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Suicide Discussion

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AlTheObviousAlien
Venting I don't know if I am worth saving anymore.
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5
Views
451
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Freezing to death?
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21
Views
2K
Valky
Valky
highjumping
Venting I made a mistake
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8
Views
662
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
404
torn between living or dying
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4
Views
403
mind3de
M
Unattainable666
BRAVERY
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3
Views
396
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PrettyKitty
My Final Goodbye Note
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11
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2K
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
InaudibleEcho
Venting I want to CTB but I’m worried about what I’m leaving behind
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7
Views
723
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Method Do you think that works?
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1
Views
817
befree
befree
Daxter_87
Venting Disgustingly selfish animals
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8
Views
860
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Komm_Süsser_Tod
Venting "I screw up everything so I'll screw up my suicide"
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10
Views
946
SuicidalSheep
SuicidalSheep
B
Method Hi guys, a lurker here ready to ctb next days
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5
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1K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
H
Would stomach surgery affect the SN absorption?
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5
Views
575
HoldMeDown
H
S
I'm ready to CTB but i'm afraid
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8
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1K
Praestat_Mori
P
Busridin'26
Venting Feeling "better" and I hate my body.
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0
Views
386
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Catching_the_bus
Anyone else have a playlist of music to listen to as they CTB?
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20
Views
2K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
isthisit?
Why do I want to ctb?
Replies
10
Views
630
JustWantOut500
J
HopefulSleep
Help How long does suffocation with a plastic bag and drowning take max until you are dead?
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0
Views
684
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
HermitLonerGuy
Unemployed so cant afford methods. Should I Attempt by jumping from a high building or drowning or wait to get a job and buy a gun or poison/opiods?
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11
Views
876
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
one.way.out
Discussion Should rapists, pedos, murderers, etc. ctb?
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72
Views
4K
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
Librarian
Help help compressing carotid artery
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3
Views
935
Librarian
Librarian
M
Method Improvisation
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5
Views
754
Charlie-Bravo
Charlie-Bravo
Jule_from_Germany
Update
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10
Views
704
CHA0S
CHA0S
M
Method the types of knots for hanging
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8
Views
4K
prv
P
Unattainable666
REASONS FOR CTB
Replies
31
Views
2K
InaudibleEcho
InaudibleEcho
FireFox
Society's reaction to suicide is just pure f*cking hypocrisy
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36
Views
2K
Gonnerr
G
InaudibleEcho
Discussion Fellow trans people?
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6
Views
1K
meowingnomore
meowingnomore
M
Suicide - an act of supreme bravery
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3
Views
2K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people use positive words to describe existence
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3
Views
546
floaxed
floaxed
InaudibleEcho
Venting Do I even deserve to live?
Replies
6
Views
560
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
D
Discussion Assisted suicide, VAD, Pegasos, Dignitas...
Replies
129
Views
15K
drboyz
D
A
Maybe life is a gift?
Replies
16
Views
915
Gonnerr
G
E
Being discreet and respectful when trying to buy N in Mexico
Replies
4
Views
980
Ernest1964
E
J
Method Why is everyone scared of the “train” method?
Replies
105
Views
16K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
D
Venting I fucked up
Replies
3
Views
545
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Ambivalent1
Is it better to be dead if the life you want is unattainable?
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46
Views
2K
Mocon33
M
CTB Dream
Venting All progress life lose
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5
Views
511
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
T
N source
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17
Views
1K
AlTheObviousAlien
AlTheObviousAlien
L
Method Paracetamol/Tylenol
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0
Views
648
lna_
L
ihatethisplanet
Opinion on whether these medications could work
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3
Views
515
ihatethisplanet
ihatethisplanet
EndJstifiesTheMeans
  • Poll
Do you wish to go back in time?
Replies
37
Views
1K
FailerQt.
FailerQt.
J
  • Question
Method 3M Versaflo S-533L - how do you connect to the regulator?
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5
Views
1K
bannedfromtv
bannedfromtv
N
  • Question
Story por que deus
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2
Views
452
sulli
sulli
Terrible00
Venting Hopelessness
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2
Views
398
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
D
Help Antimetic or no antimetic
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8
Views
1K
jemetire
J
dwindlingfirst
Method I think I found it(update)
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15
Views
2K
dwindlingfirst
dwindlingfirst
EndJstifiesTheMeans
hygiene
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14
Views
842
Valky
Valky
N
Have you ever feel like a wasted potential?
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22
Views
1K
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
isthisit?
Help Anyone know where to get SN - estonia/baltics
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0
Views
433
isthisit?
isthisit?
paranous
In my life in general, I would be sad, my heart would be broken, etc. I could get used to anything. but the meaninglessness of life pushes me to ctb.
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4
Views
387
Darkover
Darkover
L
Worst Med
Replies
2
Views
458
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
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