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Suicide Discussion

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Venting My happy memories are genuinely worse to me than my traumatic ones
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7
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513
ringo99
ringo99
sirenangelbby
am i the only one who thinks like this?
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3
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449
Hollowman
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Help Please help for a method, hanging or Benzodiazepines + drowning
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13
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1K
despair88
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A
Dying inside before actually dying
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11
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965
SeenMoreThanEnough
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artistinagony
going to CTB very soon
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6
Views
620
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Life is selfish not CTB
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4
Views
450
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Arachnid_Antichrist
Venting Cheesy vent
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2
Views
383
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Partial determining length of material
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5
Views
600
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
scar
desperate
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2
Views
593
taiberjames
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SolomonKado
Venting I wish it would rain
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3
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
New here... joining the club
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10
Views
500
SVEN
SVEN
Darkover
life is a gift
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10
Views
822
aGoodDayToDie
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Ambivalent1
If our brain subtly manipulates our every move, how does anyone succeed at ctb?
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8
Views
894
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dominatememommy
fastest way without ODing?
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3
Views
453
befree
befree
mob
Venting getting admitted to the mental ward
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5
Views
479
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
huftydumdum
Venting just listening to music while trying to push away the strong suicidal thoughts
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1
Views
301
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
WaffleWoman
Venting Things never get better for me
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11
Views
583
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Torabol
Venting Likely going to prison
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3
Views
617
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
i think the world is shit
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3
Views
366
Deleted member 65988
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lifeispain0216
tomorrows attempt #2
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3
Views
550
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Help Is this SN okay?
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2
Views
442
BABS_
B
F
Story A Dying Story
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1
Views
442
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
How much time is need to pass out with hanging?
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35
Views
2K
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
BoyInTheBox
Help Is there a way I can get hold of SN?
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12
Views
843
Sad Avocado
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MyChoiceAlone
does anyone know what payment methods are available at pegasos?
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3
Views
613
befree
befree
saucerfulofsecrets
Venting cry for help ?
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6
Views
417
SVEN
SVEN
V
my best friend just lost a close friend to suicide. is this a bad time to kill myself?
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10
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1K
NoHorizon
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mafuyu
Help lost my best friend
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5
Views
674
pictures
pictures
heirofvoid
Method SN availability in Philippines
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3
Views
1K
caushin11
caushin11
egyptBp
A theoretical method
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17
Views
931
befree
befree
K
Where do I get SN in India?
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8
Views
1K
mia141202
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Ambivalent1
What's your opinion of this short story? Do you think dying will feel the same for you?
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7
Views
613
thebookofdisquiet
thebookofdisquiet
HoleintheDark
Venting Wish everyone in my life knew how awful I really am
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2
Views
395
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
roseleaf
Help Should I feel worried for another suicidal person?
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9
Views
1K
mia141202
M
CTB Dream
Hate
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0
Views
320
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Terrible00
Should I write a suicide letter?
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26
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1K
Praestat_Mori
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CTB Dream
Life = 0 meann
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0
Views
287
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Darkover
something from nothing
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1
Views
376
Forever Sleep
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U
You wake in the void state one morning completely aware for a while. What do you manifest?
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9
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1K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
ag0raph0b1a
Venting Confused? or Lost?
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1
Views
359
Rack.-
Rack.-
MorsVoluntaria
Venting Nearly fucked up my life by admitting to suicidal ideation while blackout drunk.
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23
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2K
dyingslowly
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FuneralCry
Venting Did you always wish to not exist here?
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18
Views
967
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
Dwengyn
Anything that can be considered accidental/medical?
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1
Views
432
befree
befree
BookShelf
What lie can I say about my cut in the leg to my family?
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1
Views
312
psp3000
psp3000
S
Online pharmacies
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3
Views
399
mia141202
M
Walilamdzii
Lithium
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7
Views
568
suicidaleeyore
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tora
preparing for CTB
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7
Views
919
gomikasu
gomikasu
I
Committing to SN method
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13
Views
821
Deleted member 65988
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L
who will police contact about my body if I have no family
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2
Views
447
Forever Sleep
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lifeispain0216
Rope length?
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0
Views
348
lifeispain0216
lifeispain0216
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