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Suicide Discussion

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Emptied_soul
Venting I don't want to get better, I want to give up.
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19
Views
966
downndone2
D
Versailles
Venting Hug me
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7
Views
626
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
TimeHasCome6
My friend want to commit suicide soon because their partner broke up with them and I don’t know how to react
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10
Views
1K
TimeHasCome6
TimeHasCome6
N
Method Carfentanyl can be bought on the clearweb.
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12
Views
2K
novem
novem
CTB Dream
Venting Think solve analyze abilty
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2
Views
698
katagiri83
katagiri83
BasqueClown
Venting I don't feel guilt right now...
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6
Views
527
OutOfTheVoid
O
kunikuzushi
well that was my last bit of hope
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14
Views
851
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
qwerty1969
Starvation
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29
Views
2K
Avyn
Avyn
yaulkan
potassium cyanide
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4
Views
1K
Darkover
Darkover
heavyeyes
Discussion Stan's Guide or PPH?
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24
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2K
mondo9k
mondo9k
C
Short Hanging Failure
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6
Views
1K
Asphyxiater
A
Oblivion
Metoclopramide not available anymore in entire country
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13
Views
627
lebrodude
L
jacarandash
Help is it possible to overdose on melatonin, quetiapine or fluoxetine?
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14
Views
1K
sincerelysad
sincerelysad
S
Venting Everythings boring
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5
Views
1K
Skullinthewoods
S
M
Metoclopramide
Replies
4
Views
375
Skullinthewoods
S
CTB Dream
Venting Heat
Replies
4
Views
958
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
S
Metoclopramide from pet store?
Replies
6
Views
1K
Source Energy
Source Energy
ThisIsLife
  • Question
Help Europeans who ordered N2 online, where ?
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1
Views
391
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
N
After much thought, I’ve decided to make this post.
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20
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1K
Notforlong
N
Darkover
these machines are your own personal hell
Replies
3
Views
714
yive
yive
level_playing_field
No way out
Replies
4
Views
411
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting Why?
Replies
8
Views
460
epic
epic
sillyprincessmeow
Venting nothings changed
Replies
5
Views
456
LadyAlastor
LadyAlastor
ilovecats
Venting I feel "expired"
Replies
4
Views
574
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
RatLiker
Venting I've asked for help so many times and I got ignored
Replies
2
Views
779
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
TG_
Venting I dont want to do this
Replies
7
Views
1K
TG_
TG_
disabledlife
I asked ChatGPT if I have the right to kill myself? Does my life belong to me? Does my existence belong to me?
Replies
2
Views
936
charon
charon
L
I ordered my SN.
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7
Views
729
SenseOfLoss
SenseOfLoss
B
Talking about a concept of Peaceful Pill
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4
Views
442
Darkover
Darkover
hourlyrabbit
Discussion The Uncertainty Is the worst part of seeking help
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7
Views
1K
AlternativeHealer2
A
D
Discussion Telling me suicide is a "permanent solution" to problems makes me WANT IT MORE!!
Replies
18
Views
1K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
5417807
Venting Got benzos but finances being tracked so can’t buy SN
Replies
2
Views
699
5417807
5417807
RainAndSadness
Switzerland strikes again: first Swiss prison inmate ended their life via assisted suicide.
Replies
6
Views
923
CentreMid
CentreMid
J
Pre-mixing SN with water?
Replies
1
Views
324
Sparx
S
C
Living death
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4
Views
502
cherry7
C
T
Terrified of it not working
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2
Views
437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BabyCamus
Help Drug interaction SN method
Replies
0
Views
292
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
innominesatanas44
How would you want to ctb if you could have any method possible?
Replies
56
Views
7K
Homo erectus
Homo erectus
CTB Dream
Time no mean only wheel
Replies
2
Views
472
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Venting I Wish I Knew How to Get Certain Things
Replies
3
Views
353
sorrowful
sorrowful
M
Every day is so hard to get through
Replies
2
Views
472
LateForTheBus
LateForTheBus
KatyushaHanging
Venting I just want to end it
Replies
2
Views
718
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FlameWhisperer
Help SN: Not enough antiemetics
Replies
15
Views
908
Sideways Glance
Sideways Glance
S
N or SN
Replies
2
Views
345
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
thankyou
Quit my job to prepare for CTB, gave me a rush of happiness, immediately squandered by the reality I have to work again
Replies
9
Views
1K
thankyou
thankyou
javie33
Help Im going to ctb coming up pretty soon
Replies
2
Views
614
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Archness
  • Poll
Discussion How NEET life relates to ctb?
Replies
6
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
kira.bastard
might ctb
Replies
8
Views
437
Viranamari
Viranamari
burdenox
Venting Living with someone who doesn’t care
Replies
4
Views
759
burdenox
burdenox
hellispink
Regrets, tired of pretending to be ok
Replies
3
Views
292
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
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