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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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562
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664
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799
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2
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506
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642
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887
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XKZyn
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3
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477
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LifeIsASadist
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469
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375
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589
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EmptyBottle
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As someone who used to suffer from PTSD
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4
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375
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mirror_mercury
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3
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571
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sheeplit
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Ups and downs of recovery
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12
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845
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1
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353
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10
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739
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658
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711
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Venting I'm scared I might snap.
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589
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2
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532
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1
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391
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Discussion i want to love
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5
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558
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Dejected 55
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Venting i don't know how to express my feeling anymore
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5
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512
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ElTopo
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Where is the hope
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486
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797
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495
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14
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880
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heldbyone
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6
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611
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I hate all therapists
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GPT and complex trauma
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979
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474
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Venting It just keeps getting mad.
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1
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346
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1
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291
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Spike Spiegel
Is it weird I don't want to get fully better ?
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2
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403
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0
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284
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362
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Venting maybe strarve myself?
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1
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446
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