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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
jellie
Venting love is making me crazy
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6
Views
426
R_N
R_N
FuneralCry
Venting Death would be a relief
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9
Views
709
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
revolutionnaire23
Venting He's such a liar
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3
Views
464
Iwillhavepeace
Iwillhavepeace
B
Survival instinct
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25
Views
3K
iwkmlol
I
FireFox
I was someone who really wanted to live
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17
Views
1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
B
If only
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0
Views
242
bigfishlittlefish
B
WAITING TO DIE
Staying alive for others.
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7
Views
447
Some place nice
Some place nice
ClockWorks
  • Question
Obtaining SN in Arab Region?
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5
Views
773
daydreams
daydreams
Amyend88
Venting F*** OFCOM
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6
Views
811
dernieresolution
D
TheShyOne
Hate life
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2
Views
305
ripberman
ripberman
D1byRam3n
Venting Afterlife
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3
Views
392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
rakanmain
Venting Too scared of the future because of social anxiety
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0
Views
244
rakanmain
rakanmain
FireFox
All I wanted was to be loved and the world instead gave me a lifetime of humiliation, disrespect and rejection from men
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0
Views
367
FireFox
FireFox
ToTheEgress
Venting If I don't succeed I will certainly end myself come summer
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1
Views
345
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
immankay1950
Help N in South America
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0
Views
297
immankay1950
immankay1950
Toobrokentofix
Vent Why am I STILL here? 😡
Replies
2
Views
324
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
immankay1950
Readily available drugs for peaceful ctb?
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2
Views
371
immankay1950
immankay1950
K
just venting
Replies
7
Views
334
chronicpain123
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5
  • Question
What’s the consensus on ordering a hit on yourself through the DarkNet?
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3
Views
463
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
yeahokbuddyboy
Discussion how will you send your note to your significant other
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8
Views
526
kilowatt
kilowatt
L I F E T O L O S E
Would running away from home be a better option or not?
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3
Views
341
L I F E T O L O S E
L I F E T O L O S E
N
Discussion Question about people who shoot their brains out to ctb
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3
Views
437
Mistiie
Mistiie
piddincir
Discussion “The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night.” thoughts on this?
Replies
17
Views
627
dancesponge
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immankay1950
SA SN
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0
Views
271
immankay1950
immankay1950
MythicalGriff
Venting I'm falling apart and I don't know what to do
Replies
11
Views
631
MythicalGriff
MythicalGriff
P
Help What thread is this? help
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0
Views
278
Podlerman
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Ichigo
Venting social anxiety
Replies
4
Views
393
springleaf
springleaf
lili
Would self inducing seizure or serotonin syndrome work as a method?
Replies
2
Views
409
lili
lili
Akanea
Help Any luck with getting SN delivered to western Europe recently?
Replies
16
Views
2K
immankay1950
immankay1950
FuneralCry
Venting Suicide is a relief rather than such a terrible tragedy.
Replies
13
Views
801
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
FloraKilter
Making a blood donation before CTB
Replies
2
Views
355
uncat_
uncat_
weonaestupida
Tired of me
Replies
1
Views
295
rosenwasser
rosenwasser
imsocold
Discussion Are you going to intentionally destroy or leave some of your things before you go?
Replies
6
Views
464
Tired_Dreamer
Tired_Dreamer
FuneralCry
Venting Does the summer weather make you wish to ctb even more?
Replies
48
Views
2K
ToTheEgress
ToTheEgress
MiMif
Do you ever feel like edgy for being suicidal?
Replies
11
Views
518
LonelyStarrySky
LonelyStarrySky
FuneralCry
Venting Suicide is something relieving, it’s self care
Replies
4
Views
547
Solo
Solo
Mistiie
How to prevent throwing up of morphine?
Replies
3
Views
360
piss
piss
M
Help will this work
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2
Views
322
moon123
M
donehere24
Is reagent grade SN good enough to CTB?
Replies
2
Views
400
Deleted member 65988
D
byebyeblondie
Discussion I just can’t anymore
Replies
10
Views
628
Hevn
H
Waiting for death
I’m trying my best but it’s fucking tough living a life without purpose or dreams.
Replies
4
Views
420
stoiccactus
stoiccactus
FlyAwayHoney
Anyone order SN from M*C source before?
Replies
3
Views
572
Wistful
Wistful
I
The river in my city is in flood. I'm considering going in tonight but I am scared.
Replies
5
Views
427
illAF
I
yeahokbuddyboy
Venting I want to go but I keep getting delayed
Replies
0
Views
263
yeahokbuddyboy
yeahokbuddyboy
LucifersIntrovert
Discussion Life question
Replies
4
Views
373
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
ripberman
Discussion Did this start early for you, and why? I don't understand it myself.
Replies
9
Views
438
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Parsek
Help SN source in Germany
Replies
2
Views
554
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
emptymiku
Venting god i cant do this anymore
Replies
5
Views
375
zeldalover
zeldalover
Iris Blue
What are the small things that make you happy when depressed
Replies
46
Views
1K
tiger b
tiger b
R
Help hopeless and powerless
Replies
2
Views
336
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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