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milly

milly

uncertain of things
Nov 28, 2021
138
Been on quite a few SSRIs for bipolar. Zosert (aka Sertraline) worked for a while before I developed a tolerance. Presently on Amitriptyline which upsets my stomach but seems to improve my mood slowly and marginally.
 
cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
165
Why? Can you share more?
more than i want to be happy, i want to be whole. and when im happy i look forwards to waking up, i have fun, i laugh, life is brighter and more colorful, but it's not more meaningful. life is meaningless. being happy doesnt change that. and for a long time i thought if i could just be happy then everything would be okay but its not enough. nothing is enough. there is no answer.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Arcanist
May 7, 2025
452
I'm on Mirtazapine. It has probably stopped me from committing suicide but has certainly not cured my depression.
You are told to take it at night and this causes immense hunger. So I've put on weight. I will probably start using it during the day because this weight gain cannot go on.
 
karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
259
My issue is very chemical, and therapy does nothing for me. I've been on most antidepressants with no success, but augmenting Cymbalta with Abilify has caused a noticiable shift in my apathy for the better.
very chemical? what do you mean?
 
Dying Opportunity

Dying Opportunity

What looks so strong, so delicate
May 9, 2025
77
I'm on Mirtazapine. It has probably stopped me from committing suicide but has certainly not cured my depression.
This is my situation with Prozac.
 

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