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Suicide Discussion

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MyLifeisHell
I really don't want to be forced to live just because suicide is too difficult.
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6
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1K
sanction
sanction
Samsara
Vet N taste test (less horrible than expected)
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2
Views
608
Samsara
Samsara
borderline-feline
Venting When loving a fictional character physically hurts
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27
Views
4K
silkwings
silkwings
tiredofbreathing
Can someone dm a sn source
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19
Views
782
dwindlingfirst
dwindlingfirst
S
Thoughts on n2 ctb if claustrophobic
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3
Views
495
seekingpeacefulend
S
silkwings
  • Question
Venting want to CTB but scared and in love
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4
Views
539
silkwings
silkwings
M
Method Amitriptyline..A underrated method.
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5
Views
2K
gap
G
C
  • Question
Amitriptyline cocktail
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7
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1K
gap
G
W
IC info leaked to police
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9
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2K
William01
W
S
How does one get fentanyl?
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10
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2K
Lost21
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dwindlingfirst
Method I think I’m just going to jump off an overpass
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12
Views
1K
dwindlingfirst
dwindlingfirst
HopefulSleep
Help Can you give me tips on how to ease my pain until I can ctb?
Replies
3
Views
416
todienomore
todienomore
PyramidHead
Venting Is anyone else just a mess of a person?
Replies
14
Views
947
Depression
D
HopefulSleep
Method How good is protonitazene+bromazolam as a ctb method?
Replies
0
Views
459
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
A
Venting My family is extremely overbearing & overwhelming.
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3
Views
385
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EmpressDean
Discussion Hotel Planning
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4
Views
456
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HitsanoEllangmainta
Hi, guys, maybe you could convince me to not send a low-key hateful suicide note to a person by giving me some good reasons to not do it?
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8
Views
497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HopefulSleep
Venting I think I am actually traumatized by psych wards
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21
Views
1K
MyLifeisHell
MyLifeisHell
DonTellMeToStayAlive
Venting Do I even want to die ? Not as much questioning as much as diaappointed
Replies
1
Views
373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting Just cried all day
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2
Views
619
todienomore
todienomore
unknownus3r0
Venting ?
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2
Views
396
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Is Charcoal poisoning a painless way to go?
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10
Views
1K
Gavalar
G
senzim
  • Question
Overdosing
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1
Views
411
todienomore
todienomore
AresCohere
Venting My Reasons to Go
Replies
3
Views
941
miu
miu
DarkRose
cops pulled up to my house because of SN from IC.
Replies
30
Views
2K
notwhereIbelong
notwhereIbelong
Bobert_Beniro
Venting sub5 man
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7
Views
1K
dödsängel
dödsängel
gizzreid
how to get prescription antiemetic for SN?
Replies
2
Views
388
mypersonalhell
mypersonalhell
EmpressDean
Method Tent+CO method links Thread Start
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1
Views
509
hungry_ghost
hungry_ghost
stermc
Method SN and partial hanging
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12
Views
1K
Lost in a Dream
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Archness
Venting Only want to live when emotional/irrational
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1
Views
354
thecolourgold
thecolourgold
terminalending
SN from CCS - parcel forwarding
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0
Views
449
terminalending
terminalending
E
So the cops showed up to my door regarding SN
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7
Views
1K
ifeelsofragile
I
FacePALM
Method Partial hanging question.
Replies
2
Views
871
Kikoo Loool
Kikoo Loool
thereisnomeaning
I don't know what I was thinking. I need to focus on this. CTB is the only outcome possible in my situation.
Replies
2
Views
332
Hotsackage
H
Darkover
better to of never been
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4
Views
653
asterisk3
asterisk3
Pengu
Feeling sad today
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11
Views
450
TowerRoad
TowerRoad
Darkover
welcome to hell
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5
Views
474
WorthlessCoward
W
H
What's something you can take before jumping off a bridge?
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3
Views
855
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Jezzibell
UK Dark web and Benzos
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1
Views
411
lostintheloop
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hellhound
Discussion Im done, just really done.
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4
Views
481
hellhound
hellhound
Lxions
Do you fear death?
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33
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
L
Help SN investigations and UK sources
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1
Views
515
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
HelloReaper
Leaving it all behind
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2
Views
817
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
looking_for_peace
how many SN customers have been contacted by the police so far?
Replies
3
Views
670
exploitedbacteria
exploitedbacteria
ScarlettRose
I want to CBT but I’m scared
Replies
3
Views
540
Disaster
D
Lamentice
Venting Threat of homelessness pushing my date up
Replies
1
Views
544
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mrborea
Venting my mom and i had a very big fight yesterday
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2
Views
360
Catastrofe
C
sadToast
Venting How did I get here?
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3
Views
439
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
How did I get this far gone…
Replies
3
Views
378
unnormal9
unnormal9
B
Method Will these methods work?
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4
Views
918
Becklog
B
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