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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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Any anhedonia recovery stories?
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silkwings
Help reverse effects of smoking without quitting?
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niawscm
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BetweenRadioStations
It’s good to be back, kinda
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1
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578
timf
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Azzuree
Help Wanting to recover, but struggling to find a reason to do so. How can I find my own reason to live?
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Bleedingheartbeat
Bleedingheartbeat
The Wonderful world of Bipolar!
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hamvil
Q
Burdening your friends with the knowledge that you are seriously considering CTB...
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22
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BrightAndDark
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etherealdemise
Trying to recover but mother is suffocating me
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2
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700
UsagiDrop
UsagiDrop
Ambivalent1
How does one think less emotionally and more logically?
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14
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jonghyun
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I am so glad I stayed, but sometimes I’m not.
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Mord.
Mord.
annxietty
The date is approaching
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1
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619
Bleedingheartbeat
Bleedingheartbeat
C
Making bad decisions because the prospect of suicide
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9
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1K
somedayillbefree
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PAfb_640
Do you guys made friends on this site? Heck, do you even made friends from "online friends"?
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28
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Kittzuni
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EmpathyMinded
Cleaning up on the outside to reflect the me that’s inside
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0
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536
EmpathyMinded
EmpathyMinded
IWasColdBesideYou
why do i always get worse when i start getting better
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3
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762
parader
parader
mr.smileysad
top five songs for depressed people pt. 3
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12
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FullCircle
FullCircle
kindalone
Friend saw this site in my bookmarks
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5
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842
kindalone
kindalone
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Story Ruined my life (apparently I was told my vent should be in recovery instead)
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2
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740
thisismyusername
thisismyusername
todienomore
[ebook] Nutrient Power: Heal Your Biochemistry and Heal Your Brain (2014)
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1
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638
timf
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commonloon
Shower thoughts on the two sides of SI
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9
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cherrysquick
cherrysquick
bpdrecovery
talk about something that makes you feel good
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8
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1K
Housefly
Housefly
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There's any way to erase/lose memories?
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4
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931
timf
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an_alias
Story Leaving
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1
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774
Tuurngait
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mosai1que
Help There is no ‘other place’, im trapped here. Self delusion. wtf do i do now
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5
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806
mosai1que
mosai1que
Housefly
Story Seeking attention? Say your suicidal.
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5
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1K
Housefly
Housefly
SpiderLink
Discussion What’s your favourite quote that resonates with how you feel? Wether that’s good or bad
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8
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820
hdiriq
hdiriq
wishicouldgoback
Psychiatry is fake and mental illness is really inflammation of the brain?
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102
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deathLiberation
deathLiberation
storeboughtisfine
I caved in and told my loved ones I'm unwell
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11
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1K
Artictart
Artictart
mosai1que
How do you deal with other peoples self harm? / being triggered?
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12
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980
iamalreadydead
iamalreadydead
sashimi_
fake activism
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8
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RedHotRage
RedHotRage
MoonlitNight
How do you deal with violent thoughts
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4
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672
hamvil
hamvil
symphony
Suicidal people trying to stay alive - how do you manage it?
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29
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Hirokami
Hirokami
Housefly
Discussion Am I recovering or is this just PDD
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3
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715
TydalWave
TydalWave
mosai1que
I know i would be sobbing rn if i wasnt on medication
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12
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909
Twistedliesinside
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SantasHelper
Help Anti Depressants help with Suicidal Thoughts?
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19
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bruised
bruised
Zetsubou
Story Update on my psych appointment
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3
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814
mosai1que
mosai1que
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Discussion Staying Alive
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EmpathyMinded
EmpathyMinded
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Why people want to CTB is not about a lack of $, power, family, or a partner, it is (mostly)...
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18
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Housefly
Housefly
Square251
Help Urge to cut.
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6
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864
EmpathyMinded
EmpathyMinded
darklight442
i need some reasons to live
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9
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charlotte_
charlotte_
nawee
How do I overcome emptiness?
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7
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nawee
nawee
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Can you afford to be weak?
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5
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778
Forever Sleep
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Ambivalent1
How do I learn to stop having high expectations of others and of life?
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Forever Sleep
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storeboughtisfine
Discussion Self Sabotage
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7
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Water-Lily
wait.what
Resource Trans Lifeline now 24/7
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0
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773
wait.what
wait.what
unexplainedExplorer
self care progress, anyone?
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20
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KrowaKovsky
storeboughtisfine
Successful Day
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2
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570
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UsagiDrop
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Discussion Scared of Recovery
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20
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BlissCore
Deadweight
Help Ambivalence
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1
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695
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your reasons to not kill yourself
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iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
sashimi_
Help dealing with harrassment
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msocks
msocks
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