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Suicide Discussion

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TheTranstarEngineer
Discussion Best way to become more depressed?
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34
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2K
glitterypearls
glitterypearls
Defenestration
Is it better to defenestrate day or night???to be more likely to die
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15
Views
730
Defenestration
Defenestration
autostrada
Best way to ctb
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4
Views
611
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
S
Was gonna attempt today but...
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4
Views
454
moya117
moya117
I
Method I don't know which method to choose
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2
Views
698
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
freonix
Help why is this bus so hard to catch
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4
Views
855
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
  • Question
Venting Pushing CTB date
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0
Views
413
swaraj
S
C:\
Venting I'm a burden, Considering CTB
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4
Views
529
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
juxtajuno
Venting is it worth staying anymore?
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4
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2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Help UK based and would like to go by shooting, how to get a gun?
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3
Views
490
twinklywater
twinklywater
Darkover
Venting life is disappointing
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1
Views
659
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Venting Another day another post. Still can't figure out how to end it? Eeriness.
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3
Views
434
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
How to write a proper suicide note?
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6
Views
1K
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
D
„cozy” things to do when ctb-ing
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8
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2K
outrider567
O
T
I feel heartless for this, am I
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28
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1K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
L
Story LIFE IS THE MOST EVIL TRAP
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4
Views
659
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
Attempt, due to a completely psychotic episode.
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1
Views
599
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ChildrensITV
Story I just booked a driving-lesson when I will probably be killing myself in late 2023/early 2024
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4
Views
1K
SVEN
SVEN
elzo5678
Help I need online BPD friends becsuse no one understands the pain
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17
Views
1K
hyzenthlay96
hyzenthlay96
starrvingstar
is death permanent
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57
Views
3K
charlotte_
charlotte_
reiko1337
  • Question
Is it better to write a suicide note or just do it without leaving anything?
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22
Views
1K
juxtajuno
juxtajuno
Actively inactive
Venting PTSD from abuse
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4
Views
669
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shinobu
Venting horrible
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2
Views
763
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Willthishelp?
Method Sn how many deaths really? Well we will never know
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1
Views
720
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Memento
Venting Rough Day
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5
Views
849
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
Advice sn method pls 🙏🏻
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4
Views
869
Willthishelp?
Willthishelp?
targz
Venting I can't deal with society's creeping loss of freedom
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13
Views
1K
It'sMyLife
It'sMyLife
Rational man
Connecting with nature and the sea removed my fear of death.
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3
Views
508
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
H
I’ve been alone for too long
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5
Views
515
Forever Sleep
F
sonne
Venting i thought i was getting better
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3
Views
533
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
ChildrensITV
  • Poll
Help If anyone is over 30 and a male here, pref. forever alone or soon to be dumped, can you say "hi" in here so I can follow you
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24
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2K
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
E
Mid ctb issues pls help
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16
Views
1K
Forever Sleep
F
M
men are so cruel
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15
Views
1K
stermc
stermc
M
Think tonights the night (SN)
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9
Views
738
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Do you feel terror during your days?
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21
Views
847
nosoul
N
U
Downing the first glass
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23
Views
1K
SVEN
SVEN
F
I commit a serious crime and need to ctb immediately. Help.
Replies
10
Views
1K
iamnotokaywiththis
iamnotokaywiththis
cupcake223
How many mg of Citalopram is fatal?
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5
Views
599
MidnightDream
MidnightDream
i honestly gave up.
  • Question
How can I get ahold of a 9mm bullet?
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13
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1K
hexo
H
O
I feel like cannabis helps me think more rationally toward suicide
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3
Views
409
stermc
stermc
Darkover
force and binary
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0
Views
383
Darkover
Darkover
LookAway
CCS percentage 98%
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5
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1K
Darkover
Darkover
monstercatering
Thinking about the past.
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5
Views
425
Rational man
Rational man
C:\
Venting I'm in a constant state of melancholy, sadness, or numbness
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7
Views
628
Absolutely Mad
Absolutely Mad
Zai Jian
Coming from Philippines, what country can I travel to where I can apply for assisted dying if I become terminally ill?
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3
Views
493
Holu
Holu
SpottedPanda
Does anybody else look forward to the pre-death trip?
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7
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1K
spiderwebz
spiderwebz
Sadbrains
Help Help with suicide note
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14
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1K
Sadbrains
Sadbrains
eggshells
SN
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17
Views
2K
Mäximum
Mäximum
SanctionedSquad
Discussion What music will you listen to when you ctb (if any)?
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28
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1K
heartskippinbeats
heartskippinbeats
Willthishelp?
I need someone with a boat and a heavy load to toss me in the water and keep me down..
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2
Views
403
Holu
Holu
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