cazza82
Member
- Nov 20, 2024
- 52
I don't know what to do anymore I don't even know whether to go back to my counsilior after Xmas because I've done everything to try to get help done everything right handed everything I had over that I was gonna use to keep myself safe to prove I was trying but what's the point when these people that aren't meant to help with your mental health are telling you what you already think of yourself. Being worthless useless feeling no hope that I'm not gonna get better I had that tiny bit of hope because of my counsellor but when professionals are telling you your not important or worth the help why should I keep trying maybe it's fate maybe I was always meant to die by suicide I had appointment with my doctor on the 19th due to my thoughts he didn't get it he suggested my mental health is suffering due to me missing a few doses of levothyrozine as I have hypothyroidism like are they not listening to me I think I should take the hint huh