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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
FutureHanger
Help How do I cope with constant survival mode, being too drained to do anything I don't have to do and never being able to just fall asleep?
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6
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902
Valky
Valky
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Help has anyone ran into people being scared of your suicidal thoughts?
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23
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Valky
O
How do you know if you’re not fixable or are fixable but really stubborn?
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5
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637
Valky
Valky
C
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3
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613
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Abandoned Character
Rudy Fransisco, Spoken Word
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0
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290
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
nonentity
Help Crisis center?
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3
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570
alcoholicnboredom
alcoholicnboredom
platypusfan
Your arguments against nihilism?
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32
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2K
CrescendoChiller
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Does anyone else find it difficult to physically speak when feeling suicidal?
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3
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653
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
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Being compared to a parent
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2
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523
Valky
Valky
itchygator
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Discussion Where is Your personal getaway?
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12
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1K
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Valky
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Obsession after getting rap*d?
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8
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1K
Valky
Valky
ForgottenAgain
Help Going back to work or continuing sick leave
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5
Views
780
Valky
Valky
I
My dad is my biggest abuser
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2
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482
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
Ambivalent1
Which patients are a lost cause?
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9
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851
Valky
Valky
livingwishtodie
what does everyone think on this ?
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3
Views
460
livingwishtodie
livingwishtodie
kawaiiphantom
Leaving this site- thank you everyone who was ever kind to me :)
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12
Views
979
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
deaddovedonoteat
Story I did my autism assessment and it came as not autistic
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18
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2K
sserafim
sserafim
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Discussion Do you actually think things will get better?
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29
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2K
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
Life_and_Death
Everyone needs to know they're enough now and again
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8
Views
810
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
Tired_of_myself
I think about CTB every day
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11
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1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
CuriosityAndCat
Story Short Vent: Drug Side Affects
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7
Views
676
CuriosityAndCat
CuriosityAndCat
WhatPowerIs
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6
Views
755
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
J
  • Question
How to gain more self discipline?
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7
Views
776
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
gggy
Leaving this site
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11
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1K
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
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Help How to get myself to clean my room 🧹☁️
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16
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1K
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
wasteandvoid
Vent I am worthless
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6
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1K
CTBKnight
CTBKnight
rxttingaway
Help CTB due to BPD and feeling like im abusive, any advice?
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3
Views
567
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
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What would you have missed if you were dead this morning?
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73
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6K
BitSad
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Abandoned Character
Good vibes EDM Song Recc
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0
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343
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
wasteandvoid
Discussion Do you hate yourself for being gay/bi
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26
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2K
Minsu
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Ambivalent1
Trauma survivors: Have you followed David Goggins' advice to "Get comfortable with being uncomfortable" and to "Love your suffering"?
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10
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1K
CuriosityAndCat
CuriosityAndCat
I
My psychiatrist abused me
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14
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2K
ihatemyparents
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Has anyone tried cannabis oil?
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2
Views
454
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
ForgottenAgain
Story My psychotic episodes feel too real and I think they're reality
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0
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461
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
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Starving myself for school is making me insane
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20
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1K
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Final_Choice
NeverEndingPain
Housebound
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15
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1K
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kawaiiphantom
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How do I deal with my feelings?
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2
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571
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
J
Story I Didn’t Have a Panic Attack!
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6
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736
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kawaiiphantom
missmyworld
Is being lonely your whole life better than having affection but losing it all?
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17
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1K
Homo erectus
Homo erectus
S
Help Anyone else feel really uncomfortable with people knowing you?
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3
Views
581
Final_Choice
Final_Choice
Dangerdonkey333
What kind of weird emotion/state of mind do you find comforting?
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26
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2K
Dliena
Dliena
apgpfk
i had an anxiety attack
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4
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562
UsagiDrop
UsagiDrop
ReadyOrNot?
How did you gain hope again?
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4
Views
517
Andrews
Andrews
cali22♡
Leave Home
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2
Views
511
spectraltease
spectraltease
C
Having a hard time Switching from CTB to recovery
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2
Views
431
cherry7
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slightoverlooked
recovery is hard (vent)
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5
Views
734
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
Romeo's Dying Wish
Discussion I have lost all hope of ever becoming a part of society.
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4
Views
743
whats_the_point
whats_the_point
ForgottenAgain
Discussion I'm starting to question therapy
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1
Views
477
KafkaF
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SexyIncél
Story I had a dream last night. Not a nightmare
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0
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467
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
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There’s just nothing good for me to look forward to
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5
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632
eternaldream
eternaldream
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