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Suicide Discussion

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2bemyenemy
Venting Untreated autism makes me want to CTB
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1
Views
661
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
bestroper
Is a helium regulator essential when making an exit bag?
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2
Views
665
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
H
Venting Feeling extra CTB today
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4
Views
706
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Faejin
Getting SN in Scandinavia?
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4
Views
262
StillBreathing
StillBreathing
D
Me again, misery, methods
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3
Views
596
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
CTB Dream
Venting Not self antmore
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2
Views
534
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
  • Question
Hello
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6
Views
627
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mothman._.
Story the second bottle
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3
Views
927
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Homeless women’s shelter…
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9
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting I'm thinking about all the people who treated me less then.
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11
Views
1K
2bemyenemy
2bemyenemy
Lonerzepam
Resource Properties on active effects of different benzodiazipines
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3
Views
1K
AboutBlank
AboutBlank
Lunareonn
Venting im pathetic and its ok
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3
Views
764
DrivenSneeze1
DrivenSneeze1
CTB Dream
Venting Unique situ
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3
Views
344
Jarni
Jarni
K
Can I get into trouble for ordering SN from Poland to Germany?
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9
Views
923
AboutBlank
AboutBlank
nomotels1443
Venting I actually hope reincarnation is true
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18
Views
4K
itsallpointless
I
D
Can you go to jail for ordering Nembutal ?
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17
Views
1K
novem
novem
a_new_man
Guilt
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0
Views
257
a_new_man
a_new_man
its-about-time
Help How to ask for a gun back that you gave to a friend for "safe holding"
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12
Views
873
wr3ck3d
wr3ck3d
R
Nitrogen method
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4
Views
869
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
Viranamari
Mental health professionals
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20
Views
721
FlameWhisperer
FlameWhisperer
ham
Venting i want to ctb but the people i care for might follow me.
Replies
9
Views
865
paoS
paoS
U
  • Poll
Help Have you bought SN from IC?
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10
Views
1K
MelodyCymbal
M
Jamesun
because
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5
Views
333
mothman._.
mothman._.
botch3d
SN/meto source
Replies
11
Views
1K
MelodyCymbal
M
E
Good drug
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0
Views
290
eternalbliss22
E
D
Anyone else planning to go soon?
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20
Views
1K
bolt
B
clawsofperdition
death by beta blockers
Replies
13
Views
1K
bolt
B
bunnii
Venting failed attempt #3
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20
Views
2K
FireWalkWithMe
F
derpycool
suicide is so selfish
Replies
12
Views
870
bolt
B
Fly🦋
Tired of fighting?
Replies
1
Views
339
Fly🦋
Fly🦋
LeavingEarly
How can a nitrogen method go wrong?
Replies
7
Views
1K
missingpeace
M
qwerty1969
Jumping overboard
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1
Views
465
missingpeace
M
CTB Fella
What is it that's pushing you so hard to CTB?
Replies
30
Views
2K
umbra_
U
sad_dude
Do you ever hesitate about going to ctb because you don't want to traumatize anyone?
Replies
38
Views
1K
sad_dude
sad_dude
birdofafeather
What does PH feel like
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0
Views
375
birdofafeather
birdofafeather
Tintypographer
Irrelevant
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0
Views
246
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
Would it matter if humanity never existed
Replies
7
Views
961
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
rest in peace
will isolating myself and distancing myself from everyone hurt them less when i ctb
Replies
10
Views
1K
Unhumanly.
Unhumanly.
Defenestration
Opiates relax muscles or no???
Replies
1
Views
310
WeepingWillow
WeepingWillow
H
Venting I'm anxious to get a Nitrogen cylinder, because I'm afraid it could explode in my closet
Replies
2
Views
379
HadItAll
H
EndlessDream
Venting SN likely stuck in customs
Replies
6
Views
955
EndlessDream
EndlessDream
borderline-feline
Venting I want to kill my dreams
Replies
22
Views
1K
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
Source Energy
SN arrived. Relief, and conflicted thoughts
Replies
16
Views
789
Fl4u
Fl4u
F
How many of you have gotten to a point where you lost all hope?
Replies
32
Views
1K
hellispink
hellispink
Shu
Ssri/stimulants as a child
Replies
8
Views
657
WeDontKnowTheFuture
W
mafuyu
Venting I had a dream of couple’s suicide.
Replies
0
Views
253
mafuyu
mafuyu
Lonerzepam
  • Poll
Discussion If your sibling would ctb, would you feel comfortable wearing his clothes he weared while his ctb?
Replies
4
Views
491
Lonerzepam
Lonerzepam
U
For those that live with family -- where are you guys hanging yourself?
Replies
13
Views
1K
angelcircuit
angelcircuit
HermitLonerGuy
I have decided to make it the remainder of my life's goal to find Fent and OD on it.
Replies
18
Views
717
lostangel
lostangel
D
So much, need to go
Replies
6
Views
447
downndone2
D
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