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Suicide Discussion

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Darkover
I don't understand how the whole world ISN'T depressed
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13
Views
585
caninecomposer
caninecomposer
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how the word “recovery” is used so much in regards to wanting to die
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10
Views
557
zel
zel
Abbadab
Discussion Meeting someone you love when you know you're probably going to die
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8
Views
737
zel
zel
RedHates
Venting Dysphoria and the Hate that comes with it.
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4
Views
511
RedHates
RedHates
skyhigh7688
Anyone here from PH? Where to buy SN?
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9
Views
925
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
N
I feel like I am in a zoo for suicidal people
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11
Views
2K
noname223
N
N
Child abuse is equivalent to murder and should be punished like that! I AM SO FUCKING BROKEN!
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24
Views
1K
amaluuk
amaluuk
farine_de_ble
Story VSED attempt log (Jan 2024)
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7
Views
898
Readytogo246
R
zeek
considering a shooting range suicide
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32
Views
3K
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
Fulminare
Method Wanting to Help - SN Method
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50
Views
4K
delayedcactus
D
Finalnight
Are you worried about what your last thoughts will be?
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28
Views
821
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting It hurts to feel things.
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5
Views
391
hopeless08
H
CannabisMuncher
Discussion Songs that feel like my life rn
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11
Views
888
CannabisMuncher
CannabisMuncher
Darkover
What’s the point of living, if we are just going to die? [serious]
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16
Views
687
Princess_Kitty
Princess_Kitty
B
Gun size?
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6
Views
734
breezeboy
breezeboy
T
29 male - trapped and so tired - SN - part 1
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0
Views
315
TwoWaysOnly
T
Life_and_Death
Venting Privileged Recovery
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2
Views
335
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
lifeeternal
any good over the counter appetite suppressant?
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3
Views
327
lifeeternal
lifeeternal
temporaryscum
SN arrived, feel slightly less anxious. This makes me want to die even more, however.
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15
Views
891
stuckinthemud
S
bloodystarzklt
suffering only hurts
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4
Views
296
bloodystarzklt
bloodystarzklt
TAW122
[Article] One is not really 'free to CTB' unless it is an inalienable right and without grave risks!
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10
Views
698
TAW122
TAW122
Miku _fanboy101
Venting So distasteful
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2
Views
621
Miku _fanboy101
Miku _fanboy101
Hysteria
My Nightmare
Replies
7
Views
588
Hysteria
Hysteria
dreaming_of_pearl
Venting Why did it have to be me who was dealt a shitty hand??
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0
Views
308
dreaming_of_pearl
dreaming_of_pearl
Labyrinth
Help Suggestions for a date to board the bus?
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3
Views
318
Silo2938
S
Zebulon
Anyone else to drained to even post/look at the forum?
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21
Views
1K
hopeless08
H
L
Discussion I’m so fucking done
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2
Views
372
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MikUma
Method HOW??
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4
Views
875
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Goodbye (SN)
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54
Views
3K
Lost in a Dream
L
D
ctb location?
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7
Views
556
delayedcactus
D
bluegodism
my day is coming
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2
Views
329
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
walkingdead2023
Method I got my Rifle
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3
Views
452
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
O
Eclipse
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1
Views
295
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
I think today will be my last day.
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3
Views
386
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
why is there so much suffering?
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8
Views
424
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Discussion suicide notes and hanging
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2
Views
475
chiaseedd
C
CannabisMuncher
Resource My wishlist on amazon for hanging materials
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5
Views
1K
CannabisMuncher
CannabisMuncher
bigwomanbigwoman123
so many people have to die. so many people who have families and want to keep living get killed. why the fuck am i alive? im literally useless
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9
Views
540
Forever Sleep
F
bonemilk
how would brain damage from a failed CTB attempt affect living?
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4
Views
473
AngelTears
AngelTears
DarkEaterMidir
  • Question
Help Can these beams hold me?
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7
Views
515
rozeske
R
Nortu
Venting Small vent
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0
Views
227
Nortu
Nortu
F
The most secure way to succeed with Nitrogen and replace the exit bag
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7
Views
4K
Tears in Rain
Tears in Rain
zeek
Venting i cant take it anymore
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2
Views
377
nembutal
nembutal
I
Wish me luck, tylenol and alchohol
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14
Views
611
Praestat_Mori
P
Darkover
Death is the only door to the prison
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0
Views
231
Darkover
Darkover
K
Have Realized What I Really Want
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1
Views
317
Buh-bye!
B
Mistiie
Venting Too scared to get a job to pay for a ticket for the bus
Replies
3
Views
468
PrettyPotato
PrettyPotato
K
Why has everyone i trusted betrayed me in the end?
Replies
10
Views
641
kirua
K
B
Venting Hurt
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7
Views
939
bluexapalooza
B
soniaimi
Help How can i make bleeding more effective and without the risk of cutting a tendon or a nerve
Replies
2
Views
461
logi3535
logi3535
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