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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Dream
Empty
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1
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291
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Discussion Suicide gatekeeping
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25
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1K
Nicksy
N
SomethingsOff
Opinions on blocking & deleting contacts
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4
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382
Goodgirlryeo101
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Woolen
Method I found my preferred way to CTB, just don’t know how to get it
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1
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627
Praestat_Mori
P
kunikuzushi
Venting Too painful being alive
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2
Views
343
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
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CO
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2
Views
452
Praestat_Mori
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whatevs
Discussion Anyone else suicidal because of low energy/unrefreshing sleep?
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13
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1K
whatevs
whatevs
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Nitrite vs nitrate blood test
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8
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1K
ditsyking
ditsyking
empty sighs
Method Hanging from back porch
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4
Views
988
empty sighs
empty sighs
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Discussion Signs
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0
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292
Nicksy
N
Cin
Discussion What was your worst psych ward experience?
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6
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1K
brokeandbroken
B
soontobec0rpse
Help what the hell happened..? (SELF HARM POST)
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8
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1K
soontobec0rpse
soontobec0rpse
A
Method SN will be here Friday…
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0
Views
405
ajsisto30
A
feder
Help Is it possible to cut without leaving scars?
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13
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1K
cami
cami
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How effective is this method?
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6
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855
Praestat_Mori
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deranged
I carved the number 1410 into my arm/ impulsive decisions
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2
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489
acerace
acerace
Al.ce
Discussion Failed attempts
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12
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1K
leftdreaming
leftdreaming
willitpass
I’m so lonely
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11
Views
692
Zegers
Zegers
okayyy12
Help I’m not sure what to do
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0
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314
okayyy12
okayyy12
Busridin'26
Jus woke up from a very disturbing dream.
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14
Views
535
just_so_done
J
HopefulSleep
Venting Nothing makes me more angry than pro lifers who live in their delusional world in which pain doesn't exist and force others to live
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16
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944
AngelTears
AngelTears
T
Venting Nothing makes you feel more helpless than *knowing* you need to CTB and still being unable to.
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20
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3K
oh_no191
oh_no191
leftdreaming
Discussion Is anybody else pretending to get better while planning to ctb?
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34
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2K
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
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Time of day?
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11
Views
776
Zegers
Zegers
Hikikomori1
The least painful way
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4
Views
780
outrider567
O
M
How to find the strength to ctb when you can barely function
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13
Views
809
Why Me?
W
kimikatachibana
Venting vent
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0
Views
269
kimikatachibana
kimikatachibana
S
Does anyone else just LOVE the idea of suicide?
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17
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1K
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
FuneralCry
Venting Existing is just waiting around to die.
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3
Views
822
Abdullah
Abdullah
throwaway2605
Failed purchase
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1
Views
682
throwaway2605
throwaway2605
Cin
What hurts the most in this life isn't pain or trauma, it's the lack of love
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8
Views
446
kaleidoscopedreams
kaleidoscopedreams
TimetoGo!
I just cant get over the final hurdle after 4 attempts
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8
Views
746
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
SunnyDay_NoSunshine
BeautifulMosaics
Does anyone like the idea of a gun suicide - in metaphor and sensation?
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7
Views
844
Redhat83
Redhat83
FuneralCry
Venting Existence could never be “beautiful”.
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36
Views
3K
deleted442
deleted442
Jinnberg
Venting I found out an ex friend was a pedophile
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40
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3K
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
D
Attempt
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2
Views
570
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
jonghyun
obsession with death
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4
Views
693
Forever Sleep
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Rocinante
Venting I hate how I will never achieve anything in my life
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18
Views
2K
MeltingBrain
MeltingBrain
Hikikomori1
Pills in Japan
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15
Views
1K
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
goddaydog
Venting I’m thinking about killing myself but I just can’t do it
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15
Views
668
Goodgirlryeo101
G
Busridin'26
Venting When your reason for holding on slips/financial rant
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0
Views
284
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
HermitLonerGuy
It sucks Not actually Wanting to CTB but feeling that you must .
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18
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2K
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
Anonymoususer1234
Survival Isn't Strength
Replies
6
Views
435
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
befree
Oxycodon and/or Fentanyl
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37
Views
4K
IDIABUSE
I
YandereMikuMistress
  • Question
Help Trouble with sharing casual effection
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0
Views
329
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
N
At where I will jump
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10
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1K
NoReasonToLive2023
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H
Cursed
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10
Views
952
jonghyun
jonghyun
BornToFail
Discussion Women?
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16
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2K
brokeandbroken
B
Rational man
Kim Jong-un bans suicide following 40% rise.
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21
Views
1K
ggetout33
ggetout33
C:\
Venting Constant Invalidation because "Life used to be Harder"
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10
Views
943
Unending
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