Discussion You've just consumed 20g of SN. What do you do in your last moments?

[Soul]

I will have wiped my electronic devices already, so I'll just lie down, put on my music and concentrate on not puking.

 

[Kta1994]

I think ill be too worried if i throw up or not

 

[lostangel]

Title (assuming you took meto and tagamet).

Me I would probably make a final goodbye thread, then shut off electronics and try to sleep.

listen to mac miller and make update posts on SS on how I'm feeling since I took it

 

[Mbound]

Listen to Smother by Daughter on repeat.

God, I love her and that song.

 

[No_more]

What is SN?

 

[Raggas]

What is SN?

Sodium Nitrite. A lethal substance when consumed at the right dose in water (20g).

 

[Done182]

Play this song

 

[iix.em]

Play this song

perfect

 

[LuxelDrief]

Gonna jam some Coldplay and maybe pop up in the chat, who knows...

 

[Halo13]

Honestly? Come here. I'm really relieved by the fact I won't be alone at the very end of it all. Back when I just lurked, I found it very touching how comforting others were to anyone nearing their death.

 

[Rex2019]

Title (assuming you took meto and tagamet).

Me I would probably make a final goodbye thread, then shut off electronics and try to sleep.

If I am at home then like many others said, I will listen to my favorite songs, lay back and relax. If I am outdoors, I guess I'll lie down and watch the sky and nature around me.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

I would like to make a goodbye thread and describe the experience to others while I'm conscious since there's not so much information about SN, but I'm afraid that I could black out before logging off of SS and further add to the bad reputation of this site if anyone looks at what I was doing online while I killed myself. It would be the second time that would happen to the forum in a year.

 

[H2H2]

I would probably freak out, have last minute doubts and cry of fear and helplessness until the SN kicked in.

No amount of suffering in my life has made me closer to a peaceful suicide. Its going to be scary and full of sadness, tears and dissapointment no matter what.

 

[aneurysm]

meditating

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

try to message a close online friend as long as I'm still able to type

 

[ImsooDone1N]

I'd make sure my computer & phone are totally wiped. I'd have to burn a list of contacts, and probably a lot of my writing. Then down a handful of xanax. I think pm a few people goodbyes as well. That's it.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

When i last attempted SN i just got in the bed went to sleep praying not to wake up.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Meditate, and say over and over "go to the clear light of the void." That is what Buddhists say on their dying bed.

 

[Nanimoaru]

Provided im not at home, i would call and say my goodbyes then turn off my phone or at the very least put it on airplane mode or do not disturb
Say my goodbyes to you lovely peeps
I have childish gambino's flight of the navigator on my phone so i would play that on repeat and look at the stars while smoking my last cig

 

[Roger]

When i last attempted SN i just got in the bed went to sleep praying not to wake up.

When did you last attempt ?
Why do you think you didn't succeed ?

 

[nzdarkshark]

I'd probably either make, or update my goodbye thread on here - say a final goodbye to my friend who supports my desision, then i'd get into bed and put my playlist on.
That's what I plan to do anyway.

 

[thrwaway99]

I'd go to bed.

 

[SelfHatingAspie]

Put my headphones on, start playing Moon Safari by Air and close my eyes.

 

[Nootnoot]

Reformat my PC and delete my browser history...

 

[SelfHatingAspie]

Reformat my PC and delete my browser history...

No suicide note to Pinga?

(I wish I thought of "Nootnoot" for a user name ... darn)

 

[Baskol1]

No suicide note to Pinga?

(I wish I thought of "Nootnoot" for a user name ... darn)

Pingu is suicidal now too?

 

[woxihuanni]

Meditate, and say over and over "go to the clear light of the void." That is what Buddhists say on their dying bed.

That'd horrify me in my last moments, don't like the light. Go to the quiet darkness is more like it.

I would probably freak out, have last minute doubts and cry of fear and helplessness until the SN kicked in.

No amount of suffering in my life has made me closer to a peaceful suicide. Its going to be scary and full of sadness, tears and dissapointment no matter what.

Indeed I may also at last cry. There is so much unfulfilled potential to leave behind. A fuckup is what it is.

 

[AbandonedStudio]

Enjoy the warmth of the sun while listening to music.

 

[Dubs]

Do we have any good estimates for time from taking it until unconsciousness?

 

[Subhuman]

Do we have any good estimates for time from taking it until unconsciousness?

12 minutes