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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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682
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Someplace_nice
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1
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476
U. A.
U. A.
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10
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683
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Linda
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3
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619
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EmptyBottle
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2
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377
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
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10
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749
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12
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TheShadowQueen
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  • Poll
Discussion Does anyone else feel like they're too self aware for therapeutic coping strategies?
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2
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395
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ForsakenEcho
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Thunderstorm
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1
Views
312
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GhostInTheMachine
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  • Question
Help How do I talk to my therapist about wanting to die?
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8
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866
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TheShadowQueen
DeusVult
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1
Views
335
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BeansOfRequirement
unexplainedExplorer
everything cancels out
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5
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583
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hippiedeath
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Story I want to get better but feel like it's never gonna happen
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7
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M19R
Help Job hours cut to nothing. How to keep moving?
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15
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Resource the forever decision: book that seems helpful :-)
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0
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324
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hippiedeath
I just saved my mother's life
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14
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717
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hippiedeath
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I got a job but I still feel empty
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8
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977
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1
Views
391
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2
Views
527
RedHates
RedHates
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8
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719
Haibane-renmei-reki
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Remeron/Mirtazapine stopped working
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3
Views
428
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hikaru13
Giving life another chance (for now)
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717
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Sad.L0lly
Estou viva.
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2
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793
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Stories growing out of feeling as an outcast?
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2
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479
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usernamesarehard
rainwillneverstop
Resource Self Harm Resources
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22
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EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
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How to get tested for a mental condition
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742
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2
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495
usernamesarehard
usernamesarehard
tomoki
Discussion How old are you and how long have you been depressed or suicidal?
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438
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59K
Vlad Tepes
Vlad Tepes
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Venting Please, help me
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821
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OvercastingClouds
  • Question
Experience with Lexapro?
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9
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942
dewdrop
dewdrop
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Venting I hate interacting with the outsider world
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1
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499
timf
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Venting Back to normal?
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2
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523
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su1c1dal-dungeon
asking for a crisis screening
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1
Views
323
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
TheEmptyGuy
Emptiness
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3
Views
357
FishRain3469
FishRain3469
trying ungracefully
Venting It's hard going outside
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19
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2K
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
Average Joe
Venting Why is it that I know what to do to improve my mood yet I ignore it and wallow in my misery?
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17
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2K
Average Joe
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Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting family think i am demonically possessed
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3
Views
535
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Beavisandbutthead
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I actually felt better!!
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2
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356
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
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Replacing drinking with smoking
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12
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724
death_bed221
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Weed and suicidality
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9
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775
istherehope
istherehope
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Help How to snap out of, prevent or calm down from a suicidal crisis?
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3
Views
494
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coolgal82
i dont wanna die anymore
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11
Views
987
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webb&flow
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