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Suicide Discussion

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jerkbybile
Venting self-harm, thievery
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0
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260
jerkbybile
jerkbybile
M.O.N
SN feeling
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41
Views
9K
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
hauntyoueveryday
GOODBYE ctbing within the next hour or two
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33
Views
3K
hauntyoueveryday
hauntyoueveryday
DontTouchMeImFamous
Help I found a seller of Sodium Cyanide! But...
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14
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1K
carfemtanyl
C
cvury
Discussion did anyone else attend an alternative therapeutic day school?
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1
Views
324
GodzillasBiggestFan
GodzillasBiggestFan
Goyasan
Got SN 2, Electric Boogaloo
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4
Views
761
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
Cyrene
I need help with SN
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9
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1K
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
nikdiedtoday
Thread for random vents/stories
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2
Views
373
nikdiedtoday
nikdiedtoday
BlueButterfly111
Venting Every time I go to a job interview I feel like ctb
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2
Views
441
Uncounted1846
U
B
Venting I probably wont end up dead I'm not brave or legit like you guys
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7
Views
690
InvasionOfPublicity
InvasionOfPublicity
negi-maguro
Venting Yayy its the holidays, I'm back home with my parents but I'm miserable. I should be celebrating but I find the holidays and weekends sucks.
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2
Views
509
BlockedintheUK
B
L
A Life of Betrayal, Abuse, and Survival
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2
Views
365
Jello Biafra
J
paperbaghat
Discussion Is it wrong to ctb if people depend on you?
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14
Views
935
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
Sunset Limited
Method IV route for N, Thiopental and Propofol
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26
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4K
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
sweetdrowning
Discussion do you make an effort to keep your use of this site private?
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33
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1K
inextremis
inextremis
claeasi
Venting Recovery didn't work.
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4
Views
496
claeasi
claeasi
H
Venting i wish for the comfort that others receive
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5
Views
353
jerkbybile
jerkbybile
BlissfulEnigma
Plastic bag method that might actually be great
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8
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2K
Jello Biafra
J
BlueButterfly111
Story I feel so lost without my dead boyfriend
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4
Views
555
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Busridin'26
Method Hypothermia as a method. Thoughts? Opinions? Knowledge/facts?
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4
Views
454
BPDvic
BPDvic
persepexa
Discussion DNP
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2
Views
274
persepexa
persepexa
dust-in-the-wind
There was a cbt at the beach down the street from me
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3
Views
376
itsgone2
I
M
Method What did it feel like to OD?
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15
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1K
darkandtwisty
darkandtwisty
A_Breath_Away
My Suicide Note
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3
Views
570
A_Breath_Away
A_Breath_Away
SadCryingBunny
Guys, I just want to Exit Death
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19
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1K
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
H
the waiting period
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2
Views
285
honeythunder
H
Avril
If you were Bruce Willis, would you have opted for euthanasia?
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13
Views
583
DeathSweetDeath
D
ineedtogetout
Story Which substance reduces si the most
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3
Views
335
Groundhog_Day
Groundhog_Day
M
I'm scared of quitting my remote job because of my health and because it may fasten ctb
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5
Views
469
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
muu
Help a couple questions about methods
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8
Views
762
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
J
Jumping off point, Sydney Australia
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1
Views
315
davidtorez
davidtorez
prompt_critical
How dangerous is PSH/FSH practice?
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3
Views
414
Jadeith
J
absolute failure
Method Rope length
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1
Views
394
absolute failure
absolute failure
un.exist
Venting I hate this
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1
Views
296
itsgone2
I
LonelyPrince
Discussion Painless and peaceful death
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16
Views
894
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
eyeswithoutaface
not even that sad
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0
Views
216
eyeswithoutaface
eyeswithoutaface
almondmilk
Venting i want to take off my chest. some thoughts
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3
Views
381
barely_afloat
barely_afloat
S
Help Q’s on KN protocol & Random Q’s
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2
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1K
gothbird
gothbird
eyeswithoutaface
leaving soon
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5
Views
412
eyeswithoutaface
eyeswithoutaface
Unsure and Useless
Venting Island of Joy in a Sea of Despair
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3
Views
275
justanotherbody
justanotherbody
Busridin'26
Discussion Leaving a note. Do's & Don't's
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2
Views
525
doomedbynarrative
doomedbynarrative
Crematoryy
I feel disconnected
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1
Views
205
spacealiens
spacealiens
L
Venting I have everything I could ever ask for, but it doesn't fix what's broken.
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2
Views
484
leaning dream
L
Avril
Do any of you remember when you were smart?
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26
Views
889
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
H
Discussion Can I be traced from this website?
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11
Views
1K
inextremis
inextremis
T
Discussion Where can one CTB? I don't want to traumatize anyone.
Replies
9
Views
884
invisible4ever
invisible4ever
Siamese Believe
Why are ugly people expected to just accept it and move on? Why live like this when I can destroy this disgusting body that I was forced to exist in
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79
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5K
Morte
Morte
xeno112007
God
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8
Views
483
SufferingDev
SufferingDev
parnassius_mnemosyn
Help What happened to the ctb partner thread?
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16
Views
972
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
anotherlastchance
Usefull info from uncle fester on poison
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3
Views
506
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
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