Your Last Day

[farakini]

How do you plan to spend your last day?

 

[Death is my goal]

nothing, I'll just do it. don't feel anything to do anything.

 

[savoytruffle]

drink alcohol for the first time

 

[ready to go....]

Today is my last day. I am just getting all my items loaded into my car. I will then go to the shop, pick up some of my favourite snacks and drive out to my location. I will spend some time relaxing and drinking when I get to my location, then get everything ready then leave, providing nothing fails. I had planned to do so much before hand, but now the day is here, reality has hit and the plans I had don't feel right.

 

[farakini]

Today is my last day. I am just getting all my items loaded into my car. I will then go to the shop, pick up some of my favourite snacks and drive out to my location. I will spend some time relaxing and drinking when I get to my location, then get everything ready then leave, providing nothing fails. I had planned to do so much before hand, but now the day is here, reality has hit and the plans I had don't feel right.

I hope it brings you peace. May your final moments be comfortable and your journey safe.

 

[greatjustice]

I'm planning a trip out of town for my last few days. The long train ride will be spent playing some of my favorite video games, then once I settle into my expensive hotel (more expensive than my normal hostels), I'll get some dinner, go to the bar and drink (which I never, ever do) then sleep. On day 2, I'm going to go to my favorite park, eat out for every meal and binge watch some of my favorite movies. Day 3 will be similar but will have no drinking and will lead into my fast to prepare for my SN around 2pm or so.

I initially was going to deprive myself of the few pleasures I do have left, but now that I'm content with doing this, I'm finding that actually letting lose is making it easier for me to ctb. I feel like it's helping to suppress my SI, because my mind set is now "Well, I'm doing most of the things I wanted to do, which wasn't much, so now I can feel at peace." We will see when the moment arrives in a few days.

 

[FuneralCry]

There would be nothing that I would particularly want to do, apart from finally leaving this world. Nearly everything in life just make me feel more tired and worse than I felt before. There isn't much worth doing apart from dying and I've never wanted anything to do with this world filled with so much endless suffering at all.

 

[outrider567]

Wont be doing anything different--except probably open my bedroom window to make sure not too much Nitrogen gets built up anywhere so the cops won't be affected---and of course my notes on the table, and Patti's work awards

 

[Anonymus]

I guess I'll go through a reflection process, typical of me, and discover something that will make me say EUREKA!.. and I won't be able to tell anyone.
//
Suposo que faré un procés de reflexió, típic de mi, i descobriré alguna cosa que em farà dir EUREKA!.. i no li ho podré dir a ningú.

 

[KyussEatsTheSun]

On a Saturday morning I'll gather all my supplies and drive to be ocean. I'll most likely become extremely reflective and perhaps enter a state of derealization. After enjoying the view of the ocean, pondering how things could have been different then ultimately accepting my fate I'll go back to my car and find a secluded spot. I'll play my favorite music that I always play when I overdose on benzos and alcohol but this time I will have fasted and gotten myself prepared to drink my SN with another cup just in case.

 

[universe]

I think I wouldn't do anything special on the last day, SN day. I would just get ready and go to the hotel. I won't eat anything all day for the young SN, maybe a sip of alcohol but nothing that can compromise the CTB.