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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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Life_and_Death
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671
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CuriosityAndCat
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Discussion Could I Be Autistic?
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2
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590
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Resource A clear net site for accessing cannabis oil, edibles etc
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LittleJem
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Weed for social anxiety?
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PixelPlant
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Help How do I find an intrinsic reason to live?
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837
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Diet
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dragonofenvy
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CuriosityAndCat
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im getting better (I think)
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2
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428
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Dliena
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Honestly would consider being able to kill myself recovery at this point
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3
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683
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I Feel I Am Beyond Recovery
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12
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969
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CuriosityAndCat
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1
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507
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Resource PTSD and CPTSD Recovery Discord
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523
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Posting about sourdough in a suicide forum because I am still here.
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838
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carac
future.
too much expectation
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1
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449
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CuriosityAndCat
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Radical sleep treatment for depression
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1
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674
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1
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405
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Help Job searching
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Back to work
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depressed for years......
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Depersonalization disorder and OCD
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I want to get a job but the prospect gives me suicidal thoughts. It just seems easier to die.
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The Pain Won't End
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RosebyAnyName
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Alternatives to standard treatments?
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TheLastGreySky
I want something real.
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Help Suddenly struggling
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0
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406
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Need support please
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3
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sanction
Anyone struggling to recover?
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Cloud Busting
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Help CPTSD Freeze and collapse
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