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NoMoreSanity
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- Mar 17, 2025
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The very fact that their are so many suicidal people. I've slowly been realizing just how terrible this life is, even though mine isn't as horrible( but it's still bad ). It's the fact that I don't hate life enough. I hate the truths of the world, and yet I feel i don't understand them enough, I feel as if I'm not yet ready, but I should be, if that makes any sense. I feel almost as ctb is not my choice but what I must do, in order to be right and truthful. And I'm struggling to coming to terms with that. I don't hate life enough and I feel guilty/ wrong for that. What do I do