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Suicide Discussion

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Utter_emptiness
I relapsed
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9
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811
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
littlelady774
Methemoglobin cannot carry oxygen NOR carbon dioxide.
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6
Views
657
littlelady774
littlelady774
western_heart
Venting I am not coming to save myself.
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1
Views
419
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Green Destiny
Venting I simply wish to walk away from this life.
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3
Views
463
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cu1len
Venting vent kinda ig
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6
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602
cu1len
cu1len
T
Venting I feel so lonely and low
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12
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1K
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
S
Venting Fuck this
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2
Views
492
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Venting son of a bitch
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3
Views
478
jay308
J
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion Waking up to hell?
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13
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933
BBBB
B
E
Method a small portion of SN
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10
Views
837
Destiny Calls Me
Destiny Calls Me
Fthis
Fixthe26 Does Not Care About Suicidal People
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5
Views
912
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
GentlyFading
goodbye everyone <3
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24
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2K
6Judas6
6
ukket
Planned Blowout & CTB
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1
Views
408
western_heart
western_heart
N
Failed to die (SN) but taking lessons and improving the plan
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32
Views
3K
lilin
lilin
S
I thought that having a partner would make me feel better but everything is getting worse
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4
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767
novem
novem
SexyIncél
Resource Hey narcissist: why you destroy your beautiful relationships
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2
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972
kaput-and-done
K
yıη
NSFW [TW] I should have killed you.
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6
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2K
yıη
yıη
everlastinghistory
I had a dream that she saw my posts here and now I kind of feel bad about wanting to commit for reasons related to her
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0
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204
everlastinghistory
everlastinghistory
Ravel
How do you feel having the option to leave this world anytime you want?
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30
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1K
purplehearted
P
Suicidebydeath
Everyone that isn't doing ok, I hope things get better for you
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19
Views
761
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
H
I found this interesting article. A guy who ctb because of moral dilemmas Anyone else feel like this?
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2
Views
538
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
escaped
Low Dose SN
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9
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1K
escaped
escaped
tchaik18401893
What are your insecurities?
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30
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1K
rifle
rifle
L
Death from nosebleed?
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3
Views
499
Willowmoon
Willowmoon
everlastinghistory
Dealing with guilt | “If you do that you’ll hurt me forever”
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9
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1K
Destiny Calls Me
Destiny Calls Me
D
I need someone to talk to him
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3
Views
364
Destiny Calls Me
Destiny Calls Me
CTB Dream
Venting Hunger
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0
Views
359
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
almostoutofhere
What’s the point of reseting/wiping all data off your phone before CTB?
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20
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1K
Destiny Calls Me
Destiny Calls Me
D
24h left what you will do?
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22
Views
797
NHLTradeRumor
NHLTradeRumor
M
some weird way to end ones life
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12
Views
971
wanttodie
wanttodie
D
I feel like having to work is enough to justify ctb
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19
Views
1K
inpursuitofpeace
I
Noctuidaee
Do you think that one day there will be an easier way than drinking 20cl of N to go away in peace ?
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18
Views
851
Noctuidaee
Noctuidaee
Trashcan
(alcohol and drug-free) ways to overcome the survival instinct
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50
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5K
Meaninglessness
M
CTB Dream
Venting Thsi real tiring post
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0
Views
323
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
novem
  • Poll
Ctb far away or in the hometown?
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10
Views
973
novem
novem
A
Do you think you deserve to feel how you do?
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35
Views
2K
Hirokami
Hirokami
F
A failure at everything I try
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4
Views
376
ForsakenDial
F
L
How close was I to succeeding?
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5
Views
686
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
TydalWave
So close to tapping out. (Tentative) CTB Date
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3
Views
568
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
Microwave
Method CTB Plan (and potential pitfalls)
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24
Views
2K
Microwave
Microwave
tryingtoescape
How many days after stopping antipsychotics can you take N?
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1
Views
329
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
SalirDeLaMelancolĂ­a
antiemetic
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0
Views
435
SalirDeLaMelancolĂ­a
SalirDeLaMelancolĂ­a
Obliviate
Method Updated SN method MegaThread (2022)
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78
Views
9K
Obliviate
Obliviate
Lone_Traveler90
Venting Realisation
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4
Views
340
Forever Sleep
F
annointed_towers
Handgun
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2
Views
394
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
Chaos_Contingency
Fentanyl in Canada
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21
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2K
Lost21
L
C
Oxy
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17
Views
779
AnonymousS
A
yıη
Deceit
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1
Views
260
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
L
Hydrocodone please answer A.S.A.P!
Replies
1
Views
427
MidnightDream
MidnightDream
Braindead Atheist
My Ctb date
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2
Views
535
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
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