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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Help Is this SI or something else? Ordered SN to move forward with CTB, but a rush of anxiety / panic is freaking me out. Advice is appreciated
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heysunshine
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TAW122
This is why the label of “mental” is far more insidious and offensive than simply being labeled “bad”
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10
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740
TAW122
TAW122
corpsebridesmaid
Venting I have no other choice. I’ve ruined my whole life.
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3
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826
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
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Venting My ever continuing self harm chronicles
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0
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368
deletedaccount30982
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st4r53t
Discussion Suicidal Thoughts
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11
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564
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
fatty44
Do I just have a weak character?
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8
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686
UKscotty
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Q
What's the point
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4
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891
Que hart
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What a sad excuse for a life
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1
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384
lotus11
lotus11
ctbcat
i keep ignoring things thinking that...
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0
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328
ctbcat
ctbcat
The Burning Fool
Unsurvivable, painless method or I'm out of ideas
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17
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878
The Schizoid
The Schizoid
Henryk
Have you already written your suicide note?
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65
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2K
melons0da
melons0da
FuneralCry
Venting Existence is what is bad rather than suicide
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0
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416
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BodyOfDaffodil
NSFW Incomprehensible
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12
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1K
melons0da
melons0da
notforl0ng
Method Heroin + hypothermia + bag around head, advice?
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3
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725
rozeske
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Discussion How many have left us?
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4
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504
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
DEATH IS FREEDOM
The devil creates this world
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3
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447
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HealMyBrain
Would prefer to just do nothing forever
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9
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951
lotus11
lotus11
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Help is there any chemical or method that made me deaf?
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2
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419
Alex Fermentopathy
Alex Fermentopathy
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SN without medication against nausea
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5
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631
Agon321
Agon321
wastingpotential
Story my accidental near death experience
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2
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772
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
traintracks.mp3
Help Complications with carbon monoxide?
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3
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758
_Broken_alice
_Broken_alice
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Discussion The panic between drinking sn and death
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0
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421
Candleburn
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FireFox
This month I have experienced the worst harassment from the reddit moderators, while reddit contiunes to preach about suicide prevention
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5
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951
R_N
R_N
S
EEBD kit + Nitrogen
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22
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2K
Shunya
S
cjs0712
Little seizure(?) after getting up from the bed.
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6
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537
lostinwoe
lostinwoe
I
Friends, I am in pain. My heart is aching. Tears of hopelessness visit me each day. I am dying on the inside, and its hard to take much more
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16
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746
grahf
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C
Why bother
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2
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456
CyanideAndSugar
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tinyghost
Venting im back, and traumatized
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6
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1K
tinyghost
tinyghost
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Venting Sucks when you've been brainwashed your entire life and you have to relearn how to be a decent human
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2
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364
cjs0712
cjs0712
ineverlived
should i use antidepressants?
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3
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293
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
I
MDS Order Has Arrived
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16
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1K
cjs0712
cjs0712
lotheb_5drop
Help I cut my own thigh on occaison, does this not neccesarily mean I have issues?
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7
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573
Forever Sleep
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K
Bagged SN
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1
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315
cjs0712
cjs0712
dotdotdotdot
Help i hit the carotid artery but didnt pass out
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4
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720
26mmmm
2
LunarCharm
Life is strange
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1
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634
jjnsjso44458
jjnsjso44458
K
Resource Ordered and waiting for SN and meds, but can't rely on the source so I need an alternative source
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5
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987
Kalista
K
whotookmylexapro
Venting “They had so much potential”
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6
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625
MindFog
MindFog
fishygirl
i failed a half-assed attempt like a loser
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9
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1K
devilsnjd
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BlackBlood6
Help 3rd failed attempt. night-night no good for me I guess
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2
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674
MiMif
MiMif
Bouquet
Venting Not being beautiful makes me wanna die
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2
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358
Heidi48
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OmoriFan
Venting Why am i this way?
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1
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573
Archness
Archness
august4you
Venting Counseling didn’t help and now I feel worse
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1
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473
Archness
Archness
saYori2l_ve
Goodbye to the world
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18
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1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
kindalone
How do you even get the strength to properly plan and research this stuff?
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10
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1K
coinflip
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m1dn1ghtmyst3ry
Getting my first job soon. One of the things I will be getting on my paycheck is a rope.
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9
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700
m1dn1ghtmyst3ry
m1dn1ghtmyst3ry
sunny
Venting parents ruined my ability to ask for help
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0
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400
sunny
sunny
wildbluekiss
Method is rat poison lethal?
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17
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1K
BrainShower
BrainShower
emptymiku
the only thing i know about myself is that i am irredeemable and i don't deserve happiness
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2
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381
Raven_Nevermore
Raven_Nevermore
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Venting i cant think anymore
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2
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363
Hollowman
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D
9 out of 10 people who attempt suicide and survive will not go on to attempt suicide at a later date
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66
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4K
DreamEnd
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