“yOUr LiFe iS VaLUaBlE”

[starboy2k]

I try not to laugh every time I remember someone trying to give me the "your life is valuable don't die" bullshit when I slip up and mention Im suicidal.

My life is far from valuable lol.

I was born from the womb of a fucking idiot who was not only mentally ill, couldn't stay out of the shelter, was every form of abusive to the child she already had (my older sibling), tried to baby trap a man while being pregnant with me (never showed up, my fathers name isn't even on my birth certificate), but she was too stupid to not consider abortion at all…AND IT WAS LEGAL.

I was born out of impulsiveness, manipulation, irresponsibility, and pure stupidity. My life is as valuable as a condom in Charlie Sheen's back pocket. Im borderline retarded, addicted to anything that doesn't make me feel like shit until it does, and I have the mental capacity of an empty water bottle.

The ONLY redeeming qualities I can think of is the fact that Im sorta funny, Im naturally slim (fast metabolism from the possibility of my biological mother doing crack) I haven't murdered anyone, and Im not a pedo. That is literally the BARE MINIMUM. Other than that aint shit to me interesting wise that will stick.

I think my life will be more valuable after Im dead because my negligent, abusive, snake bitch of a adoptive mom will be able to cash out on a life insurance policy when she gets the call that my body has been found hanging in my damn apartment hallway. Fuck the more I type, the more I want to throw myself into a wood chipper……….

 

[NutOrat]

I think the meaning of that phrase is even more sinister. It means you're USEFUL to the Machine. Imagine how many years of labor can be extracted from you, you're like a rich mineral node, waiting to slowly be chipped away at. You can't kill yourself, not before you sacrifice your time, energy, happiness, soul, not until you bleed numerous times to feed the Machine, to perpetuate this cycle of pain and torment that is life. Your life is valuable.

I'm sorry, that was very dark. I'm not in a good state of mind again. Maybe I'm the crazy one, but it feels like everyone else is crazy, ignoring such basic truth of existence. It's like they know, but intentionally close their eyes and cover their ears, occupy their minds with meaningless tasks just to never think of this, so they can keep living.

Edit: Wanted to add to the last thought, that they're not just ignoring it on their own, they're trying to make you ignore it, to force you to comply in ignorance. To keep you afloat to feed the system together, for purely selfish reasons. They're so fucking brainwashed that they'll never see your point of view, they don't want to, and at this point they simply can't anymore.

 

[immolation]

thats honestly such a selfish phrase to try to comfort someone with in the first place. telling someone to live just because theyre of value to YOU, with no consideration of their experience in life, and discrediting their wanting to be done. do you think people you dont consider valuable deserve to die? just a weird thought process in general.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Your life is valuable, yes, but only to feed the capitalistic meat-grinder. Capitalisms will drain everything it can from you to the last drop, and when you become sick or ill from too much work and age, it will charge you huge amounts of money to "fix" your health issues and to take even that little money you have left earned with much sweat and blood.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think the meaning of that phrase is even more sinister. It means you're USEFUL to the Machine. Imagine how many years of labor can be extracted from you, you're like a rich mineral node, waiting to slowly be chipped away at. You can't kill yourself, not before you sacrifice your time, energy, happiness, soul, not until you bleed numerous times to feed the Machine, to perpetuate this cycle of pain and torment that is life. Your life is valuable.

I'm sorry, that was very dark. I'm not in a good state of mind again. Maybe I'm the crazy one, but it feels like everyone else is crazy, ignoring such basic truth of existence. It's like they know, but intentionally close their eyes and cover their ears, occupy their minds with meaningless tasks just to never think of this, so they can keep living.

I agree with this. Weirdly- even the emotional side to it isn't always exactly pleasant. We can be 'useful' to people emotionally too. We're taught that it's nice to be needed. We call it friendship and love and sure- it can be nice to feel you've made someone feel better. But, if we get to a stage where all we really feel is suffering, how nice is it then to just ignore that? To insist we stick around- in any state. So that they don't have to feel lonely. I suppose it's only human to need others but, the more I think about the reality of living (when you don't want to live,) the more exploitative I see it. It's like this awful emotional trap where- the moment we're born here, we're obligated to others. Financially, practically and emotionally.

I think the other problem OP is that we are still all taken in by individualism and I suppose- 'The American Dream' to an extent. (Whether you live in America or not.) In that- anyone is capable and will be supported to achieve in life- no matter their background or afflictions. I'm not sure either are accurate. But, I think that's the other reason people insist any life is worthwhile. In that- if we only try hard enough, we'll succeed.

 

[Jadeith]

your life is valuable don't die

This phrase is another example of good intentions turned wrong. It WAS supposed to bring comfort to those in need, to bring faith in oneself to those who had none. But, in time, it started to be an epitome of selfishness, used by those who want to keep us here due to their feelings or needs. Overused slogan that lost it's meaning and it's about as useful as typical funeral declarations "if you need anything just tell me". And also, crude attempt at setting price on life itself which, in general, has no price. If it had, slavery would be fully justified. Imagine - human, overpriced commodity

As for the rest of your post - yup, you're funny. That's more than can be said about many other folks so if you want to dabble with setting a price on your own head, don't sell yourself short. Having sense of humor, even if of dark flavor, is quite rare nowadays.

And check the fine print in your life insurance. Sometimes they exclude suicide to avoid paying out when someone decides to sacrifice themselves for the family or family decides to sacrifice someone they know is mentally unstable. There's a chance that your spawn point might be in for rude awakening when you off yourself.

