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indefinitelynumb444

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Feb 17, 2024
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Holy shit my SN order just arrived from the old MDS source, I'm in a bit of shock I didn't think it was coming after the shut down.. I'm feeling less in a place to take it, I'm honestly scared to have it in my possession but I don't want to get rid of it. Heres to hoping I have the strength to hold on to it until I need it. I dont want to rush to CTB without having my affairs in order first but holy fucking shit I could do this right now if I wanted to....
 
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Goku Black

Goku Black

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It's a surreal feeling to know you have it within your grasp, it'll take time to settle in. Surprised you got it though considering recent developments but I'm sure it must've been an older order.
 
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Dliena

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Dec 22, 2023
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That's good news OP and I hope you'll soon be one with eternal peace whenever it's your time.
 
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indefinitelynumb444

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It's a surreal feeling to know you have it within your grasp, it'll take time to settle in. Surprised you got it though considering recent developments but I'm sure it must've been an older order.
Thats the best way to describe it, very surreal....Yes I ordered in late Feb. Im grateful I found the source before it got pulled down, I made it under the wire by about a week or two.
 
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Thats the best way to describe it, very surreal....Yes I ordered in late Feb. Im grateful I found the source before it got pulled down, I made it under the wire by about a week or two.
You got it just in the nick of time then. I felt the same way when I got my sn last year, it's very odd but surreal.
 
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Sep 30, 2023
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Thats the best way to describe it, very surreal....Yes I ordered in late Feb. Im grateful I found the source before it got pulled down, I made it under the wire by about a week or two.
can you PM me the link to the source?
 
restless.dreams

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Feb 7, 2024
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Good to hear it arrived safely. Take your time, there's no need to rush <3
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

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Jul 23, 2023
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so glad to hear this. i was concerned about meat curing hobbyists!
 
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SVEN

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Apr 3, 2023
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Good for you, just get it stashed, that should take a lot of pressure off now you know it's there if desired. Congratulations.
 
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FuneralCry

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I wish you the best.
 
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uniqueusername4

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Aug 13, 2023
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Nice! Are you in the US? & when did you order? I am hoping mine still comes as well, ordered on February 24th.
can you PM me the link to the source?
The source has been shut down since their order.
 
Onomatopoeia

Onomatopoeia

Student
Feb 17, 2024
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Holy shit my SN order just arrived from the old MDS source, I'm in a bit of shock I didn't think it was coming after the shut down.. I'm feeling less in a place to take it, I'm honestly scared to have it in my possession but I don't want to get rid of it. Heres to hoping I have the strength to hold on to it until I need it. I dont want to rush to CTB without having my affairs in order first but holy fucking shit I could do this right now if I wanted to....

Wow. Just curious, when did you order it? He got busted late last year. You got lucky not only to receive it, but to receive it with, from what it sounds like, no hassle.

EDIT: sorry, I may me confusing the MDS (Ukraine) guy with the Canadian (Law) guy?
 
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devilsnjd

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Feb 16, 2024
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Been waiting on my MDS order since Feb 11 (28 days). Hope it reaches me soon…
 
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indefinitelynumb444

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Feb 17, 2024
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Wow. Just curious, when did you order it? He got busted late last year. You got lucky not only to receive it, but to receive it with, from what it sounds like, no hassle.

EDIT: sorry, I may me confusing the MDS (Ukraine) guy with the Canadian (Law) guy?
Yeah the MDS Ukraine website was only shut down in the past couple weeks, I just slipped in under the wire thankfully and with no wellness checks
 
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Onomatopoeia

Onomatopoeia

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Feb 17, 2024
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Yeah the MDS Ukraine website was only shut down in the past couple weeks, I just slipped in under the wire thankfully and with no wellness checks

You definitely should find somewhere other than your home/bedroom to store it. "They" know.
 
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cjs0712

cjs0712

Waiting to die
Feb 8, 2024
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I am jealous.. It must feel relaxing that now you have a way out. Good for you. Just think through before you make the final decision.
 
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