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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion The thought of life being a neverending cycle has me scared to kill myself and losing my mind
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8
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782
headcase95
headcase95
existenceisacurse
Domperidone instead of meto?
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8
Views
942
Letgo
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Pidgeons_Sparrows
I want to stream my CTB, is this wrong?
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21
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1K
glitterypearls
glitterypearls
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Venting I can't stand people who tell me I don't have the right to kill myself.
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21
Views
918
Flailure 513282
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Wehmut
Venting Dreadful loneliness
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5
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465
Roseate
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Venting Self imposed death sentence
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9
Views
583
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Unattainable666
LOSING MYSELF IN MY DEPRESSION
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7
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482
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
WeighAnchor
Story Tried and failed tonight
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10
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1K
WeighAnchor
WeighAnchor
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Is anyone else paying $ 60 for their SN?
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19
Views
839
ge0rge
ge0rge
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  • Question
When were you able to PM others?
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12
Views
540
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
Weebster
I think we need perspective.
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6
Views
618
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
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Pyrocalm Control Gastro-Resistant Tablets 20mg
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0
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295
jonward55
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Tricondyla ledouxi
Is the night-night method just a fever dream and a joke? Because it seems so easy but I haven’t seen any successes on here.
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13
Views
2K
aquarian122
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TimetoGo!
In a hotel room right now.......SI kicking in but want/need to go
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16
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1K
hellispink
hellispink
DeathMarch66
Venting Today was an interesting day
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0
Views
346
DeathMarch66
DeathMarch66
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Help Need help on living the remaining days peacefully before ctb.
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4
Views
935
Leisesyn
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Venting One more friendship being used and invisible
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1
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344
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ambivalent1
Am I alone in feeling attached to suffering?
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8
Views
405
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
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Discussion Spell for death
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3
Views
432
hellispink
hellispink
jacarandash
Venting self harm urges
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3
Views
640
hellispink
hellispink
ChildrensITV
Discussion It still amazes me how people who don't want to die, seem to be the most at risk of dying
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6
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419
hellispink
hellispink
ilovecats
Am I ready?
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8
Views
737
aquarian122
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ChildrensITV
  • Poll
Discussion Is the cause of you wanting to CTB you, other people, or things?
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7
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460
hellispink
hellispink
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Help Drug to combine with xanax to forcibly knock myself out?
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3
Views
576
phatstax
phatstax
Ambivalent1
What are the common thoughts and feelings of those right before ctb?
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1
Views
349
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
unknownus3r0
Help Will I end up in a psych ward
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20
Views
2K
headcase95
headcase95
Unattainable666
Story I'M ALREADY DEAD
Replies
9
Views
734
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
catastrophix
Venting One of those nights where I have no escape
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1
Views
364
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
My life is one long guilt trip
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7
Views
497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
best of luck to you all, goodbye!
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8
Views
728
gaeulfeels
gaeulfeels
deadkittyxo
  • Question
Help Where can i buy SN that ships to Austria?
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1
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450
wiltingorchid
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NSAIDS...specifically ibuprofen. Without SN.
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1
Views
441
Tartuffe
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C:\
Venting Lonely in my own Hell
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6
Views
473
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Unattainable666
WHEN I'M GONE
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1
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415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ShinigamiApples
Story Darkness and Sadness.
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7
Views
554
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
huntergirl14
its dark out there
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2
Views
372
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FrankieTeardrop333
Until we meet again, whenever and however that may be.
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6
Views
553
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
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  • Poll
Discussion Would you give life another shot if you had reliable N stored at a safe location you could access at any time?
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11
Views
755
sancsuinet
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Discussion I honestly lost control, i did what i thought was real at the time, in my delusions, but it has wrecked my life
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3
Views
480
nekrocis
nekrocis
247sadgirlhours
What are your "core memories"?
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5
Views
885
Suicidе
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999tilltheworldblow
Method Failure using gas geyser (+ stove) in enclosed room
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0
Views
488
999tilltheworldblow
999tilltheworldblow
CTB Dream
Venting Procreate gross
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12
Views
2K
phrog21
phrog21
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Venting Does anyone wanna ctb because they ruined their life?
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21
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Exact Change
Do a family member CTB?
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3
Views
397
depressedlover
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Ambivalent1
Anyone else keep living because you want to find connection in this world?
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11
Views
966
endless_pain
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ShinigamiApples
Story A Bittersweet Farewell Letter
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1
Views
514
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
glitterypearls
who else get really freaked out about talking to someone before they CTB?
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4
Views
598
Forever Sleep
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J
does anyone else say "i wanna kill myself" to themselves at random points during the day?
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51
Views
2K
leloyon
leloyon
kiki <3
wanting to be murdered
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27
Views
1K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
OneDayMaybe
Goodbye/CTB thread [SN + dom + ibu]
Replies
33
Views
3K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
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