 

[SoulCage]

I think the meaning of that phrase is even more sinister. It means you're USEFUL to the Machine. Imagine how many years of labor can be extracted from you, you're like a rich mineral node, waiting to slowly be chipped away at. You can't kill yourself, not before you sacrifice your time, energy, happiness, soul, not until you bleed numerous times to feed the Machine, to perpetuate this cycle of pain and torment that is life. Your life is valuable.

I'm sorry, that was very dark.

Something inside of me tells me that I have to tell you to not be sorry. You shouldn't be sorry for explaining reality. Especially if you compare humans with animals: some species may leave the sick behind for the group's survival, others may outright kill them... it's evolutionary cost-benefit analysis. If you are not valuable due to sickness or inability to do something for the group then you are simply not worth it.

I agree with this. Weirdly- even the emotional side to it isn't always exactly pleasant. We can be 'useful' to people emotionally too. We're taught that it's nice to be needed. We call it friendship and love and sure- it can be nice to feel you've made someone feel better. But, if we get to a stage where all we really feel is suffering, how nice is it then to just ignore that? To insist we stick around- in any state. So that they don't have to feel lonely. I suppose it's only human to need others but, the more I think about the reality of living (when you don't want to live,) the more exploitative I see it. It's like this awful emotional trap where- the moment we're born here, we're obligated to others. Financially, practically and emotionally.

Also agree with your point of view regarding the emotional side. It is also such a punch in my guts when someone tells me "you are valuable, because someone out there enjoys spending time with you". It just feels like a trick to guilt-trip me into believing that my suffering isn't valid and I should be more optimistic. That another person makes me want to endure the meat grinder society (that 100% is a cost-benefit analysis).

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I think the meaning of that phrase is even more sinister. It means you're USEFUL to the Machine. Imagine how many years of labor can be extracted from you, you're like a rich mineral node, waiting to slowly be chipped away at. You can't kill yourself, not before you sacrifice your time, energy, happiness, soul, not until you bleed numerous times to feed the Machine, to perpetuate this cycle of pain and torment that is life. Your life is valuable.

I'm sorry, that was very dark. I'm not in a good state of mind again. Maybe I'm the crazy one, but it feels like everyone else is crazy, ignoring such basic truth of existence. It's like they know, but intentionally close their eyes and cover their ears, occupy their minds with meaningless tasks just to never think of this, so they can keep living.

Edit: Wanted to add to the last thought, that they're not just ignoring it on their own, they're trying to make you ignore it, to force you to comply in ignorance. To keep you afloat to feed the system together, for purely selfish reasons. They're so fucking brainwashed that they'll never see your point of view, they don't want to, and at this point they simply can't anymore.

I agree with most of that.

but there's much more evil than anyone realizes going on.

one clue to this is that nobody even someone old as in over 80 years old can buy Nebumbutal or hire someone to assist them with suicide or purchase the use Sarco suicide pod .

it's not just to keep someone alive to be used as slaves for their labor. that's part of it but much more because even old , demented, or disabled , bedbound people who could never work even they are not allowed to purchase nembutal , assisted suicide services or use of the Sarco suicide pod or morphine. ask yourself why ? they can't work are very old bedbound in unbearable pain but still they are not allowed to purchase nembutal or massive amounts of morphine to die painlessly. why since they are going to die anyway as we all will, are in excruciating pain, can't be used for labor, wants to die more : doesn't this seem totally illogical and evil? and it's a lot of people suffering cause 1.5 million in the U.S alone attempt suicide per year with only 4% of the world population so extrapolate.

an old dog or cat is allowed Nembutal.

someone very old or disabled can't be used for work or anything especially those with dementia. they are in pain and want to die .
someone 80 years old is in pain and says they want to die. no they are not allowed to buy Nembutal , or hire someone to help them with suicide. i've seen several cases of very old people . one i remember in their 80's the police searched and stole one of her Nembutal bottles . but i think she had another bottle hidden and was able to kill herself.

another an old man 77 Jerry Gilland was in constant unbearable pain and in the hospital . he convinced his wife to shoot him. so she went to the hosptial and shot him. so obviously he was begging the evil doctors to kill him . and they could very easily with a shot of fentanyl or morphine . so a woman had to sneak a gun into the hospital and shoot her husband .this is barabaric and evil.

Police arrest woman in fatal shooting of terminally ill husband

No one else has been injured, officials said.

mynews13.com

of course the monsters arrested the woman for saving her husband from unbearable pain, as they arrested D from N from D, , , Nembutal from D, Kenneth law, dr kevorkian. As i'm killing myself i will remember what they did to D and kenneth Law .

a dog or cat is allowed Nembutal. ok here some might understand. lets say a person has a very old dog. the dog is in pain . i think most here will tell the owner take the dog to the Vet and give the dog Nembutal . would most of the public ? i think yes. what if it was a human in the same position? very old in pain and wants to die? i think even the public would vote yes most of them. but it's the monsters the "authorities" the doctors the "experts" who say no the person must suffer.

a very old dog or cat is allowed Nembutal. a very old human has to suffer from ages 60 to 90 for 30 years every second in unbearable pain. and ive seen this in nursing homes. the morphine is 100 meters away from them but they can't use it to escape their pain. the evil of this world is unfathomable.

 

[Moniker]

It has always felt like a meaningless aphorism told by those who could not give less of a shit about whether I live or die. Every single time I hear it, it's from someone who has never met me. The phrase is just dumb virtue signalling BS.

 

[intr0verse]

Of course life is valuable...how else you'd consume for 80 years and produce for more than 60? Last time i've read a report about the impact of suicide on society, the economic impact was no.1.