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Suicide Discussion

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Caspi.kherson
CTB by decapitation via train?
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31
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3K
liverhood
liverhood
Fwompje
Discussion I've been extending my suicide date for years
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10
Views
684
koko
K
sad_dude
Venting I hate the fact that I couldn't kill myself
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8
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1K
VioletNight
VioletNight
VioletNight
Feel like a failure
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1
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314
thebusislatetonight
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arcadia
  • Question
Do you think N will ever become available again?
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9
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2K
soysoysoy
soysoysoy
a_pine_tree
Venting Only thing missing is a date
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3
Views
462
jodes2
jodes2
helba
Venting My slowly dwindling obligation to stay alive for others
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5
Views
612
Dominicka
D
spaceyman
Venting Thoughts.
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6
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654
puppet_nihilist
puppet_nihilist
2bemyenemy
Venting Untreated autism makes me want to CTB
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1
Views
677
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Venting Feeling extra CTB today
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4
Views
725
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Faejin
Getting SN in Scandinavia?
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4
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278
StillBreathing
StillBreathing
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Me again, misery, methods
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3
Views
621
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
CTB Dream
Venting Not self antmore
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2
Views
554
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
  • Question
Hello
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6
Views
651
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mothman._.
Story the second bottle
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3
Views
950
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Homeless women’s shelter…
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9
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting I'm thinking about all the people who treated me less then.
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11
Views
1K
2bemyenemy
2bemyenemy
Lonerzepam
Resource Properties on active effects of different benzodiazipines
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3
Views
1K
AboutBlank
AboutBlank
Lunareonn
Venting im pathetic and its ok
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3
Views
778
DrivenSneeze1
DrivenSneeze1
CTB Dream
Venting Unique situ
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3
Views
372
Jarni
Jarni
K
Can I get into trouble for ordering SN from Poland to Germany?
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9
Views
957
AboutBlank
AboutBlank
nomotels1443
Venting I actually hope reincarnation is true
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18
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4K
itsallpointless
I
D
Can you go to jail for ordering Nembutal ?
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17
Views
1K
novem
novem
a_new_man
Guilt
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0
Views
281
a_new_man
a_new_man
its-about-time
Help How to ask for a gun back that you gave to a friend for "safe holding"
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12
Views
901
wr3ck3d
wr3ck3d
R
Nitrogen method
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4
Views
916
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
Viranamari
Mental health professionals
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20
Views
774
FlameWhisperer
FlameWhisperer
ham
Venting i want to ctb but the people i care for might follow me.
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9
Views
909
paoS
paoS
U
  • Poll
Help Have you bought SN from IC?
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10
Views
1K
MelodyCymbal
M
Jamesun
because
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5
Views
369
mothman._.
mothman._.
botch3d
SN/meto source
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11
Views
1K
MelodyCymbal
M
E
Good drug
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0
Views
309
eternalbliss22
E
D
Anyone else planning to go soon?
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20
Views
1K
bolt
B
clawsofperdition
death by beta blockers
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13
Views
2K
bolt
B
bunnii
Venting failed attempt #3
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20
Views
2K
FireWalkWithMe
F
derpycool
suicide is so selfish
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12
Views
913
bolt
B
Fly🦋
Tired of fighting?
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1
Views
362
Fly🦋
Fly🦋
LeavingEarly
How can a nitrogen method go wrong?
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7
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1K
missingpeace
M
qwerty1969
Jumping overboard
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1
Views
485
missingpeace
M
CTB Fella
What is it that's pushing you so hard to CTB?
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30
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2K
umbra_
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sad_dude
Do you ever hesitate about going to ctb because you don't want to traumatize anyone?
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38
Views
1K
sad_dude
sad_dude
birdofafeather
What does PH feel like
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0
Views
393
birdofafeather
birdofafeather
Tintypographer
Irrelevant
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0
Views
268
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
Would it matter if humanity never existed
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7
Views
986
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
rest in peace
will isolating myself and distancing myself from everyone hurt them less when i ctb
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10
Views
1K
Unhumanly.
Unhumanly.
Defenestration
Opiates relax muscles or no???
Replies
1
Views
335
WeepingWillow
WeepingWillow
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Venting I'm anxious to get a Nitrogen cylinder, because I'm afraid it could explode in my closet
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2
Views
401
HadItAll
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EndlessDream
Venting SN likely stuck in customs
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6
Views
1K
EndlessDream
EndlessDream
borderline-feline
Venting I want to kill my dreams
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22
Views
1K
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
Source Energy
SN arrived. Relief, and conflicted thoughts
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16
Views
836
Fl4u
Fl4u
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