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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
CTB Dream
Soul suck
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5
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358
Tears in Rain
Tears in Rain
S
Does anyone feel like their decision to CTB is getting easier by the day?
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8
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745
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
T
Venting it never gets better
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1
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317
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Venting I wanna die so much right now but no chance because I'm not alone and undisturbed
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3
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314
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
NSFW i wanna kill myself but my self preservation instincts are preventing it
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4
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746
nathan.melikov1@out
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slightoverlooked
Venting im mentally exhausted
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2
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374
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
thedevilwithin
Discussion what is that one thing you constantly think about?
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45
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2K
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
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emotional neglect in childhood?
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1
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322
suicidesheep31.1
suicidesheep31.1
struggles_inc
Discussion Do you guys have friends?
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36
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1K
Shimidori
Shimidori
Yuki K
  • Question
If someone found out that you were using this forum, what would you do? What would they do?
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65
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3K
Peerless_Cucumber
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P
Venting It makes me sad thinking about how much I loved New Years Eve when I was young and life was great
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15
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891
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Darkover
It sucks when you wake up and the only thing you look forward to is sleeping again
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5
Views
355
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
new2blue
Discussion Finally settled on a plan
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3
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535
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Five Last Acts download link
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9
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6K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
T
i love my parents (i hate them)
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0
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232
theanonymousssly
T
leavingthesoultrap
I feel like doing it tomorrow.
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1
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250
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
J
Help Caffeine overdose
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10
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2K
Anri_wants_peace
Anri_wants_peace
Darkover
Life isn't worth living
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7
Views
386
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Discussion At what time of the day do you guys feel the most suicidal?
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68
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3K
prtsn
prtsn
Silly Bean
Bye bye!!
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15
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2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CannabisMuncher
Venting New year, no me
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3
Views
346
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
S
Help any things at home one could use to try to feel high-like?
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9
Views
733
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
leavingthesoultrap
Venting existence
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5
Views
415
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
underscore_nine
does anyone have a code word they use to refer to CTB?
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13
Views
558
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
wistfulness
AITA? Teen Caretaker (Repost)
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5
Views
406
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Darkover
never existing is better then life
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4
Views
378
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
MrDarkness
Discussion Samurai death/suicide poems
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7
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1K
Peerless_Cucumber
P
M
Discussion If I jumped from the middle floor of my apartment like this one what would happen and how painful would it be ?
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8
Views
677
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
G
I'm new here
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14
Views
523
Pg.964
Pg.964
H
Venting Save me
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4
Views
562
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Abyssal
Venting I wonder how many lurkers hate me
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15
Views
941
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
ringo99
Which celebrity who died by ctb did you truly miss and felt left a meaningful impact on your life when they were alive?
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7
Views
596
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
zombiegirl
confession
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5
Views
668
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
L
Any ideas on how to have the cops find me after I’ve drowned?
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3
Views
362
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
inaminute
Please help
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3
Views
388
inaminute
inaminute
F
  • Poll
Discussion Given the choice, would you have been born in the first place? Poll
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56
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3K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
H
Venting My first suicidal depression
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0
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259
hopeless08
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Zebulon
How much is a megadose benzos?
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2
Views
305
Zebulon
Zebulon
R
who keeps checking the forum frequently for a magical source of N to suddenly appear?
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22
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1K
ayeyiyi
ayeyiyi
bunny_brownie9
SN and psych meds, would they interact?
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5
Views
442
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
V
Od on paracetemol
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7
Views
347
Praestat_Mori
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D
  • Question
Discussion Have antidepressants done anything for you?
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5
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428
cold_severance
C
Return2themoonlight
Discussion What do you desire ?🤔
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38
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1K
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
AliceinNeverland
Have my sn and meto, not sure how to feel
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3
Views
311
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Euthanasia
Method I live in Korea.
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21
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2K
_apathetic
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Discussion Over 50,000 Americans died of suicide in 2023
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10
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734
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
TheGoodGuy
Adult life isn´t worth living
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27
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3K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Hellish Ore
Help Antiemetics for SN
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2
Views
319
Mateira
M
acey
27 Club
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15
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1K
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
Janine
Help Dimenhydrinat as an antiemetic?
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0
Views
239
Janine
Janine
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