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Suicide Discussion

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CocoToxBase
Venting Police harassment causing me to want CTB
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5
Views
560
Imprisoned
Imprisoned
A
Will Benzonatate overdose surely cause seizures?
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1
Views
346
todienomore
todienomore
TheLastGreySky
A morbid poem I wrote
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4
Views
461
Imprisoned
Imprisoned
LupuZ8
Story Share your story
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48
Views
3K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
EvisceratedJester
I love you all, i love you allso muxh!!!!! Please understand me..... please underatns me
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22
Views
1K
Labyrinth
Labyrinth
buttonfish
Venting I feel like I'm meant to ctb
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2
Views
333
MyLuckyStars
MyLuckyStars
M
Today Is My Birthday
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2
Views
318
Labyrinth
Labyrinth
bluegodism
i feel less pain, less agony as the day approaches.
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6
Views
407
bluegodism
bluegodism
Sleeper System
When a movie scene speaks to you...
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0
Views
349
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
ChronicPainExistent
Going to hang myself from a pull up bar in the shower. What knot to use?
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5
Views
1K
carac
carac
lu15007
Venting Nostalgia is a torture
Replies
7
Views
868
knux
knux
Lookingtoflyfree
The planning is giving me life, ironically
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3
Views
433
Lookingtoflyfree
Lookingtoflyfree
CemeteryPet
What can you do with prescription sleeping meds?
Replies
9
Views
711
CemeteryPet
CemeteryPet
turbomightbegone
Venting I relapsed today and now I sit in emptiness
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3
Views
399
UKscotty
U
shotgun
coming back
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1
Views
419
UKscotty
U
viljalauss
):
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4
Views
1K
CasTheFriendlyGhost
CasTheFriendlyGhost
loslassen
  • Question
losing someone to suicide?
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10
Views
610
PlasticFace
PlasticFace
CTB Dream
Venting Anti life
Replies
2
Views
601
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
ChronicPainExistent
Using an actual tourniquet and cornbags?
Replies
0
Views
430
ChronicPainExistent
ChronicPainExistent
PROJECT: Extase
Venting I hate myself for this
Replies
1
Views
432
rottenflesh
rottenflesh
greatgooglymoogly
Venting Sleep deprivation and fasting as self harm
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0
Views
321
greatgooglymoogly
greatgooglymoogly
FutureHanger
Discussion do you wonder how people figured out CTB info without this website or a background in biology?
Replies
6
Views
664
UKscotty
U
T
What happens after college will affect my decision
Replies
10
Views
1K
ThatStateOfMind
T
L
Venting Failed attempt to restart
Replies
2
Views
416
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
depressedginger
My first post
Replies
2
Views
436
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Csmith8827
Anyone else get satisfaction from goodbye threads?
Replies
41
Views
2K
Kasumi
Kasumi
M
Discussion Any suicidal academic, master's or doctorate students here? Algum estudante acadêmico, metrado ou doutorado aqui?
Replies
6
Views
647
figurehead
figurehead
prettycvnt
Looking for a friend?
Replies
16
Views
651
Minerva___
Minerva___
meddle
  • Question
if/when you cbt, what would/will you do about your loved ones?
Replies
9
Views
616
Forever Sleep
F
Dingusguy
Venting I feel so empty and tired
Replies
0
Views
316
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
Lost cherry
Venting I would love to chat with somebody
Replies
10
Views
549
depressedginger
depressedginger
P
Venting Fuck - I hate the new year and my thoughts about the past and how good it could be
Replies
4
Views
431
Aim
Aim
Giovannino224
Venting I want to lock myself in a room.
Replies
0
Views
297
Giovannino224
Giovannino224
L
Method Creating my own SN regimen
Replies
12
Views
1K
Aim
Aim
annxietty
When doing your best is not enough what can you even do?
Replies
4
Views
533
Forever Sleep
F
Darkover
I don't understand how the whole world ISN'T depressed
Replies
13
Views
634
caninecomposer
caninecomposer
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how the word “recovery” is used so much in regards to wanting to die
Replies
10
Views
595
zel
zel
Abbadab
Discussion Meeting someone you love when you know you're probably going to die
Replies
8
Views
795
zel
zel
RedHates
Venting Dysphoria and the Hate that comes with it.
Replies
4
Views
553
RedHates
RedHates
skyhigh7688
Anyone here from PH? Where to buy SN?
Replies
9
Views
962
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
N
I feel like I am in a zoo for suicidal people
Replies
11
Views
2K
noname223
N
N
Child abuse is equivalent to murder and should be punished like that! I AM SO FUCKING BROKEN!
Replies
24
Views
1K
amaluuk
amaluuk
farine_de_ble
Story VSED attempt log (Jan 2024)
Replies
7
Views
1K
Readytogo246
R
zeek
considering a shooting range suicide
Replies
32
Views
3K
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
Fulminare
Method Wanting to Help - SN Method
Replies
50
Views
4K
delayedcactus
D
Finalnight
Are you worried about what your last thoughts will be?
Replies
28
Views
873
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting It hurts to feel things.
Replies
5
Views
432
hopeless08
H
CannabisMuncher
Discussion Songs that feel like my life rn
Replies
11
Views
934
CannabisMuncher
CannabisMuncher
Darkover
What’s the point of living, if we are just going to die? [serious]
Replies
16
Views
722
Princess_Kitty
Princess_Kitty
B
Gun size?
Replies
6
Views
824
breezeboy
breezeboy
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