sadDaysAhead
S
333olivia
Venting Third failed attempt
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6
Views
507
333olivia
333olivia
CTB Dream
Venting Everyday memory injury damage
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1
Views
245
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
reverse03
Venting How can I ctb when everyone thought I am getting better
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3
Views
270
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Main prob no methof
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1
Views
253
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Is it normal to be this excited
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5
Views
286
itsallpointless
I
F
If you had a year left to live
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17
Views
385
itsallpointless
I
R
Venting I hate how i look
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3
Views
360
ruintention
R
I
Nitrogen source for UK
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0
Views
248
inertescape
I
notadaisy
  • Question
Help question about using the site
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2
Views
356
notadaisy
notadaisy
HermitLonerGuy
Forensic specialist looks at autopsy and says what drowning feels like (my method)
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33
Views
3K
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
T
Needed a way to express how much in pain I am
Replies
4
Views
296
thebusislatetonight
T
FieldsofLavender
Discussion Do you SH because you want to CTB?
Replies
15
Views
431
mushroomhive
mushroomhive
F
Discussion Is anyone afraid to recover?
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16
Views
517
The Eeyorish One
The Eeyorish One
H
Why is suicide so hard
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8
Views
585
Darkover
Darkover
borderline-feline
Venting Irrational pain over a fictional character making me want to die
Replies
33
Views
1K
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
trucker247
Final questions before i go
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3
Views
339
almostoutofhere
almostoutofhere
Lonerzepam
Resource Websites to send encrypted, private, self distructing messages
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2
Views
749
Lost in a Dream
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FireFox
Suicidal as valentines day approaches
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20
Views
413
oneeyed
O
CTB Dream
Venting Ability lose
Replies
1
Views
260
missingpeace
M
CTB Dream
Callous fiend
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0
Views
233
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
H
Wish I could just pay someone
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13
Views
1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
Tricondyla ledouxi
Would 50g be enough SN? I will not be using an antiemetic, at best, an OTC one so won’t be too useful.
Replies
12
Views
1K
FireWalkWithMe
F
U
What post count is needed to PM?
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8
Views
318
Decided98
Decided98
leopard_gec
Generalization of suicide and ignoration of those who don't fit in lead to death (and the reason SS exists)
Replies
1
Views
241
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
everlastinghistory
She deactivated, she’s really gone
Replies
18
Views
895
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
Shizzy617
Venting I want to CTB, is that selfish?
Replies
14
Views
494
Shizzy617
Shizzy617
articspiral
failed hanging attempt, marks on neck
Replies
4
Views
546
Tartuffe
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