Damn, how I could forget this song, one of my favorites...
Not actually about a suicide, but about death in general
***************************
Take me with you, quail
Lead into the thicket
I will become a gray inconspicuous bird - and only
I will melt the melancholy ice.
River my sister
Will accept and cover with a wave
Will be good to me
And separate forever from misfortune.
Wind blew away a cap off my head,
I wanted to love, but everything went wrong,
I know nothing in life can be returned back,
And now I have only one way…
I'll take a run and jump off a cliff,
Here I am, and here I am gone.
And when you've suddenly found out about that,
You'll understand who you've lost.
I didn't know from the childhood how to be like everyone else,
Probably this is my destiny in life.
And her, what about her? She lied to me all the time.
She would never understand me.
I'll take a run and jump off a cliff,
Here I am, and here I am gone.
And when you've suddenly found out about that,
You'll understand who you've lost.
Throwing off proudly my cloak, I'll look into the distance,
Maybe she is waiting? It is unlikely…This is nonsense.
And letting out a wild cry, I throw myself down like a stone.
This is the final caprice of my life…
I'll take a run and jump off a cliff,
Here I am, and here I am gone.
You'll hate yourself,
When you understand who you've lost,
Who you've lost, who you've lost.