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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Does thinking about CTB make anyone else just really sad?
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35
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2K
Praestat_Mori
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Rumi
Could the Carbon Monoxide method be performed inside of a plastic bag?
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5
Views
716
Praestat_Mori
P
F
Method Do you think jumping under train during daylight could work?
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6
Views
734
finalmente
F
BringMeToLife
Discussion What song would you like to die to?
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85
Views
5K
gbi2
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catbuddy515
Venting Things that my toxic family said to me that I still can’t forget (TW)
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6
Views
676
tiger b
tiger b
listenbeforeigo
Anyone wanting to CTB in hopes of reincarnation?
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10
Views
600
Deleted member 65988
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B
Venting I’m meant to be alone
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2
Views
372
Failure21
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thedarkgod11
Brain damage
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3
Views
478
DearPierre
DearPierre
FuneralCry
Venting How could anyone actually want to exist here?
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10
Views
795
KillerIsMe
KillerIsMe
DyingToDie123
Discussion What are you saddest about leaving behind?
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47
Views
2K
Hystearical
Hystearical
7213882898
Any systemspace/TSUKI Project registrants here?
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2
Views
559
SovietSuicide
SovietSuicide
chancerlane
Discussion Any other men feel like PMO is the major cause of their depression or anxiety?
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4
Views
589
foreverfalling
foreverfalling
VioletNebula
Venting Unsure if being trans or the BPD will kill me in the end.
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1
Views
327
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
CuerpoMuerto
NSFW Yet Another Bad Thing Has Happened [TW: Graphic SA]
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4
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1K
CuerpoMuerto
CuerpoMuerto
dreaming_of_pearl
Venting Bpd is fucking weird man it makes me so hard to deal with
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3
Views
449
BrknEyes
BrknEyes
burglarlydante
Venting Still attached to my abuser (idk what to do with this shit)
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1
Views
434
its.all.gone
I
ddn.ctb
Would you move up your date of departure if you found a partner ready to go?
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18
Views
698
sorrowful
sorrowful
Aim
Venting Acceptance
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15
Views
813
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
dreaming_of_pearl
I wish I wasn’t a semi popular cosplayer. But it’s all I have to my name.
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2
Views
445
Worndown
Worndown
A
I hate this life
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2
Views
525
leavingsoon99
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TAW122
Resource Crass and crude video but supports legalizing CTB
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8
Views
759
Scythe
S
paroxysm
Method masking chemical/cleaner with food?
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0
Views
436
paroxysm
paroxysm
february in alaska
Help financial/legal implications of where you CTB
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2
Views
459
Hystearical
Hystearical
BlazingBob
I think early trauma can be and often is a death sentence
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7
Views
815
its.all.gone
I
DyingToDie123
Method Best Partial threads?
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3
Views
876
Rinzitsu
Rinzitsu
Arihman
Another inmendham video on the right to die
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6
Views
893
TAW122
TAW122
real human being
Rant
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0
Views
350
real human being
real human being
I
I want to die soo bad everyday I wake up
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15
Views
821
its.all.gone
I
F
Sources for SN in the US
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5
Views
711
asian.neet
asian.neet
Hyes
Venting I’m the problem
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0
Views
318
Hyes
Hyes
H
Discussion Plastic bag method
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23
Views
3K
plastic
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dreaming_of_pearl
EVREYONE IS ALWAYS BETTER THEN ME cont of the bpd makes me hard to deal with thing
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0
Views
275
dreaming_of_pearl
dreaming_of_pearl
Cress
Method Metoclopramide and Tramadol
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1
Views
474
Rev346
Rev346
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Death should be only a phone call away
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10
Views
966
R_N
R_N
iDontKnowWhat
Leaving Monday 11/06 in the morning
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12
Views
810
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
LonelyKitten
Venting Need to vent I:m sorry
Replies
0
Views
489
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
FuneralCry
Venting The idea of suicide prevention is so harmful.
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16
Views
1K
betternever2havbeen
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trustlovenoone1881
Today Was A Good Day?
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0
Views
272
trustlovenoone1881
trustlovenoone1881
J
Venting I haven’t been feeling as suicidal lately just trouble sleeping, I’m just very shy quiet and compare my life to others and talk to strangers online
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2
Views
463
Journeytoletgo
J
T
Method Improve method
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0
Views
629
Tsunami
T
B
Does age matter?
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17
Views
1K
Life'sA6itch
L
spiritus
Discussion Does thinking about your CTB make you feel sick?
Replies
17
Views
949
Cress
Cress
Renv1o_
Venting Weird
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5
Views
480
Forever Sleep
F
justanotherhuman237
  • Poll
So many different reasons for people being here.
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12
Views
609
Kit1
K
Arya Quinn
How should I spend my last day?
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11
Views
1K
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
FuneralCry
Venting If people didn’t so harmfully force life here then nobody would need to ctb in the first place
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3
Views
497
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
domedune
Venting People who are pro-choice and pro-harm-reduction, why not include suicidal people?
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0
Views
328
domedune
domedune
skybluesuicide
Venting they’re the only reason I’m living, but to them I’m just another friend
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2
Views
391
Odahviing475
Odahviing475
LupuZ8
  • Question
Venting Falling asleep to never wake up again.
Replies
7
Views
669
LupuZ8
LupuZ8
draekmir
Dreams of ctb
Replies
6
Views
835
BrknEyes
BrknEyes
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