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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion How to make sure i go through with killing myself and which method to use
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1
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508
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StaticCryBabye
Help How could i stop backing out from my suicide attempts
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6
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Question
Can someone tell me where to buy Sodium Nitrite in EU?
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6
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858
Disaster
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C:\
NSFW I just embarrassed myself so hard
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8
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2K
C:\
C:\
corpsive
Would I need to take less SN if I'm underweight + anemic?
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15
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632
cherry7
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terminalending
What would be the ideal rope for partial suspension?
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2
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688
terminalending
terminalending
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Discussion How Do Online Pharmacies Work?
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4
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728
cherry7
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Method With a few minor modifications, my Exit Bag setup is complete
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19
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1K
mrwizard11
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HitBlackVein
Venting I am in so much pain
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3
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411
HitBlackVein
HitBlackVein
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Discussion How lucky do you consider someone who has SN?
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36
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3K
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
starrvingstar
NSFW kinks and depression
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18
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3K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
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Method Is risperadone OK as an AE?
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0
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456
feelingtrapped
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Help Planning on CTB Stabbing before Next Monday. Need info on where to stab. Multiple times.
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15
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2K
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Videos of people CTBing with SN?
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3
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1K
Bobert_Beniro
Bobert_Beniro
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Method Advice on my plan for my CTB - how many of these carbon monoxide canisters will I need?
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2
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553
Semoule7
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thebelljar
Venting idk what i should do
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4
Views
516
cutejellybean
cutejellybean
goddaydog
Venting Can’t stop thinking about dying and life’s purpose
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0
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337
goddaydog
goddaydog
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Can you do a partial hanging on a bunk bed?
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0
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323
nosoul
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How can you tell if a seller of SN is legit?
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1
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367
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Braindead Atheist
I'm tired of missing out
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3
Views
547
Braindead Atheist
Braindead Atheist
lovelydeath
I’m unloveable
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19
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1K
lovelydeath
lovelydeath
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Lil peep drug combo
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2
Views
417
vaguebluur
vaguebluur
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Venting Loneliest Year of My Life
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3
Views
412
outrider567
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Breaking a non-suicide pact
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5
Views
688
outrider567
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D
Can’t find the right time to plan my ctb
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1
Views
324
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Indifferent non existant parents
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5
Views
767
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Do you feel done with life? Doesn't even have to be negative...
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21
Views
827
user_name_here
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CTB Dream
Venting Internal head voice lost
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4
Views
599
noname223
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CTB Dream
Venting Zero ability do any thing
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5
Views
540
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
scarletstarlet
Discussion Want to CTB by but don’t want to traumatize my family when they find me
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8
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554
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting SN taken by a relative
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4
Views
648
Ume
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milk is sweet
Venting Maybe nothing can fix me anymore
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1
Views
359
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
otoko
Venting What do you even do at this point?
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4
Views
460
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Disappointed
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4
Views
447
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pancake
Venting Nobody’s there
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2
Views
374
Lok1_/./
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VSED
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0
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396
cherry7
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BlackWednesday
It doesn't feel real
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6
Views
772
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Tired
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1
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help My experience of last Saturday. Need to know what exactly happened.
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5
Views
942
Lostandlooking
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CTB Fella
The stigma/demonising of EUPD/BPD makes me want to cry and scream at the same time.
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2
Views
385
CTB Fella
CTB Fella
Wishing2di3
“Just get help”
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6
Views
479
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
pento
Method Since I can't VSED in the hospital, I will do it in the wilderness. Any advice?
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17
Views
2K
Deleted member 31858
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moya117
Venting I just want to be loved
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4
Views
477
gaeulfeels
gaeulfeels
nonentity
Discussion Planning to CTB in ~1 Year or Sooner
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5
Views
605
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Why are you considering or going to die by suicide?
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78
Views
8K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
feder
Venting I don't even know why
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4
Views
441
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
What poem sums up how you feel?
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0
Views
277
CTB Fella
CTB Fella
soontobedone
Partners thread
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3
Views
422
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
Versailles
Venting This is me
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3
Views
528
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FireFox
I hate my relatives and I should not be made to feel guilty
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5
Views
753
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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