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ShinyScissors

ShinyScissors

Another artist who wants to die
Feb 8, 2023
62
Do you ever have that one song that your heart beat syncs to? It makes you feel euphoric to be understood and spoken to. It is why I like listening to sad music, it makes me feel a little less alone.

If you know of any songs that resonates with your desire to cbt please share. Or simply the last song you plan to listen to before you enter the eternal slumber. I'm thinking of making a playlist because music is the one thing that makes me feel secure and that's what I want to feel before my light burns out.
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
Slippin' Away by DJGrumble on Soundcloud
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,862
I don't really listen to music much anymore but as I've mentioned in other threads Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary is what would resonate with my wish to die as the lyrics are about wishing for death and it's just quite a calming piece of music as well.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Don't you worry child by Swedish house mafia ft John Martin

 
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flapjax

flapjax

Seeking peace
May 13, 2023
16
This isn't my actual serious answer but I thought My Way by Frank Sinatra is just a funny one.
 
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dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
Do you ever have that one song that your heart beat syncs to? It makes you feel euphoric to be understood and spoken to. It is why I like listening to sad music, it makes me feel a little less alone.

If you know of any songs that resonates with your desire to cbt please share. Or simply the last song you plan to listen to before you enter the eternal slumber. I'm thinking of making a playlist because music is the one thing that makes me feel secure and that's what I want to feel before my light burns out.
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I think Blondie by Current Joys is probably my choice. Another good song I relate to is Hi Ren by Ren
 
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Not.Flugel

Not.Flugel

✨Invaild Pharmacy Student✨
May 7, 2023
93
Do you ever have that one song that your heart beat syncs to? It makes you feel euphoric to be understood and spoken to. It is why I like listening to sad music, it makes me feel a little less alone.

If you know of any songs that resonates with your desire to cbt please share. Or simply the last song you plan to listen to before you enter the eternal slumber. I'm thinking of making a playlist because music is the one thing that makes me feel secure and that's what I want to feel before my light burns out.
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Mine is probably cringe but either:
Video Games by Lana Del Rey or Hold on Just a Little While Longer by X-Choir - Topic
 
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Ryemi

Ryemi

Jealous of the dead
Apr 3, 2023
49
Do you ever have that one song that your heart beat syncs to? It makes you feel euphoric to be understood and spoken to. It is why I like listening to sad music, it makes me feel a little less alone.

If you know of any songs that resonates with your desire to cbt please share. Or simply the last song you plan to listen to before you enter the eternal slumber. I'm thinking of making a playlist because music is the one thing that makes me feel secure and that's what I want to feel before my light burns out.
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Young - Vacations
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
87
There's probably one or two songs I'd like to go out to. The Drug in Me in You Reimagined or Can't help falling in love. Both amazing songs. ❤️
 
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TempusFugit

TempusFugit

:(
May 13, 2023
17
Mine is Arête - brambles. It has no lyrics but it's calming
 
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Mäximum

Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
208
I still have some time before I plan to do it. But if I had to do it now, it's probably String Theocracy from Mili. It's my favourite song at the time.
 
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thecolourgold

thecolourgold

night night coming soon. ❤️
Apr 22, 2023
100
The song "all eyes on me" by Bo Burnham has been hyping me up my last few attempts.
 
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kovu

kovu

unendlichkeit
Nov 15, 2021
85
I still have some time before I plan to do it. But if I had to do it now, it's probably String Theocracy from Mili. It's my favourite song at the time.
Funny coincidence, I was listening to 'String Theocracy' when I read your comment; great song.
Do you ever have that one song that your heart beat syncs to? It makes you feel euphoric to be understood and spoken to. It is why I like listening to sad music, it makes me feel a little less alone.

If you know of any songs that resonates with your desire to cbt please share. Or simply the last song you plan to listen to before you enter the eternal slumber. I'm thinking of making a playlist because music is the one thing that makes me feel secure and that's what I want to feel before my light burns out.
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Personally, it'd quite possibly be 'Musik ist keine Lösung' by Alligatoah.
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
2,164
Part of a song from the movie Life of Brian comes to mind.

.... So always look on the bright side of death
A just before you draw your terminal breath...

Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughin' as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you ....

Yes, I know it's irreverent, and OP was probably looking for something serious. But that's Monty Python for you. Like them, I sometimes find it hard to take life seriously. It doesn't merit it.
 
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Glandular

Glandular

Student
Mar 23, 2023
128
Sigur Ros - Untitled 3
 
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lovelylight

Member
Apr 30, 2023
5
"One more light" by linkin park
 
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Odahviing475

Odahviing475

Member
Apr 12, 2023
57
We go to battle.

 
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pompompurin

pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
155
There is a few but I think the main two are Enej - Skrzydlate Ręce or Exitlude by The Killers
 
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CentreMid

CentreMid

Midfielder
Aug 23, 2018
535
Do you ever have that one song that your heart beat syncs to? It makes you feel euphoric to be understood and spoken to. It is why I like listening to sad music, it makes me feel a little less alone.

If you know of any songs that resonates with your desire to cbt please share. Or simply the last song you plan to listen to before you enter the eternal slumber. I'm thinking of making a playlist because music is the one thing that makes me feel secure and that's what I want to feel before my light burns out.
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- Novo Amor: State Lines
- Radiohead: How to Disappear Completely/No Surprises
- Anathema: Are You there?
 
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ShinyScissors

ShinyScissors

Another artist who wants to die
Feb 8, 2023
62
Do you ever have that one song that your heart beat syncs to? It makes you feel euphoric to be understood and spoken to. It is why I like listening to sad music, it makes me feel a little less alone.

If you know of any songs that resonates with your desire to cbt please share. Or simply the last song you plan to listen to before you enter the eternal slumber. I'm thinking of making a playlist because music is the one thing that makes me feel secure and that's what I want to feel before my light burns out.
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Thank you all so much!! I'll definitely be listening to all suggestions and maybe provide some feedback. It makes me happy to have you all share something this special to you.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
Suicide by lil'death.
 
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accepting.id

accepting.id

i cannot fck it we ball for much longer
May 15, 2023
6
Every time I feel close to ctb'ing, I listen to "It's Called: Freefall" by RKS
The song "all eyes on me" by Bo Burnham has been hyping me up my last few attempts.
I love that
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
"Aguas de Marco" by Elis Regina and Tom Jobim. It just seems like a good 2am kind of song. It's sleepy, dark, yet upbeat. I plan on pulling the trigger at 2am.
 
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Realkitten

Realkitten

TheRealKitten
Mar 9, 2023
20
Currently I'm in love with this song. Aurora's songs just draw you in

 
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Cássius

Cássius

Member
Apr 5, 2023
13
Probably space song, i always think on me jumping with the rope on my neck with that chorus playing
but i'm thinking about choosing some russian song, idk.
 

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